black strings snipped to half their length, in uniform. can't complain, since my hair is thick anyway.
sleepover at val's on sat, everyone came, just that stacey couldn't stay the night. we still havent gotten the hang of having a movie marathon, but i thought it was a rather insightful night.well details are on val's blog so i wont repeat whatever she said. haha.
im not sure if i mentioned it in the last post, and i am much too lazy to check. but i seem to have lost the passion. and i still don't have any aim in life.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
its late, or early in the morning for a blog post. but i do seem to have insomnia at times. but i don't have pressing matters in the morning so i'll just sleep in. like always. well..just wanna say sorry to the team for not giving my best and succumbing to my laziness. well i do know that i love to come up with excuses just to get myself out of things, but with not good enough reasons.
i've changed this holiday, trying to change myself, but not having the discipline to follow though, just as i always have none. but the passion's gone from the game, just when the tough surfaces. i know my nature, easy to give up halfway, and easy to make false promises to myself, only to disappoint, myself again. maybe that's why i never have high expectations. to lower the disappointment as well.
the side of me that will always be there has surfaced again and again. but i doubt it'll be satisfied anytime soon. only in fantasies and those hours of reading that i indulged in. drowned in character emotions' , only to be hit hard in reality.
ignore my rants. don't try to understand it.
i've changed this holiday, trying to change myself, but not having the discipline to follow though, just as i always have none. but the passion's gone from the game, just when the tough surfaces. i know my nature, easy to give up halfway, and easy to make false promises to myself, only to disappoint, myself again. maybe that's why i never have high expectations. to lower the disappointment as well.
the side of me that will always be there has surfaced again and again. but i doubt it'll be satisfied anytime soon. only in fantasies and those hours of reading that i indulged in. drowned in character emotions' , only to be hit hard in reality.
ignore my rants. don't try to understand it.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Monday, November 06, 2006
stereotyping.why do we stereotype? given examples as i discuss with denise now, in njc, as well as china scholars. people think because njc is one of the top schools, students here are therefor smart. and smart means geeky, and that would mean undesirable and ugly. definately a fallacy. why can't there be a smart yet good looking guy? and the china scholars, people would think of them as ultra smart because they get good grades and top the class most of the time, but don't they think of how hardworking they can be? just to get those results? and then they are undesirable as well because they don't look that good. and thus, guys from other jcs are cuter, just because they spend more time with their looks than their books.
well.enough said.
well.enough said.
phuket was nice, just not as nice as i hoped it would be.just like most other shopping trips, my mom was more interested in the culture, looking at the places, whereas i would have rather spent the three days at the beach and relax.not to mention i finished a whole book on the second day, which i only started on the first. a bit disappointed in myself for chickening out on the parasailing, but there were other factors that convinced me not to other than my acute fear of heights.
aleee's starting to increase training.that's nice.although i doubt i'll be able to attend some of it. the chalet and camp sounds fun, i would definately like to be able to run with them, and stop sitting on the bench. oh wells. sooner or later.
yu sheng : well i did buy tickets to musical evening without much persuasion from joyene, but at least i feel less guilty leaving training (:
aleee's starting to increase training.that's nice.although i doubt i'll be able to attend some of it. the chalet and camp sounds fun, i would definately like to be able to run with them, and stop sitting on the bench. oh wells. sooner or later.
yu sheng : well i did buy tickets to musical evening without much persuasion from joyene, but at least i feel less guilty leaving training (:
Friday, October 27, 2006
Monday, October 23, 2006
boooo.i can't believe i passed my IH paper, let alone score highest in class for the first question.haha.i mean im not exactly the kind of person who likes to brag and go around rubbing it in, so i sorta forgot about it like 10 mins later when people come up to me to say congrats, and i go 'for?'
oh wells.
well..i didn't do too bad for overalls. i can't complain either for not studying.
nats trainings is seriously depriving me of two good nights. one: year-end celebrations at njc - SURVIVOR~outlast,outparty. and crescent's musical night.just when i decided that i shouldn't miss out on these events after much consideration, fate just didn't want me to go.
falling asleep at 11pm is my new habit.
oh wells.
well..i didn't do too bad for overalls. i can't complain either for not studying.
nats trainings is seriously depriving me of two good nights. one: year-end celebrations at njc - SURVIVOR~outlast,outparty. and crescent's musical night.just when i decided that i shouldn't miss out on these events after much consideration, fate just didn't want me to go.
falling asleep at 11pm is my new habit.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
days of horror.i failed math.not overall.but horrible red marks on the paper.then came IH.i failed half the paper terribly. only fate will decide if i managed to pass my overall paper.then came home, pity my mom for being able to see such horrid results. i guess i just never had the mood for studying, like ever, except for the occasional i-want-to-do-well-thus-i-must-start-studying-from-now-on-mood.therefore.i have nothing else to say about my grades.except that.they suck.
open day.not pathetic, not great either. so much for sponsers for open day and the two THOUSAND ballons the poor council had to blow manually. i really do pity council.although twirling cotton candy can be quite fun, not when you get sugar fluff in your face, hair and everwhere.tiring day, plus hockey duties although i do admit i didn't do much..but still became quite tired.
CARMEN. spanish dance.esplanade. many words to describe it. provocative.seductive.intimate.humour.coordinated.hot dancers.different.
well overall it was an enjoyable experience, very different from what i thought it would be.although there was no words, no script, but it could tell that there was a story line, although im not too sure which was the guy who went to jail or was just secluded.ok...i just read the pamplet, and it was quite different from what i thought it was.but nvm.
well. i seriously should stop visiting the library.i would be sure to pick up a romance novel and start reading non-stop, just as what i have been doing close to 4 days now. well. just like all other cliches, when i read its just that i feel transported into another world, as the character in the book, or a bystander, but still living everything that is described by the author. it may all be the power of the mind, but it does help to clear my mind of worries, and a great help to waste time.
well..enough insight for 7 hours.
open day.not pathetic, not great either. so much for sponsers for open day and the two THOUSAND ballons the poor council had to blow manually. i really do pity council.although twirling cotton candy can be quite fun, not when you get sugar fluff in your face, hair and everwhere.tiring day, plus hockey duties although i do admit i didn't do much..but still became quite tired.
CARMEN. spanish dance.esplanade. many words to describe it. provocative.seductive.intimate.humour.coordinated.hot dancers.different.
well overall it was an enjoyable experience, very different from what i thought it would be.although there was no words, no script, but it could tell that there was a story line, although im not too sure which was the guy who went to jail or was just secluded.ok...i just read the pamplet, and it was quite different from what i thought it was.but nvm.
well. i seriously should stop visiting the library.i would be sure to pick up a romance novel and start reading non-stop, just as what i have been doing close to 4 days now. well. just like all other cliches, when i read its just that i feel transported into another world, as the character in the book, or a bystander, but still living everything that is described by the author. it may all be the power of the mind, but it does help to clear my mind of worries, and a great help to waste time.
well..enough insight for 7 hours.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
i made a promise to myself to start on physics and chem right after i blog (: which are the papers for tmr.and i haven't started at all. oh and 6 days to a month since i last updated.the breaks are getting longer and longer...
so middle of ass week.just 3 more papers to go. the rest weren't so bad. i think, but i do remembering having hand cramps.i figured i haven't exactly been sticking to my regime of studying...quite sad.so much for new years' resolutions.
i have new found care and concern for my tablet now.ever since the bloody harddrive died on me in school at 6.30pm one day[i was being good to stay in school to study and it worked (: ), and my stomach felt in the pits. i lost all my MUSIC , PHOTOS, NOTES (although not really..but ass week was just the week after the next then), VIDEOS WHICH i HAVEN"T WATCHED....AND MANY OTHER THINGS I SHALL NOT MENTION.all gone.poof.just like that.and i didn't have any back up at all.so...when into depression..lost all studying mood until now.which i still haven't recovered the study mood part yet.hm.yes anyway, i realized i shouldn't have sulked and complained so much ( sorry trudy and teresa), because i could get most of the stuff back from my friends or online.it was mostly the hassle i was upset about.and ADOBE PHOTOSHOP.my tablet actually came back in a better comdition..no more creaking hinge.and i got my taskbar back which i lost for a year and a half.ha. so, i found this new appreciation for my tablet, how lucky i am to have it, as compared to my brother's laptop, but still, losing it for those few days made me realise how important it was.(call it cliche, but its true) and yes, the new found appreciation is part of the factor that makes me not go into the study mood.
and i thought i wasn't that dependant on technology as compared to others.well i thought i wasnt.i don't use my phone that much, i do lots of stuff myself, but i still do go on the net everyday..but that's the only part! oh wells.time to change my lifestlye, but it never happens.just like when i wanted to exercise more, be more disciplined, be more healthy by eating fruits, be neater etc. and the list goes on.....
anyone has photos that you think that i think that would concern me even if im not in it, please send it to my email! or send me a link to you photoalbum! thanks. which i doubt this will make any difference since no one comes here except for the occasional passer by.
so middle of ass week.just 3 more papers to go. the rest weren't so bad. i think, but i do remembering having hand cramps.i figured i haven't exactly been sticking to my regime of studying...quite sad.so much for new years' resolutions.
