ahhh...it's about to end.
which i don't know if im glad or not.
but i really appreciate some stuff some people did for me.like christine, amelia, zhen ren, marion and my two brothers.they're probably the only ones who gave me a present. met zhen ren at tiong today, more like exchanged presents.coz i still had not given her hers till today.felt so bad i bought her 200 g of famous amos cookies haha.my brothers gave me cotton candy and a muji pencil..haha.plus something else .chrsitine and amelia..my favourite signo ball pens plus refills which i seriously needed then, and total of 300g of famous amos.wahahaha.but still kinda disappointed.spent half my birthday alone.but im not that sad either.more of a mixed emotion.

can't believe we are out of the tournament though.sad like hell.and probably the first time i cried at a sad event in 4 years.partially due to my fever cum gastric flu that triggered the tears i guess.if not i probably would have been able to hold it back.felt really weak after the game.and i blame myself for being sick on that day which caused us to lose.stupid gastric flu.kinda vomitted a few times on monday too...that's why.

im weird.when people are sick and get MC, they don't go to school and are glad that they can get to skip school.but im exactly the opposite.i go to school .call me weird.

oh and there was speech day.which was boring.and so was the njc personality test before that.and just 2 days ago i had an interview with the principal.don't bother asking.




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ahhh...my feets all aching .
ran at least 1 k for PE today.
then another 2.1 k for hockey after that.
and i just ran my 2.4 yesterday too.i got 13.07 minutes!!!wahhahaha..i was so happy...i improved so much!!!actually about a minute..but that's still fab.

but i still can't believe i finished like $40 bucks in school today.wahhh..im soooo broke and the blody tests are all coming at me sooo fast!!!and then there's the celosia fest tmr.then i gotta go for tuition.

omg!!adidas has such interesting ads!!!its soo cool...although its only soccer...but its still like the best.its all high tech and stuff and its so cool!!!!wahahha...just saw the latest one on tv.hahha.

right...where was i? oh right...being EXTREMELY busy.yup yup..and i shouldn't even be blogging now. and i still have a history test tmr which i am not studying for as i didn't bring back my textbook.how wonderful (:

omgomgomgomgomg.....those guys were so cute!!!they're aussies ..so its kinda obvious (: from wesley college high school.they're jazz band came to our school to play and all so yea...i'll like upload the pictures another time.most of them are blur..from my over-excitedly-trembling hands.haha.but its because i couldn't put flash as well that's why they're blur.butbutbut..im not as crazy over them as most others.marion got some of they're e-mails.i didn't bother.we're not really gonna see them again anyway...although they're still like sooo hot.wahhaha.don't wanna give myself false hope.there should be as good looking guys as them in singapore too right?

enough of them.the feeling has kinda worn off..but i still feel a tinge of sadness that we couldn't win BTS.we drew.WHICH IS SAD.cos i don't even know if we're in the semis.but coach is being all nice and not scolding us and all....except for the 10 rounds we have to run for every training from now on (: there's still the match against st. nicks next week.but i shall not jinx it by saying anything.
the past few days have somewhat been all self -reflecting. i mean more like thinking about what my friends did and all...not so much of myself.most of the time when im walking alone or eating.but not so much now as im too busy. stupid pbl is next week and we havent' done much at all coz we al don't have time to meet up.
and then this sat i have the njc interview thing which i have to rush out of training and back to school for speech day.i don't even feel like going for the bloody interview.don't even feel like going there.but somehow i always feel obligated to go.probably due to my parental pressure...or something.
i ALSO can't believe i missed like 3 invitations which are really tempting from nkf..all because i didn't check my hotmail inbox?? missed the free black eyed peas concert at zouk, discounted tickets to pck musical, batman begins movie pack and free tickets, and some stupid teen idol thingy which i do not care much about. but i actually missed all those stuff!!!!haix.

ok...that's all i wanna vent out today.

got quite a bit to talk about today.
first ...online sales.
they are freaking cheaters.especially those e-bay type of sales.
a normal price of a nike tee can actually be 100+ when ou buy it in stores for only 50+!!
then the livestrong band..convert to sing. its only bout 2.50.the most 3 bucks.and the freaking person is selling more than twice the bloody price.
its not that i want to buy any of it.but the people are cheating your money.its almost like daylight robbery.i mean it. that 's pure evil .and so are books.
coz i went to the library today after school since we were dismissed early.ate A LOT.means i spent a lot on food too.6++ but i did cip with amelia and pui sheen for 4 hours.it is eye- straining.the shelf reading thing i mean.we have to check the number corresponding to the shelf and arrange the book according to alphabetial order ,but the numbers were so damn small.and so i think my eyes became as red as the devils'.


sighx...feel like sleeping already.continue tmr bah
bye.got hockey ni the morning too.

ah..i've got a game tmr and i feel so sleepy right now.
i've gotta go for tuition straight after the match.so sad.
and this is two matches in one week and mr nordin's back from holland!!!!
the match against teck whye was full of holes.we lost 1-0.it was a bad day but we shall persevere and win bedok town tmr.

i've got my napfa starting next week and i don't have proper fitting shoes!!!
today's frisbee match was forfeited.by both sides.haha.we didn't have enough players to play and mrs heng was all furious.wahahaha.but the class is stilll pathetic .

the past week.
happy.sad.stressed.confused.bored.dazed.amazed.hypocritical.hoped.irritated.
i guess emotions can't be helped when things happen.
yesterday had hockey, then slacked for the rest of the day.i then regret not using the time to do my homework coz i have to do it right after THIS entry.today wasn't exactly very productive either.and i've got a match to play tmr.and mr nordin isn't gonna be around.but still.we will WIN.no matter what.
and a freaking fly won't stop flying around me.sheesh.

my entries are never gonna be long again.ok...not never..but i still can't reveal stuff on my blog like its my whole life.i never did.except in my diary which i don't write in anymore. but a few pieces of fullscap paper here and there.

something happened in the past week that made me wanna blog.but it got erased from my miind.but all i can say for now is russell peters rocks.his jokes are what i would call multi-racially funny. if people would stop being such stuck ups about racism.just sit back and laugh.its great.

the countdown has started.but i won't say it.people closest to me ought to know it themselves without even asking me or someone telling them coz its so damn obvious.well.off i go to do my homework.bye.



my heart rages on.

i finally figured out what made my day all weird.
i was actually wondering why i had time to do my homework even after slacking for 3 hours at home.
i forgot to go for tuition.today.or yesterday.
i remembered vaguely to remind myself to call my tuition teacher to confirm when i had to go down.but apparently.i could forget. probably due to too much hockey i guess.it uses the mind too you see.especially when sec ones don't bring things they're suppose to bring.
well..i guess this is the only time i can do my homework.and actually catch up on classes that i missed.
i don't know why, but i feel like im getting old.im actually forgetting things more often..and they wouldn't pop back into my head sooner like the past.

i haven't even blogged since the first day of school started and now's the end of the week.almost.
im like lagging a week behind.
school's fine, just a little boring.its more of hockey.
WE WON YESTERDAY.haha
it wasn't a very good match either.blunders here and there.
but i guess we gotta work much harder the next weeks and stuff if we want to be the champions.wahahaha (:
went out for dinner at jurong point after that..then to the arcade.
joyce is like the MASTER of DDR.
there was this song..she scored PERFECT.not a single step missed.
yea...and then i went home.the end.
happy youth day yesterday.
and happy birthday to three people today.
joyce, zili and michael.

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