i have new found care and concern for my tablet now.ever since the bloody harddrive died on me in school at 6.30pm one day[i was being good to stay in school to study and it worked (: ), and my stomach felt in the pits. i lost all my MUSIC , PHOTOS, NOTES (although not really..but ass week was just the week after the next then), VIDEOS WHICH i HAVEN"T WATCHED....AND MANY OTHER THINGS I SHALL NOT MENTION.all gone.poof.just like that.and i didn't have any back up at all.so...when into depression..lost all studying mood until now.which i still haven't recovered the study mood part yet.hm.yes anyway, i realized i shouldn't have sulked and complained so much ( sorry trudy and teresa), because i could get most of the stuff back from my friends or online.it was mostly the hassle i was upset about.and ADOBE PHOTOSHOP.my tablet actually came back in a better comdition..no more creaking hinge.and i got my taskbar back which i lost for a year and a half.ha. so, i found this new appreciation for my tablet, how lucky i am to have it, as compared to my brother's laptop, but still, losing it for those few days made me realise how important it was.(call it cliche, but its true) and yes, the new found appreciation is part of the factor that makes me not go into the study mood.
and i thought i wasn't that dependant on technology as compared to others.well i thought i wasnt.i don't use my phone that much, i do lots of stuff myself, but i still do go on the net everyday..but that's the only part! oh wells.time to change my lifestlye, but it never happens.just like when i wanted to exercise more, be more disciplined, be more healthy by eating fruits, be neater etc. and the list goes on.....
anyone has photos that you think that i think that would concern me even if im not in it, please send it to my email! or send me a link to you photoalbum! thanks. which i doubt this will make any difference since no one comes here except for the occasional passer by.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
bloody bugger.just when i resolved to go jogging this evening at 5. it started to RAIN at 5.and for once i actually felt empowered to do something i always thought of doing but never did do. and it couldn't be little drizzle which i could still run in. it was HEAVY rain.with high speed winds.might as well go back to the never-followed-get-abs-in-thirty-days-regime.its at least 3 months now. and no abs here.
anyway, its exactly a week since my parents and my brother left for aussie. there's not much difference at home, all the same amount of independance as when their still in singapore. except that i have to wash, iron, cook..not that bad as my grandmother's staying with me.and she lives next door anyway.and i quite like taking the bus.and having those walks back.well..its one more week to go.
bloody assesment week's coming, and there's no training to burn off fats ):
anyway, its exactly a week since my parents and my brother left for aussie. there's not much difference at home, all the same amount of independance as when their still in singapore. except that i have to wash, iron, cook..not that bad as my grandmother's staying with me.and she lives next door anyway.and i quite like taking the bus.and having those walks back.well..its one more week to go.
bloody assesment week's coming, and there's no training to burn off fats ):
Saturday, August 26, 2006
reply to sheena : didn't you realize i was missing in the middle of is1105 on friday?yes i went home to prepare for colours award.its for the sports people (: and what training? unless you're talking about my trainings on tues and thurs nights.what about them?
5th annual NJC colours award.
i wasn't overdressed despite wearing wedges and a spag top with jeans although it did say smart casual.most of them were in formal wear anyway. food was a great 9 course dinner, which we couldn't finish and a very waste of food.laughing, dancing(more of a failure), throwing face, was all part of the night.too bad the guys weren't around, it would have been so much more enjoyable.i think.overall it was great to see everyone anyway.
5th annual NJC colours award.
i wasn't overdressed despite wearing wedges and a spag top with jeans although it did say smart casual.most of them were in formal wear anyway. food was a great 9 course dinner, which we couldn't finish and a very waste of food.laughing, dancing(more of a failure), throwing face, was all part of the night.too bad the guys weren't around, it would have been so much more enjoyable.i think.overall it was great to see everyone anyway.
Saturday, August 19, 2006
Friday, August 11, 2006
an interesting insight : i talk to my brother online although he's only in the room next door. laziness? or more of convenience. and our parents won't shout at us for shouting across the house (:
and tonight i'll be watching my third movie in the cinema for the week..all with my mom.and my brother for today.tuesday was pirates of the carribean, which i have been longing to watch since the year before, and a 1am show at plaza sing. it was that entertaining to prevent me from falling asleep. considering i had training before/friendly.wed was click with my cousin and mom at around 9.30..very touching at one part, such that i teared, one of the very few movies i do.tonight's my super ex girlfriend cos we're running out of shows to watch.why the sudden movie mania? hsbc has allowed my mom to buy tickets at a dollar.applause.and yay me.
tuesday was also national day celebrations. i ended up being one of the cheerleaders/house affliate which i am, and had quite a bit of fun i presume.but at the end, the emptiness creeps in more..went back to henry park to hear more revelations of exclassmates and dicover that my old form teacher's expecting another baby boy..haha.qutie fun, but i left before lunch to go home and rest[ out of orders] , and go for training/friendly match against the under14 boys. i still wasnt' relieved that they were younger than me. superfast legs and superior skills...sigh.and i have no idea how many times i have made a fool out of myself.thursday was the same thing.oh and im refering to nats under16.
last night i rushed through till early morning for that dang essay.why didn't i just start earlier?that is what i keep asking myself.i can never seem not to do last minute work.CHANGE ME, CHANGE.
and tonight i'll be watching my third movie in the cinema for the week..all with my mom.and my brother for today.tuesday was pirates of the carribean, which i have been longing to watch since the year before, and a 1am show at plaza sing. it was that entertaining to prevent me from falling asleep. considering i had training before/friendly.wed was click with my cousin and mom at around 9.30..very touching at one part, such that i teared, one of the very few movies i do.tonight's my super ex girlfriend cos we're running out of shows to watch.why the sudden movie mania? hsbc has allowed my mom to buy tickets at a dollar.applause.and yay me.
tuesday was also national day celebrations. i ended up being one of the cheerleaders/house affliate which i am, and had quite a bit of fun i presume.but at the end, the emptiness creeps in more..went back to henry park to hear more revelations of exclassmates and dicover that my old form teacher's expecting another baby boy..haha.qutie fun, but i left before lunch to go home and rest[ out of orders] , and go for training/friendly match against the under14 boys. i still wasnt' relieved that they were younger than me. superfast legs and superior skills...sigh.and i have no idea how many times i have made a fool out of myself.thursday was the same thing.oh and im refering to nats under16.
last night i rushed through till early morning for that dang essay.why didn't i just start earlier?that is what i keep asking myself.i can never seem not to do last minute work.CHANGE ME, CHANGE.
Sunday, July 30, 2006
i turned 15 yesterday. not a big celebration. its like minute compared to the other years , and caryn thinks so too. but with this little people, i think it can be enjoyable too.and family isn't so bad either.i just wonder why teen angst always make people dislike their family and put them in bad light..its just the family will always be with you forever.till they die at least. but i did once hate my family. i was barely tolerating their behavior. but if i can tolerate some of my worst friends' behaviors, then why can i not put up with more?i guess there's so much to one's tolerance.im just too nice.really.
anyway.trainings have been cut down to twice a week, my knee will seriously ache more.oh and swimming was actually tiring...and i got to bathe and eat(: fundraising for floorball has gone quite well.swedish meatballs and smores and other stuff we cut from the list.hockey fundraising's starting next week selling mini cornettos and mini magnums. homework is starting to come in slowly.
yesterday.received many smsed birthday wishes.how sweet.it was crescent's AAD as well..so went down at noon. gadis, melody, crystal, puisheen, sijing, nanthini, vanitha, bernette, sue wei, rachellau, hockey juniors, nadrah,yu sheng, christine, adilah...the few of the many faces i saw. exchanged presents with christine...played softball with the softballers, made hockey keychains, and be late for my meeting with val.cui was even later than me.lunch of mosburger's ebi rice burger(: went to see the the lakehouse[the ultimate dream house.and only if it would be reality that you could meet a hunk whom is two years in the past] we got front row seats.how wonderful.keanu reeves had two earholes on his left ear when he kissed sandra bullock. was he supposed to have the earholes for the movie?HAH.ben and jerry's after that...even though we were already freezing from the theater.triple scoop XD tessa joined us after that and we went to get CAKE ..from SWENSONS (: what a happy happy ice cream day. too bad my yoga mat was sold out from plaza sing. tessa's getting it another time then. we headed back to my place and cui had to go off...aww. reached home and we watched high school musical ..second half. and sue came! DINNER...wahaha.had tons of food..literally ate till i was stuffed. it was all my favourite foods.except the curry. grilled pork meat, onion duck, chicken wings, veg, noodles, rice.can't remember other dishes if there were anymore. cake just made my stomach bloat up like crap...it was worth it though. mango tango! and they went back.and i went to bathe and sleep. i don't need the presents.although they'll just add on to my joy.but that shall not influence my thoughts on how little kids elsewhere don't even get to celebrate their birthdays like me. and to those who missed my birthday...you missed out.HAH.
woke up with a tummy ache haha.cos i ate too much.consequences....
here's my cake:
anyway.trainings have been cut down to twice a week, my knee will seriously ache more.oh and swimming was actually tiring...and i got to bathe and eat(: fundraising for floorball has gone quite well.swedish meatballs and smores and other stuff we cut from the list.hockey fundraising's starting next week selling mini cornettos and mini magnums. homework is starting to come in slowly.
yesterday.received many smsed birthday wishes.how sweet.it was crescent's AAD as well..so went down at noon. gadis, melody, crystal, puisheen, sijing, nanthini, vanitha, bernette, sue wei, rachellau, hockey juniors, nadrah,yu sheng, christine, adilah...the few of the many faces i saw. exchanged presents with christine...played softball with the softballers, made hockey keychains, and be late for my meeting with val.cui was even later than me.lunch of mosburger's ebi rice burger(: went to see the the lakehouse[the ultimate dream house.and only if it would be reality that you could meet a hunk whom is two years in the past] we got front row seats.how wonderful.keanu reeves had two earholes on his left ear when he kissed sandra bullock. was he supposed to have the earholes for the movie?HAH.ben and jerry's after that...even though we were already freezing from the theater.triple scoop XD tessa joined us after that and we went to get CAKE ..from SWENSONS (: what a happy happy ice cream day. too bad my yoga mat was sold out from plaza sing. tessa's getting it another time then. we headed back to my place and cui had to go off...aww. reached home and we watched high school musical ..second half. and sue came! DINNER...wahaha.had tons of food..literally ate till i was stuffed. it was all my favourite foods.except the curry. grilled pork meat, onion duck, chicken wings, veg, noodles, rice.can't remember other dishes if there were anymore. cake just made my stomach bloat up like crap...it was worth it though. mango tango! and they went back.and i went to bathe and sleep. i don't need the presents.although they'll just add on to my joy.but that shall not influence my thoughts on how little kids elsewhere don't even get to celebrate their birthdays like me. and to those who missed my birthday...you missed out.HAH.
woke up with a tummy ache haha.cos i ate too much.consequences....
here's my cake:
envy me (:
i want to thank the nj hockey girls team 2006 for the wonderful after training treat and my lovely rice cooker (: we had a great time didn't we? and well..a person can be quite blur on their birthdays...being oblivious and innocently gullible to everything. well...hope we'll win next year's a divs!
Friday, July 21, 2006
Thursday, July 13, 2006
3rd placing in floorball nats brought me high. but no, we still don't get it as a cca and prize presentation has to wait.after a month long of floorball training, the kampong team has emerged. we beat MI for 3rd placing through penalty.got thrashed by yjc though.but i really think we were damn lucky.the memories will stay forever although it floorball has thrashed my hockey skills. alvin and bin bin were the best!THANKS!i'll never forget you guys.
first week of school and i've been skipping like 2 days of lessons.teachers have changed, everything's different now. and i realized i can't even catch up with the rest of my classmates.dang.oh and swimming lesson's dumb so far. cos i didn't get to swim much and it was a bad weather day.i like swimming, but not swimming lessons.and i need my sleep.
first week of school and i've been skipping like 2 days of lessons.teachers have changed, everything's different now. and i realized i can't even catch up with the rest of my classmates.dang.oh and swimming lesson's dumb so far. cos i didn't get to swim much and it was a bad weather day.i like swimming, but not swimming lessons.and i need my sleep.
Saturday, July 08, 2006
from jan to april..i average of 7.5 posts a month. from may to june.i average of 3.5 posts a month. and isnt' june supposed to be my holiday?
anyway, obs: shackleton: min ying, leejing, denise, chun meng, dan ni, charvie, chenchel, anushka, estella,wen loong, eugene, jia sheng, wan yun, bee him, pamela.instructor: angela
day one: grouping,bonding, pitching tent, horrible dinner of (uncooked rice with baby corn and brine) luncheon meat, bakebeans, sardines etc.) basically preparing for sea expedition. there was belaying exercises and trust activity. sleeping that night did not come easy.in a bloody hot tent.
day two: mini trekking to some alpine rescue place to do an activity. they gave us an hour to complete it...bringing along a stretcher across an elementwith all our bottles in it. we did it with a few minutes overtime.but after that was already preparation for the next campsite, and learning how to capsize.which sucked.i was wearing contacts, i lost a bottle while capping, and i have an allergic reaction to sea water.there was tons of sandflys at the beach.and the sleeping on the campsite ground is sleeping onn stones.and we have to wake up in the middle of the night to do patrol.
day three: morning had to wake up early, little breakfast, cleaning up the toilet which some people had to shit inconsiderately, and setting off to kayak late.around ubin wasn't so bad.me and denise were leading most of the time.lunch was on the kayak.and eating salty food isn't very nice.oh wells..we finished kayaking to the next campsite, pitch tents, went for quarry dip. then got ready for dinner.changed out, had quite a good dinner i could say, and not very good sleep.
day four : morning, was late like always, had the water craft activity which we weren't successful in, and trekked back to camp two after that.first to reach, that was good.and then had rock climibing. i can't tell you how weak i was.after that was dinner! dinner was GREAT.haha.and we had supper too!
day five: washed everything, packed the store, had bonding, bought t shirts, went back home.
youthday: went out with shackleton to plaza sing and the new cathay's ben and jerry.the ambience there rocked.we had fun.this fashion isn't that auntie..and it has cheap clothes.
enricment week went fine.and it had to rain when i went for wakeboarding.and thus i didn't bloody get to wakeboard.inline skating was fun.especially roller hockey.hahah.floorball clinic was fun.and power98's school invasion was quite interesting too, with ronin performing rock. oh and floorball comp: we lost to MI 4-2.and i forgot to go for tuition again.how nice.and floorball has made my hockey suck. today's friendly i played like crap. and skipped combined schools trials cos i knew i wouldn't get in anyway. had floorball training, and alvin didn't come till it was over, so did karen's brother.he looked like a canoeist more than a floorballer.random stuff.
gotta do math and book review within 24 hours.bye.school's bloody starting again.
anyway, obs: shackleton: min ying, leejing, denise, chun meng, dan ni, charvie, chenchel, anushka, estella,wen loong, eugene, jia sheng, wan yun, bee him, pamela.instructor: angela
day one: grouping,bonding, pitching tent, horrible dinner of (uncooked rice with baby corn and brine) luncheon meat, bakebeans, sardines etc.) basically preparing for sea expedition. there was belaying exercises and trust activity. sleeping that night did not come easy.in a bloody hot tent.
day two: mini trekking to some alpine rescue place to do an activity. they gave us an hour to complete it...bringing along a stretcher across an elementwith all our bottles in it. we did it with a few minutes overtime.but after that was already preparation for the next campsite, and learning how to capsize.which sucked.i was wearing contacts, i lost a bottle while capping, and i have an allergic reaction to sea water.there was tons of sandflys at the beach.and the sleeping on the campsite ground is sleeping onn stones.and we have to wake up in the middle of the night to do patrol.
day three: morning had to wake up early, little breakfast, cleaning up the toilet which some people had to shit inconsiderately, and setting off to kayak late.around ubin wasn't so bad.me and denise were leading most of the time.lunch was on the kayak.and eating salty food isn't very nice.oh wells..we finished kayaking to the next campsite, pitch tents, went for quarry dip. then got ready for dinner.changed out, had quite a good dinner i could say, and not very good sleep.
day four : morning, was late like always, had the water craft activity which we weren't successful in, and trekked back to camp two after that.first to reach, that was good.and then had rock climibing. i can't tell you how weak i was.after that was dinner! dinner was GREAT.haha.and we had supper too!
day five: washed everything, packed the store, had bonding, bought t shirts, went back home.
youthday: went out with shackleton to plaza sing and the new cathay's ben and jerry.the ambience there rocked.we had fun.this fashion isn't that auntie..and it has cheap clothes.
enricment week went fine.and it had to rain when i went for wakeboarding.and thus i didn't bloody get to wakeboard.inline skating was fun.especially roller hockey.hahah.floorball clinic was fun.and power98's school invasion was quite interesting too, with ronin performing rock. oh and floorball comp: we lost to MI 4-2.and i forgot to go for tuition again.how nice.and floorball has made my hockey suck. today's friendly i played like crap. and skipped combined schools trials cos i knew i wouldn't get in anyway. had floorball training, and alvin didn't come till it was over, so did karen's brother.he looked like a canoeist more than a floorballer.random stuff.
gotta do math and book review within 24 hours.bye.school's bloody starting again.
Sunday, June 25, 2006
tmr's obs.
i will not be posting for obvious reasons for the next 5 days.
but it'll make no difference anyway.
school's starting. homework still not touched.floorball competition starting. how nice.we're up against MI and RJ and IJ. what a coincidence.
high school musical.was too short.but nice i suppose.relating to kids' movies.and teen i suppose.i've got nothing much to say besides the holidays were short.
i will not be posting for obvious reasons for the next 5 days.
but it'll make no difference anyway.
school's starting. homework still not touched.floorball competition starting. how nice.we're up against MI and RJ and IJ. what a coincidence.
high school musical.was too short.but nice i suppose.relating to kids' movies.and teen i suppose.i've got nothing much to say besides the holidays were short.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
one week
nothing much has changed.except that i watched x men 2. haha.still have the end of the trilogy to go.surprisingly, i never watch the last chapter of trilogies. for example : the matrix and lord of the rings. i watch the first two , but never the end.oh wells. i guess there's jut no closure for me.well..im broke.from the damn arcade machine in plaza sing.it had the nokia phone that both me and my brother wanted so much..but i just didn't have the cash to continue playing..paying for all that food and movie we just watched on wed.movie was just hilarious - she's the man, with added effects from the audience itself to give a more memorable experience.
this is a boring post.don't read it.if you have, too bad for wasting your own time(:
don't bother me with world cup details either.im not interested.
nights.
nothing much has changed.except that i watched x men 2. haha.still have the end of the trilogy to go.surprisingly, i never watch the last chapter of trilogies. for example : the matrix and lord of the rings. i watch the first two , but never the end.oh wells. i guess there's jut no closure for me.well..im broke.from the damn arcade machine in plaza sing.it had the nokia phone that both me and my brother wanted so much..but i just didn't have the cash to continue playing..paying for all that food and movie we just watched on wed.movie was just hilarious - she's the man, with added effects from the audience itself to give a more memorable experience.
this is a boring post.don't read it.if you have, too bad for wasting your own time(:
don't bother me with world cup details either.im not interested.
nights.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
its only been nine days since my holidays started and its been eventful.the long awaited post of which no one will bother to read [exceptions].barbeque at david's house, sleepover at ling yi's[not much of a sleepover, felt more like just a place to sleep with friends..that sounds wrong, but you get my point] then came monday and vietnamese scholar send off.my first taste of fish and co. [and its extravegant price], but send compliments to chockie junkie. we tooke amusement to going back and forth on the skytrain, i must say that i feel a tad left out when hanging out with this bunch of people. i just don't share the same sentiments. then comes tuesday and training.and off to karen's house. and my mum thinks im 'running away ' too much. im not even going out that much. definately more than the school term.but HELLO..this is my holiday. and you expect me to STUDY. bloody hell i wont.i've already agreed to go for tuition but at least let me live my holidays my way. back to the holidays. wed was gracee's migration.went to the airport in the morning, met most of them on the train. looking at what everyone did for her is just so touching.too bad i'll never have such close friends. its just so touching when she left..everyone there cried.including me.except the guys that is.but it'll never happen to me.as in all these scenes of airport sendoffs. had nats u18 selections under the morbid sun after that, mostly friendlies with each other. and im going for u18 selections and not u16. how much more attention grabbing can this get? consider the pressure too.then comes thursday.where i was supposed to go out queensway shopping with geok and karen and si ya, but two bailed so karen and i rather not go on a date. instead i went for bloody tuition [not that i hate the tuition centre, but the nostalgic memories of it, and how i tried many times to get out of it, but always went back], and morgan laura sophia and vineeta wasn't there.thank roslyn for going. i still can't spell her name right.i think. and two new students came in. all i did was bloody indices too.friday training with guys, aaron's hideous blue streak[or green], shopping with karen, ling yi, wei ling, michelle and aleee was great fun. its a different kind of shopping i can say - window shopping, cept that i bought a reebok duffel for 50 bucks.the kind of stuff they look at is just a different genre and perspective i feel older - just like them. how a jc environment makes you grow up faster. i'll never experiance a proper sec 3 and 4 life..especially the prom.
i am officially exhausted from yesterday.in detail of njoac first adventure challenge, we started off in tampines [and i thought is was spelt tampenis not a while ago] sun plaza park. and some bloody pattern picture was our first clue to ubin.we lucked out on this one. somehow, althought the seniors took the same bus as us, when we got to the jetty, they vanished...apparently they took an earlier boat, which was quite weird as there was a queue for it. but anyway, we had to hitch hike first which was quite long, missed the road up the hill twice, but when we went up, its was freaking hell a long way up, and a narrow one too.back down, back to the jetty and we had to cycle, took a wrong route once, which made us go a huge round and back to some hut we came before, and the bloody route was UPHILL. and the route we were supposed to take had a bloody barrier, what message dies a barrier give??so off ubin we go to changi and to yishun. somehow we took longer than most people travelling so we lost the lead. anyway, ever heard of sembawang hotsprings? they made us stick our foot into at least 70-80 degrees celcius hot water with an egg in the tub, and estimate the time it will be cooked hard boiled. apperantly i gave a short timing of 5 mins, which killed my leg, but the penalty was rather fast and easy, but we lost the lead cos we couldn't solve the clue.anyway, off to toa payoh for a 40 storey climb up a block..40 storeys of stairs....up and down. it wasn't that bad actually.then off to macritchie for kayaking quite a good arm workout...and it was fun in the water. off to bishan fire station for abseiling down 6 storeys...rope burn through gloves.then to tekka food centre...where we left matthrew sleeping on the bus when we alighted.quite hilarious. and had to eat chili padi at that station.im glad for my swallowing skills. then to acs barker where ez link cards are confiscated, and a walk back to njc....we took at least 45 mins i think...i didn't check the time.oh wells. we were one of the last few to arrive. but i guess i enjoyed it.
enough of my life and on to others. inspiration from amy jenkins's funny valentine.
today's topic: fame , popularity and society - i may sound contradicting
you know how celebrities are like hounded by the media, fans drooling over actors or actresses, they are paid filthy rich just to do a show, their provacy invaded, as if they're like god. but what makes them different from us?normal beings? just because they act in front of a camera as another person - a FAKE person, if they do a good job, they are treated specially to go to posh hotels, eat great food, wear branded goods, and have the paparazzi on them.they are just doing their jobs - the actors. other people do their jobs too...and some even require more work than talking and smiling and crying in front of the camera, but why the hell are they paid millions for that? paparazzi only have jobs because of fans.fans - they follow every lead that they can have over their idol, like they have nothing else better to do than read marraiges and divorces, or that their idols have gotten cancer. what happens to the popular people's lives are just another person's life...why do you want to know what happens in another's life. mind your on business dude. if a road sweeper became a celebrity too..you would be reading about his life all the time? ROAD SWEEPING.ITS A VERY INTERESTING JOB. fans are probably very sadistic people - who find scoop on their idol and laugh at it. they need something to laugh at , no SOMEONE to laugh at just because there's no fun laughing at the up and downs of their own pathetic lives. and if they laugh at their friends, they know they'll get slapped. so why not laugh at a stranger? and so they want to find more stuff to critisize and laugh at that they dig everything out of the actor . sucking them dry.and then they get jealous and start plotting more stuff to laugh at them and make lives miserable.
all this is just a big scandal of society's sick perspection that people are more equal than others. if they don't think that the actors are that big, they won't get the money and the fame, they'll just be normal people doing their jobs, and civilians won't have to thnk thoughts of 'why can't i be rich and famous like that XXXXXX who is sooo hot and privileged. why am i living this pathetic life living in this scum house.'everyone would be happy, the money given to the entertainers would be more useful in preventing poverty, they would be happy too getting to keep their privacy, the economy would be so far apart in terms of the rich and poor, there would be equity. balance.less suffering...and god maybe nice enough to stop earthquakes and hurricanes and disasters as such.[if there was a god that is, and no offence to people who believe in gods, because i don't believe in one] science have proven that all this is natural already though, so it's not really possible to stop the disasters. but imagine a hurricane or earthquake coming to make all celebrities extict..but that would make the paparazzi out of a job, and then they'll find someone else to hound..normal people..and they become famous too..and the whole cycle begins again..it'll never end.so what's the point of this debate? kill the paparazzi and tabloids first. brainwash people back to normal. it'll never happen though.
hope you had fun reading. any disagreements or comments feel free to email me or flood my tagboard.
i am officially exhausted from yesterday.in detail of njoac first adventure challenge, we started off in tampines [and i thought is was spelt tampenis not a while ago] sun plaza park. and some bloody pattern picture was our first clue to ubin.we lucked out on this one. somehow, althought the seniors took the same bus as us, when we got to the jetty, they vanished...apparently they took an earlier boat, which was quite weird as there was a queue for it. but anyway, we had to hitch hike first which was quite long, missed the road up the hill twice, but when we went up, its was freaking hell a long way up, and a narrow one too.back down, back to the jetty and we had to cycle, took a wrong route once, which made us go a huge round and back to some hut we came before, and the bloody route was UPHILL. and the route we were supposed to take had a bloody barrier, what message dies a barrier give??so off ubin we go to changi and to yishun. somehow we took longer than most people travelling so we lost the lead. anyway, ever heard of sembawang hotsprings? they made us stick our foot into at least 70-80 degrees celcius hot water with an egg in the tub, and estimate the time it will be cooked hard boiled. apperantly i gave a short timing of 5 mins, which killed my leg, but the penalty was rather fast and easy, but we lost the lead cos we couldn't solve the clue.anyway, off to toa payoh for a 40 storey climb up a block..40 storeys of stairs....up and down. it wasn't that bad actually.then off to macritchie for kayaking quite a good arm workout...and it was fun in the water. off to bishan fire station for abseiling down 6 storeys...rope burn through gloves.then to tekka food centre...where we left matthrew sleeping on the bus when we alighted.quite hilarious. and had to eat chili padi at that station.im glad for my swallowing skills. then to acs barker where ez link cards are confiscated, and a walk back to njc....we took at least 45 mins i think...i didn't check the time.oh wells. we were one of the last few to arrive. but i guess i enjoyed it.
enough of my life and on to others. inspiration from amy jenkins's funny valentine.
today's topic: fame , popularity and society - i may sound contradicting
you know how celebrities are like hounded by the media, fans drooling over actors or actresses, they are paid filthy rich just to do a show, their provacy invaded, as if they're like god. but what makes them different from us?normal beings? just because they act in front of a camera as another person - a FAKE person, if they do a good job, they are treated specially to go to posh hotels, eat great food, wear branded goods, and have the paparazzi on them.they are just doing their jobs - the actors. other people do their jobs too...and some even require more work than talking and smiling and crying in front of the camera, but why the hell are they paid millions for that? paparazzi only have jobs because of fans.fans - they follow every lead that they can have over their idol, like they have nothing else better to do than read marraiges and divorces, or that their idols have gotten cancer. what happens to the popular people's lives are just another person's life...why do you want to know what happens in another's life. mind your on business dude. if a road sweeper became a celebrity too..you would be reading about his life all the time? ROAD SWEEPING.ITS A VERY INTERESTING JOB. fans are probably very sadistic people - who find scoop on their idol and laugh at it. they need something to laugh at , no SOMEONE to laugh at just because there's no fun laughing at the up and downs of their own pathetic lives. and if they laugh at their friends, they know they'll get slapped. so why not laugh at a stranger? and so they want to find more stuff to critisize and laugh at that they dig everything out of the actor . sucking them dry.and then they get jealous and start plotting more stuff to laugh at them and make lives miserable.
all this is just a big scandal of society's sick perspection that people are more equal than others. if they don't think that the actors are that big, they won't get the money and the fame, they'll just be normal people doing their jobs, and civilians won't have to thnk thoughts of 'why can't i be rich and famous like that XXXXXX who is sooo hot and privileged. why am i living this pathetic life living in this scum house.'everyone would be happy, the money given to the entertainers would be more useful in preventing poverty, they would be happy too getting to keep their privacy, the economy would be so far apart in terms of the rich and poor, there would be equity. balance.less suffering...and god maybe nice enough to stop earthquakes and hurricanes and disasters as such.[if there was a god that is, and no offence to people who believe in gods, because i don't believe in one] science have proven that all this is natural already though, so it's not really possible to stop the disasters. but imagine a hurricane or earthquake coming to make all celebrities extict..but that would make the paparazzi out of a job, and then they'll find someone else to hound..normal people..and they become famous too..and the whole cycle begins again..it'll never end.so what's the point of this debate? kill the paparazzi and tabloids first. brainwash people back to normal. it'll never happen though.
hope you had fun reading. any disagreements or comments feel free to email me or flood my tagboard.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
these words are meaningless now.pissed off. frustration. disappointment.i guess i can never really unerstand myself. even this blog is kinda meaningless, except when i randomly read my archives to see how childish i was.we lost to rjc and it rings the end of the season for this year. its actually the part that i'll never get to play a tournament with this team ever again that saddens me. each and everyone in the team is special, and i can't blame myself for today's failure. i can't blame the team for not working hard either, because everyone did work hard, and i don't want to blame anyone at all.fate. its unpredictable. that's what makes it so special.
oh wells. there's still under 15 to go anyway. with crescent. (: although i don't miss it that much anymore, i guess once a crescentian, i'll just stick with it all the way through, although i felt as if i was a traitor.and i just had a brilliant idea. participating in b div next year. thing is, is it possible to play 1 against 11 players, without a goalie? cos gha's year would be too old, and there'll be no one to help me out in starting a team. what a brilliant idea pamela.
oh wells. there's still under 15 to go anyway. with crescent. (: although i don't miss it that much anymore, i guess once a crescentian, i'll just stick with it all the way through, although i felt as if i was a traitor.and i just had a brilliant idea. participating in b div next year. thing is, is it possible to play 1 against 11 players, without a goalie? cos gha's year would be too old, and there'll be no one to help me out in starting a team. what a brilliant idea pamela.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
semis. lost. but happy. it was worth it.though i might say i am a little disappointed in myself. and we have that oh so nice chance to play rjc agian. i don't even want to remember the last match.
i don't know who to blame either.sajc for winning or rjc for losing.
anyway.chem paper tmr. and ih presentation. i don't even know what shit we're doing. come on pam. you're acting like poop now. its only 3 years and 7 more months to go. and you definately can survive tmr. there's da vinci code to watch. and there's funtasia. how nice.
im screwed up. please don't make me. you're doing it without even knowing.
i sound like a lunatic. don't worry. you are one.
i don't know who to blame either.sajc for winning or rjc for losing.
anyway.chem paper tmr. and ih presentation. i don't even know what shit we're doing. come on pam. you're acting like poop now. its only 3 years and 7 more months to go. and you definately can survive tmr. there's da vinci code to watch. and there's funtasia. how nice.
im screwed up. please don't make me. you're doing it without even knowing.
i sound like a lunatic. don't worry. you are one.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
i ask myself why im stoning here, and its less than 16 hours more before the start of my first paper. for the whole weekend i've been sitting in this same chair trying to study, but my brains and arms don't concentrate. i wonder why i don't even feel the pressure of assessment week starting.thing is, why don't i even take education seriously? is it that i don't find it important. quite possible. i mean if i aspire to be some business woman or entrepenuer, i don't need trigonometry, quadratic equations, polynomials, heat capacity, the history of science on how things work. i mean not everyone aspires to be a mathematician or nobel prize winning scientist. 90% of these information we learn from 12 years of education will be forgotten in the future. the school teach us to be wholesome people, but we would excel in one area or another, not everything. so why not concentrate on those areas we excel in? instead of teaching us things we won't be interested in, wasting money.why not save it to build orphanages and help reduce poverty with all this money that you are wasting on students not interested in education.
this so looks like a red herring informal fallacy. and my longest post in two months. but really, i'd rather play hockey for the rest of my next 20 years, and set up some business in between as well. but my interest for hockey will never go all the way through because of distractions like school and university [ which my parents bent on getting me into , which i don't even know if i want to]
like what's wrong with working for 2 years after jc before getting into a university? what's the difference even if i don't get into university straight away.
by the way, njc hockey girls have gotten into the nationals a division semifinals.which is on the third day of my assessment week. wouldn't it be great if i could play to my full potential without having to worry about taking my 'atoms to matter' [like what kind of name is this for a module? i'd rather term it as chemistry] paper. why can't they have classes that teach ' 100 ways to win a mahjong game' instead?
observed a pattern here? every new paragraph i start is because i finished digressing. my concentration span is the same here.look at how fast i digress = amount of time for me to get distracted while studying.
have a jolly well ass week pamela.
this so looks like a red herring informal fallacy. and my longest post in two months. but really, i'd rather play hockey for the rest of my next 20 years, and set up some business in between as well. but my interest for hockey will never go all the way through because of distractions like school and university [ which my parents bent on getting me into , which i don't even know if i want to]
like what's wrong with working for 2 years after jc before getting into a university? what's the difference even if i don't get into university straight away.
by the way, njc hockey girls have gotten into the nationals a division semifinals.which is on the third day of my assessment week. wouldn't it be great if i could play to my full potential without having to worry about taking my 'atoms to matter' [like what kind of name is this for a module? i'd rather term it as chemistry] paper. why can't they have classes that teach ' 100 ways to win a mahjong game' instead?
observed a pattern here? every new paragraph i start is because i finished digressing. my concentration span is the same here.look at how fast i digress = amount of time for me to get distracted while studying.
have a jolly well ass week pamela.
Monday, May 01, 2006
i realize i keep blaming njc for taking away my social life/ my time or whatever when people ask me why i take so long to blog.come to think of it..not really. but its still partly the blame for the lesser posts. mostly i slack off...using up my free time to stone and be bored.thus not doing anything.and being a fallacy i blame the school.
and my brother fractured his wrist during grading today.why am i not worried for him?ask my self conscience.or that i still am void of emotions on my outer self.
i need the beach and the darkened peace.
and my brother fractured his wrist during grading today.why am i not worried for him?ask my self conscience.or that i still am void of emotions on my outer self.
i need the beach and the darkened peace.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
my contacts that are supposed to last me 1 MONTH tore in 5 DAYS. i wanna slit my wrist and die!!! - quuoted and credited to tanxiangyin.
yea.....and match has been postphoned AGAIN. to tmr morning.and we have to go to school after that.....bahhhhhhh
another theory i have come up with [ a few more and i can be einstein's EQUAL! WAHAHA.] :
family + home related = ):
school + friends related = (:
tada!!
oh wells. im in a high mood now! i want karen's mark's and spencer's digestive milk chocolate biscuits!!!! and food haven was just hilarious. EH PEOPLE. I WANT THE PHOTOS! and i think adobe photoshop has become VERY INTERESTING since andy showed me some random stuff.
i am OBSESSED.
ni xi ni zi ji wei ling!!!!
yea.....and match has been postphoned AGAIN. to tmr morning.and we have to go to school after that.....bahhhhhhh
another theory i have come up with [ a few more and i can be einstein's EQUAL! WAHAHA.] :
family + home related = ):
school + friends related = (:
tada!!
oh wells. im in a high mood now! i want karen's mark's and spencer's digestive milk chocolate biscuits!!!! and food haven was just hilarious. EH PEOPLE. I WANT THE PHOTOS! and i think adobe photoshop has become VERY INTERESTING since andy showed me some random stuff.
i am OBSESSED.
ni xi ni zi ji wei ling!!!!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
its been at least two weeks since i last posted..and im supposed to be doing my mi essay now..just that tmr im not going to school - when there's no lessons, only speeches for council campaigns.
tmr's morning match against mi. how nice.season's here.i feel so unprepared and impromptu.
rain just keeps coming and upsets my whole schedule.damn the rain.
my work's just been piling up around me and more question marks around my head has appeared.
i got new specs and contacts llast night, i can't tell you how funky they are. but i so can't wear my contacts now cos its season..i won't be able to get used to it.and i can't even get used to my glasses.
GO LEO, REUBEN, WEN LOONG AND XIANG YIN FOR YOUR SPEECH DAY TMR.I SHALL BE WITH YOU SPIRITUALLY.
tmr's morning match against mi. how nice.season's here.i feel so unprepared and impromptu.
rain just keeps coming and upsets my whole schedule.damn the rain.
my work's just been piling up around me and more question marks around my head has appeared.
i got new specs and contacts llast night, i can't tell you how funky they are. but i so can't wear my contacts now cos its season..i won't be able to get used to it.and i can't even get used to my glasses.
GO LEO, REUBEN, WEN LOONG AND XIANG YIN FOR YOUR SPEECH DAY TMR.I SHALL BE WITH YOU SPIRITUALLY.
Thursday, April 06, 2006
HELLO THIS IS SOMEONE FROM O3 WHO HAS HACKED INTO PAMELA'S BLOG. THIS IS TO WARN HER THAT SHE HAS A POTENTIAL STALKER;
ME!!!!!!
But unfortunately pamela's right beside me now so she knows who her stalker is. Anyway, she said my legs were fat in stockings.
BOOHOO. :/ :/ :/
Oh well, I see a pig drawing on the board; drawn in the likeness of pamela!
whoohoo!
:DD okay lahh let xiang yin blog BUT NO, she keeps pressing the enter button and
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But unfortunately pamela's right beside me now so she knows who her stalker is. Anyway, she said my legs were fat in stockings.
BOOHOO. :/ :/ :/
Oh well, I see a pig drawing on the board; drawn in the likeness of pamela!
whoohoo!
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Monday, April 03, 2006
Sunday, April 02, 2006
its freaking sucking my life outta me.physically, mentally, socially, economically and whatever other crap. i tell you.im dead beat with less than 5 hours sleep everynight...not eing able to fully recover from hockey trainings almost everyday, and that equals to sleeping in class. why do i even get myself involved so much? its so damn irritating to myself.why do i still continue it?WHY WHY.can i just quit ip? quit school.and just find a job.or marry a rich hunk just like sharon.cept that sharon's is a rich old man.
let me just die in peace.
let me just die in peace.
Friday, March 31, 2006
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Thursday, March 23, 2006
it got to me.at my weakest point. it never used to be able to get past that wall.and yet it has.a few times now.am i crumbling away?
projects.projects.projects.how nice of the school to stress us with that.and then there's a div coming up .how relaxing.
reply to tags:
gha:i'll pull through...somehow....with the help of some stuff...like DRUGS! hahahaha.it gets people high.but im on auto high everyday.haha.anyway take care of yourself too kaes?
nanthini: AWW BABES!!you're welcome! i love you tooo!!!*muacks*don't forget our slimming deal (;
sharon : rights...its OVER. too bad (:
hui juan: i feel obliged to go to school...but if you don't go to school..you don't get to see meee!! XD
andrew:teresa's a classmate of mine...henry park gep one too.oh wells...she doesn't remember you too anyway.
projects.projects.projects.how nice of the school to stress us with that.and then there's a div coming up .how relaxing.
reply to tags:
gha:i'll pull through...somehow....with the help of some stuff...like DRUGS! hahahaha.it gets people high.but im on auto high everyday.haha.anyway take care of yourself too kaes?
nanthini: AWW BABES!!you're welcome! i love you tooo!!!*muacks*don't forget our slimming deal (;
sharon : rights...its OVER. too bad (:
hui juan: i feel obliged to go to school...but if you don't go to school..you don't get to see meee!! XD
andrew:teresa's a classmate of mine...henry park gep one too.oh wells...she doesn't remember you too anyway.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
exactly a week not posting.well about in an hour anyway.
sorry to disappoint you teresa, but i wish i could be less pathetic in my posts if i had more time and interest.
march holidays my ass.my week needs more.hockey.and fun. i haven't started on any homework at all...there's 2 projects to be done concurrently, it's SUNDAY night, im tired from today's ass match against SRC, i only went swimming and played tennis ONCE. i didn't go out for shopping or any leisure outside my house.prick week i tell you. and im not even sure if it would be the same if i were in crescent or even henry park secondary school. well..that's what we were all missing when we left hpps.but if i didn't come to njc ip, i wouldn't be meeting these people i see in class everyday, or even those in school.new experiences = new friends. no risk = no friends.such nice equations.another one.with o levels = stress. with no o levels = stress.so isn't it like...o levels = no o levels = stress?not possible to say that having o levels is the same as not having o levels.because theoretically that is not possible.just like math equations, what seems simple is always complicated.back to my week. it was so damn short!and yet i felt so free.and boredom included.
lets see what the next week will bring.
sorry to disappoint you teresa, but i wish i could be less pathetic in my posts if i had more time and interest.
march holidays my ass.my week needs more.hockey.and fun. i haven't started on any homework at all...there's 2 projects to be done concurrently, it's SUNDAY night, im tired from today's ass match against SRC, i only went swimming and played tennis ONCE. i didn't go out for shopping or any leisure outside my house.prick week i tell you. and im not even sure if it would be the same if i were in crescent or even henry park secondary school. well..that's what we were all missing when we left hpps.but if i didn't come to njc ip, i wouldn't be meeting these people i see in class everyday, or even those in school.new experiences = new friends. no risk = no friends.such nice equations.another one.with o levels = stress. with no o levels = stress.so isn't it like...o levels = no o levels = stress?not possible to say that having o levels is the same as not having o levels.because theoretically that is not possible.just like math equations, what seems simple is always complicated.back to my week. it was so damn short!and yet i felt so free.and boredom included.
lets see what the next week will bring.
Sunday, March 12, 2006
how wonderful last night was.all the memories of past came back, joining together, all secrets revealed. the food was great, too much though, and catching up with all the old people.sigh.i wish i could do that everyday...but won't all the mystique be gone? shit i sound how BLAH.and i missed a div one match yesterday too.haven't had hockey for 2 weeks.how dead im going to be on tuesday's training.
boring holidays.someone ask me out.ice skating is definately welcome.but im broke.help.
boring holidays.someone ask me out.ice skating is definately welcome.but im broke.help.
Friday, March 10, 2006
lalalaa...i haven't posted for about a week.and my typing skills has detiorated.since it was assesment week.but i didn't treat it like one.consider going to macs almost everyday to 'study', but end up stoning and crapping around without even taking out our books.and then when i come home at about 7+ for dinner, i'll end up planning the party online with my fellow hosts. what kind of assesment week is this..i tell you im gonna fail all five papers.they'll be so horrified of my marks that they will put me in this special class ' the special people '
woohoo.tmr's already the 6c reunion.im so glad so many of them are coming.we shall reminiscence through the night.and andrew's house is damn nice .4 storeys.2 guest rooms.2 ponds, a glass ceiling thing.its damn cool.oh wells.i actually stayed at his house till like 7..when val left at 4+...just crapping around.hm just hope all goes well tmr.at least the holidays are here.
woohoo.tmr's already the 6c reunion.im so glad so many of them are coming.we shall reminiscence through the night.and andrew's house is damn nice .4 storeys.2 guest rooms.2 ponds, a glass ceiling thing.its damn cool.oh wells.i actually stayed at his house till like 7..when val left at 4+...just crapping around.hm just hope all goes well tmr.at least the holidays are here.
Saturday, March 04, 2006
apparently its 3 am in the morning, i just ate my dinner an hour ago, im probably lagging behind everyone by 3-4 hours.and here i am.
just put on my crescent uniform again.and i just miss it so much.the yellow and the turquiose. i went crescentian blog surfing, and most of them were still working links!oh how much i miss them.
then my friendster's seriously outdated.why do i even bother anymore.
the past week was all 'studying' at places around bukit timah.serene, venz, and kap. none of them worked.but i had a good time.today was kap with joyce, jeremy, andy and xiang yin.and we bought marshmallows! and milk! and ribs!they rock.and we arm wrestled.i was the weakest.like always.since gym.teo was right about weak arms. i couldn't even beat andy.how depressing.joyce beat me in 3 seconds.or less.she just counted to 3.and i couldn't even beat jer with 2 hands. i miss those times.although i regret not studying.but its just not in my nature to.you see, im a monkey.
i have concluded the equation
good time = depressing time
my tablet's like outta batt. sigh.next week's assesment week.yay! how nice.
you see.when i have a good time, then i reflect on it after, it brings out the good time memories of the past, and it starts getting depressing. how ironic.
just put on my crescent uniform again.and i just miss it so much.the yellow and the turquiose. i went crescentian blog surfing, and most of them were still working links!oh how much i miss them.
then my friendster's seriously outdated.why do i even bother anymore.
the past week was all 'studying' at places around bukit timah.serene, venz, and kap. none of them worked.but i had a good time.today was kap with joyce, jeremy, andy and xiang yin.and we bought marshmallows! and milk! and ribs!they rock.and we arm wrestled.i was the weakest.like always.since gym.teo was right about weak arms. i couldn't even beat andy.how depressing.joyce beat me in 3 seconds.or less.she just counted to 3.and i couldn't even beat jer with 2 hands. i miss those times.although i regret not studying.but its just not in my nature to.you see, im a monkey.
i have concluded the equation
good time = depressing time
my tablet's like outta batt. sigh.next week's assesment week.yay! how nice.
you see.when i have a good time, then i reflect on it after, it brings out the good time memories of the past, and it starts getting depressing. how ironic.
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
i am pissed.with my parents.
firstly my dad.i just don't like being within in range of him, especially when he calls EVERYDAY.just to make sure i come home early like wtf is wrong. can't i even stay OUT to study. why must i study at home? sheesh. its damn irritating.even when you come and fetch me everyday.people are glad to have that service.but im NOT.screw me.
and then my mom. its midnight and she wants me to sleep. i still have work to do.HELLO.can't she see that? the notes are out, laptop's on, how much more obvious can in get. and then she asks what am i doing. and when i try to explain, she HAS to know EVERYTHING. and comes out with some crap shit that has no relavence to my work.its mainly her fault that im actually in this state now. she HAD to have me in the ip program. and if she spurts out more crap and nonsense - its kinda obvious DISTRACTION = SLOWER PROGRESS. omg.i can just kill her.or myself.
firstly my dad.i just don't like being within in range of him, especially when he calls EVERYDAY.just to make sure i come home early like wtf is wrong. can't i even stay OUT to study. why must i study at home? sheesh. its damn irritating.even when you come and fetch me everyday.people are glad to have that service.but im NOT.screw me.
and then my mom. its midnight and she wants me to sleep. i still have work to do.HELLO.can't she see that? the notes are out, laptop's on, how much more obvious can in get. and then she asks what am i doing. and when i try to explain, she HAS to know EVERYTHING. and comes out with some crap shit that has no relavence to my work.its mainly her fault that im actually in this state now. she HAD to have me in the ip program. and if she spurts out more crap and nonsense - its kinda obvious DISTRACTION = SLOWER PROGRESS. omg.i can just kill her.or myself.
Sunday, February 26, 2006
i realized my mum has many many pretty shoes.more than i thought.coz she never wears them.all hidden in the storeroom, none to be displayed for their glamour.she wears the same 3 pairs of heels to work everyday , while the rest of them looking quite new, (and some in their plastic bags still), i haven't seen her worn. i could never fit into her shoes, my feet are far too big for them. and far too fat to look good in them.i wonder why she doesn't wear those pretty shoes in the cupboard.all so petite and pretty.there's even a yellow pair of flats.how interesting.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
the meaning of my background just suddenly occured to me.
white.its simplicity.how simple my life should be.how simple i am.no confusion. then there's white as a mask.to cover up my life.hide the truth.no one can tell of my emotions as other colours will.you won't know if what im saying is true or not.my whole life may be a hoax.
that's why its white.
white.its simplicity.how simple my life should be.how simple i am.no confusion. then there's white as a mask.to cover up my life.hide the truth.no one can tell of my emotions as other colours will.you won't know if what im saying is true or not.my whole life may be a hoax.
that's why its white.
my thighs ache.my stomach hurts.my arm hurts.all from yesterday. i think.PE had to run and had incline pullups - reason for aching arms and legs. but i still don't get why my stomach muscles hurt.a terrible feeling.moving a little here and there hurts. even sitting down from a standing position.argh.and then my glove and bandage went missing yesterday after training.weiling says someone probably accidentally took it home.yep.then there was dinner at kap.i really admire stef for playing in crescent hockey.and nj hockey as well.and she told us really interesting stories as well. hmm...wanna thank those who stayed a little longer to wait with me while my dad came (: really touched by that.
oh and my statement for the week [i still can't stop laughing over it..but it makes sense!]:
'purposely killing them accidentally' during IH debate..hahahha.
anyway..there's hockey match tmr with crescent.interesting.and i'll be skipping tuition twice in a row again.and assesment week's the week after the next.how depressing.can't wait for the reunion.
oh and my statement for the week [i still can't stop laughing over it..but it makes sense!]:
'purposely killing them accidentally' during IH debate..hahahha.
anyway..there's hockey match tmr with crescent.interesting.and i'll be skipping tuition twice in a row again.and assesment week's the week after the next.how depressing.can't wait for the reunion.
Monday, February 20, 2006
somehow i think richard gere is hot.ok...maybe not hot, but charmiing, he has charisma, but i like him.wahaha.
anyhow, i think ip is unhealthy to a student.well at least for me.late nights, exhausting hockey trainings, peer pressure, and the amount of self-study i have to do, which i definately can't.short entry here.desperate housewives on now.
anyhow, i think ip is unhealthy to a student.well at least for me.late nights, exhausting hockey trainings, peer pressure, and the amount of self-study i have to do, which i definately can't.short entry here.desperate housewives on now.
Saturday, February 18, 2006
bah.im supposed to be like doing my IH essay right now, which i was suppose to start at least a week ago.just hope i don't stay up till 3am doing it tmr night like i did with stupis SPIRE.what is the point of spire anway? i think its just crap.just like PBL. and i just can't seem to focus on my work no matter what.there's always something distracting me all the time.like this.
anyway, yesterday was road run.at least there was no lessons to sleep in, which i have been doing quite lately.somehow the 3.6 km didn't seem that long after all.its probably the illusion from the track running round and round, and thus it seems never ending.anyway, got a crap position, 30. ran with jillian, i think she rocks.i walked at least a quarter of the route and she jogged practically the whole thing.hm..then after the run there was house cheers, we did mass dance as well.and we forgot half the routine but heck anyway.what a great idea andy gave to go to the island creamery. we spent a while there, the ice cream wasn't fantastic, but the atmosphere was. i just love the place.we even left a picture of ourselves there for remembrance (:
we then went to macs for lunch, and once all the rest of the girls left, i had to accompany jeremy with andy till his canoeing training started.ended up sitting in coro's staircase talking *confidential* for about 1.5 hours.how interesting.oh wells.we should do that more often.
anyway, yesterday was road run.at least there was no lessons to sleep in, which i have been doing quite lately.somehow the 3.6 km didn't seem that long after all.its probably the illusion from the track running round and round, and thus it seems never ending.anyway, got a crap position, 30. ran with jillian, i think she rocks.i walked at least a quarter of the route and she jogged practically the whole thing.hm..then after the run there was house cheers, we did mass dance as well.and we forgot half the routine but heck anyway.what a great idea andy gave to go to the island creamery. we spent a while there, the ice cream wasn't fantastic, but the atmosphere was. i just love the place.we even left a picture of ourselves there for remembrance (:
we then went to macs for lunch, and once all the rest of the girls left, i had to accompany jeremy with andy till his canoeing training started.ended up sitting in coro's staircase talking *confidential* for about 1.5 hours.how interesting.oh wells.we should do that more often.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
happy valentine's day!
hm.went back crescent. abit too late though.most of them was gonee.but the day was quite nice i guess.just wanna thank all those people who made my day(: but somehow i spent the better part of the day in bukit merah library with yu jie trying to do my homework.while almost falling asleep.oh wells.but at least i was productive for once.
hui juan says im too nice.i think i am too.its just so mean to be mean.but i can be mean.but i think im still too nice to people.then i would say yujie's much nicer than me.she like bought a whole box of merci chocolates for her angel just because she wanted...and a box of kinder surprise for yu sheng.oh wells.
all the work's piling up on me.why can't i just sit down and do my work and actually finish it??it just won't happen no matter how much i try to concentrate.CONCENTRATION.bah.however am i gonna pass in ip?
oh wells i gotta get my rest.there's like ntu pitch training tmr.helppp.
hm.went back crescent. abit too late though.most of them was gonee.but the day was quite nice i guess.just wanna thank all those people who made my day(: but somehow i spent the better part of the day in bukit merah library with yu jie trying to do my homework.while almost falling asleep.oh wells.but at least i was productive for once.
hui juan says im too nice.i think i am too.its just so mean to be mean.but i can be mean.but i think im still too nice to people.then i would say yujie's much nicer than me.she like bought a whole box of merci chocolates for her angel just because she wanted...and a box of kinder surprise for yu sheng.oh wells.
all the work's piling up on me.why can't i just sit down and do my work and actually finish it??it just won't happen no matter how much i try to concentrate.CONCENTRATION.bah.however am i gonna pass in ip?
oh wells i gotta get my rest.there's like ntu pitch training tmr.helppp.
Friday, February 10, 2006
im surprised im still alive today.
im supposed to be a dead girl walking with a swollen eye.
it's such a small world did you know that? everyone's connected with everyone somehow in singapore.
hm.cjc match tmr.at night.at least i won't get any darker.the stc match was horrible.i know i played horribly as left half.but i shall not make excuses.yesterday's pitch training at ntu was horrible too. i couldn't even play a proper 7 a side.and i made my dad drive round and round ntu for half and hour coz he was lost and thus i ended up taking a bus to the mrt and getting home at 11pm.dead tired.and now i've got class matters to settle.with maths test tmr,and stupid assignments to hand in next week. could someone ask the time to stop for me?please?
im supposed to be a dead girl walking with a swollen eye.
it's such a small world did you know that? everyone's connected with everyone somehow in singapore.
hm.cjc match tmr.at night.at least i won't get any darker.the stc match was horrible.i know i played horribly as left half.but i shall not make excuses.yesterday's pitch training at ntu was horrible too. i couldn't even play a proper 7 a side.and i made my dad drive round and round ntu for half and hour coz he was lost and thus i ended up taking a bus to the mrt and getting home at 11pm.dead tired.and now i've got class matters to settle.with maths test tmr,and stupid assignments to hand in next week. could someone ask the time to stop for me?please?
Saturday, February 04, 2006
i fall too much.
at every match.it hurts for a second or two and then im fine.
i think it's a habit since primary school.hantam bola, and gym.and they taught us how to fall 'properly'.
a few tips for people who fall too much like me :
-never fall head first, tuck your head in and try to land rolling on your back instead.
-don't use your hands to break your fall.it'll break your arms instead.fall on your side .
-bend your knees if landing legs first.straight legs will kill your knees.
- falling on the butt is still the best.but not the butt bone.
-tighten your whole body so that the muscles protect the bones or whatever.
randomness posted.
at every match.it hurts for a second or two and then im fine.
i think it's a habit since primary school.hantam bola, and gym.and they taught us how to fall 'properly'.
a few tips for people who fall too much like me :
-never fall head first, tuck your head in and try to land rolling on your back instead.
-don't use your hands to break your fall.it'll break your arms instead.fall on your side .
-bend your knees if landing legs first.straight legs will kill your knees.
- falling on the butt is still the best.but not the butt bone.
-tighten your whole body so that the muscles protect the bones or whatever.
randomness posted.
"Unwanted" - Avril Lavigne
All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It's hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
Make me go away
I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take
[chorus (2x)]
Make me go away
Make me go away
All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hands
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face and I sat up straight
Oh, yeah, yeah
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No, I just don't understand why
you won't talk to me
It's hurts that I'm so unwanted for nothing
Don't talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
[chorus]
Make me go away
I tried to belong
It didn't seem wrong
My head aches
Its been so long
I'll write this song
If that's what it take
[chorus (2x)]
Make me go away
Make me go away
Friday, February 03, 2006
headache.i should be like sleeping now or something....but no...im blogging.i've got my suibi to do.and all the damn homework's coming in.i don't even have time to go watch memoirs of a geisha.or even have time for myself.im gonna be a dead girl walking soon.
my knee's hurting like crap since after chinese new year.and i've come up with 2 conclusions.one: i ate too much food and grew fatter during cny, and thus there's more pressure on my knee joints. two: training was so consistent, then there was a sudden longer break than usual, and back to regular training my knee couldn't adapt well enough.oh well.i can only hope and pray that it doesn't affect my performance when it already has.i ain't even got time to rest my exhaustion off during the weekend.
i need a duracell battery in my body.the work's just getting tougher and tougher.never easier.
my knee's hurting like crap since after chinese new year.and i've come up with 2 conclusions.one: i ate too much food and grew fatter during cny, and thus there's more pressure on my knee joints. two: training was so consistent, then there was a sudden longer break than usual, and back to regular training my knee couldn't adapt well enough.oh well.i can only hope and pray that it doesn't affect my performance when it already has.i ain't even got time to rest my exhaustion off during the weekend.
i need a duracell battery in my body.the work's just getting tougher and tougher.never easier.
Monday, January 30, 2006
blogger is so screwed up the past few days.and the recover post thing is not exactly helping.and now i've gotta rack my brains for my post again.
its chiinese new year today.but i stayed home telling my parents that i had homework to do which was quite true.but i ended up blogging and killing my day away.i didn't even get anything done except my xi zi corrections and eating up the food in the house making myself fat.uncle vincent and wilson came by with their kids today.it was quite amusing to talk to my aunt.i think..my mom's cousin's wife....er.i think aunt should be fine.yea.she's really nice to talk to, and she's gonna be a really good mum..being good with kids and all.she was like asking about school and all...and says rgs is too stressfull and won't try to enroll her daughter there.hahaa.but right now im trying to do my work which is failing miserably.should have just followed my parents.i haven't even gambled this year.something is terribly wrong with the year of the dog.or just with me.
hmm.i better get back to my work.like it'll ever be done.but there's no time this week at all.ntu pitch trainings are just too time consuming.then the weekend's all gone with u21 matches.and then there's maths tests,some socratic seminar thing..bah.i wont' be able to sleep again.
its chiinese new year today.but i stayed home telling my parents that i had homework to do which was quite true.but i ended up blogging and killing my day away.i didn't even get anything done except my xi zi corrections and eating up the food in the house making myself fat.uncle vincent and wilson came by with their kids today.it was quite amusing to talk to my aunt.i think..my mom's cousin's wife....er.i think aunt should be fine.yea.she's really nice to talk to, and she's gonna be a really good mum..being good with kids and all.she was like asking about school and all...and says rgs is too stressfull and won't try to enroll her daughter there.hahaa.but right now im trying to do my work which is failing miserably.should have just followed my parents.i haven't even gambled this year.something is terribly wrong with the year of the dog.or just with me.
hmm.i better get back to my work.like it'll ever be done.but there's no time this week at all.ntu pitch trainings are just too time consuming.then the weekend's all gone with u21 matches.and then there's maths tests,some socratic seminar thing..bah.i wont' be able to sleep again.
Saturday, January 28, 2006
its breaking me up inside.why.the world? no.no one's perfect.nothing is.its full of crap.feelings?do i have them?oh yes i do.but it's far far down in the depths of my soul.no one shall find out.
yes its chinese new year's eve. a festive season where everyone celebrates and be happy and all merry.but there's darkness and cold.why? only the world knows.went back to both crescent and henry park yesterday.i am secluding myself .from everyone.class.ex-class.ex-ex-class.sorry guys.but i am.for some unknown reason.in crescent is all smiles and hugs.but what's in that?and so back to henry park. i secluded myself yet again in the gym with joanne at one corner because i couldn't bear to be with my class.and there was yapyap's farewell.i had a nice session of stargazing at sarah's pool.life started pouring out of my mouth to pui sheen but she couldn't understand my randomness.so what's the point.and now my class.everything's wrong.
strangers are nice to talk to.they don't know you.you have no idea who they are, there are no links in between and so everything just spills out.because there's privacy.which is something the world doesn't have.there are ears everywhere.scandals.rumours.do i want to be part of it?everyone is part of it.
don't leave me.
yes its chinese new year's eve. a festive season where everyone celebrates and be happy and all merry.but there's darkness and cold.why? only the world knows.went back to both crescent and henry park yesterday.i am secluding myself .from everyone.class.ex-class.ex-ex-class.sorry guys.but i am.for some unknown reason.in crescent is all smiles and hugs.but what's in that?and so back to henry park. i secluded myself yet again in the gym with joanne at one corner because i couldn't bear to be with my class.and there was yapyap's farewell.i had a nice session of stargazing at sarah's pool.life started pouring out of my mouth to pui sheen but she couldn't understand my randomness.so what's the point.and now my class.everything's wrong.
strangers are nice to talk to.they don't know you.you have no idea who they are, there are no links in between and so everything just spills out.because there's privacy.which is something the world doesn't have.there are ears everywhere.scandals.rumours.do i want to be part of it?everyone is part of it.
don't leave me.
Saturday, January 21, 2006
piss off.
sigh.i just wonder why my parents act the way they act now.its so damn bloody irritating.
the past week went by.and im starting to feel all the stress.be it peer pressure, teacher pressure or whatever, its just getting to me.seeping through my shell slowly.all the homework's piling up for me.i can't even do simply maths i learnt last year.what crap is this.nj hockey training as well.i've been skipping.because im sick and i just can't stand it.its exhausting me out.every single day.i feel dejected.from everyone.i shall stone my life away.
crescent hockey shall rule the pitch.especially during the league.im just happy enough im able to play with you guys.
i thank you for keeping me alive.
sigh.i just wonder why my parents act the way they act now.its so damn bloody irritating.
the past week went by.and im starting to feel all the stress.be it peer pressure, teacher pressure or whatever, its just getting to me.seeping through my shell slowly.all the homework's piling up for me.i can't even do simply maths i learnt last year.what crap is this.nj hockey training as well.i've been skipping.because im sick and i just can't stand it.its exhausting me out.every single day.i feel dejected.from everyone.i shall stone my life away.
crescent hockey shall rule the pitch.especially during the league.im just happy enough im able to play with you guys.
i thank you for keeping me alive.
Saturday, January 14, 2006
orientation's over.and it was a blast last night.DANCE PARTY.although i got all sweaty and stinky it was just terribly fun.i really felt like i was in a REAL club with all the lights, music and fog.too bad i only ate one slice of pizza.had no appetite then i guess.can't believe i bloody missed the crescent CCA carnival.bah.
I MISS CRESCENT AND ALL THE CRESCENTIANS.
sigh.i wanna thank those who were there for me last night.
oh and i got a bloody fever this morning and couldn't train properly.and everyone's training so hard for the tournament and all.go crescent hockey! we shall be champions!
lessons are starting soon.real soon.i don't know if i can do it.and taking up tennis?? argh.
stupid freak weather.
thank you for all your love
I MISS CRESCENT AND ALL THE CRESCENTIANS.
sigh.i wanna thank those who were there for me last night.
oh and i got a bloody fever this morning and couldn't train properly.and everyone's training so hard for the tournament and all.go crescent hockey! we shall be champions!
lessons are starting soon.real soon.i don't know if i can do it.and taking up tennis?? argh.
stupid freak weather.
thank you for all your love
Thursday, January 12, 2006
today i went home with quite a few things.a heavy bag.a good experience.at least 5 bruises.
tmr's gonna be the last day of orientation.a good experience.and yet it leaves me quite exhausted every night.hm.i've got nothing much else to blog.besides getting dirty everyday.
i miss crescent.
hm.my top 5 places in singapore.in random order
1.east coast park beach
2.sentosa palawan beach
3.parts of singapore river.
4.rooftops of anyplace that allows me to feel on top of the world in calmness
5.my room.
jet'aime
tmr's gonna be the last day of orientation.a good experience.and yet it leaves me quite exhausted every night.hm.i've got nothing much else to blog.besides getting dirty everyday.
i miss crescent.
hm.my top 5 places in singapore.in random order
1.east coast park beach
2.sentosa palawan beach
3.parts of singapore river.
4.rooftops of anyplace that allows me to feel on top of the world in calmness
5.my room.
jet'aime
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
tmr's gonna be a damn long and tiring day.and into the second week of orientation.
well.i guess i made some people upset on monday.im sorry.esp. gha.
hmm..i've got nothing really else to blog other than that.hm.i miss crescent.
oh and happy birthday CUITIAN.for tmr.
and happy belated birthday GHA!
you'll be in my heart
well.i guess i made some people upset on monday.im sorry.esp. gha.
hmm..i've got nothing really else to blog other than that.hm.i miss crescent.
oh and happy birthday CUITIAN.for tmr.
and happy belated birthday GHA!
you'll be in my heart
Thursday, January 05, 2006
i better blog now before i won't have the chance to and since i have nothing to do cept' my maths homework due in a week's time.
orientation so far has been talks talks lectures, lessons.its damn boring.till we went up to class today and bonded.i shall not go into too much detail.
tmr's all the mass dance and song singing.oh how much im looking forward to that.not.maybe.i have no idea.hope its better than induction can already i guess.
went back crescent today.and the b div's like training damn hard.and here i am slacking.and nordin says i can play for crescent club! woots.and the sec ones.cannot make it lah.
gotta go.ta.
orientation so far has been talks talks lectures, lessons.its damn boring.till we went up to class today and bonded.i shall not go into too much detail.
tmr's all the mass dance and song singing.oh how much im looking forward to that.not.maybe.i have no idea.hope its better than induction can already i guess.
went back crescent today.and the b div's like training damn hard.and here i am slacking.and nordin says i can play for crescent club! woots.and the sec ones.cannot make it lah.
gotta go.ta.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
first day of school.nothing much.just boring.and the school food sucks.especially when the queue is so damn long.anyway too lazy to blog anymore.gotta sleep.
oh and my mom resuscribed the internet line.that didn't take long.
i need people to help me remember what is so important on Friday, 13th January 2006.besides its an unlucky day.i can't remember what important event is on that day.someone please tell me soon asap.
oh and my mom resuscribed the internet line.that didn't take long.
i need people to help me remember what is so important on Friday, 13th January 2006.besides its an unlucky day.i can't remember what important event is on that day.someone please tell me soon asap.
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