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it got to me.at my weakest point. it never used to be able to get past that wall.and yet it has.a few times now.am i crumbling away?

projects.projects.projects.how nice of the school to stress us with that.and then there's a div coming up .how relaxing.

reply to tags:

gha:i'll pull through...somehow....with the help of some stuff...like DRUGS! hahahaha.it gets people high.but im on auto high everyday.haha.anyway take care of yourself too kaes?

nanthini: AWW BABES!!you're welcome! i love you tooo!!!*muacks*don't forget our slimming deal (;

sharon : rights...its OVER. too bad (:

hui juan: i feel obliged to go to school...but if you don't go to school..you don't get to see meee!! XD

andrew:teresa's a classmate of mine...henry park gep one too.oh wells...she doesn't remember you too anyway.

exactly a week not posting.well about in an hour anyway.
sorry to disappoint you teresa, but i wish i could be less pathetic in my posts if i had more time and interest.

march holidays my ass.my week needs more.hockey.and fun. i haven't started on any homework at all...there's 2 projects to be done concurrently, it's SUNDAY night, im tired from today's ass match against SRC, i only went swimming and played tennis ONCE. i didn't go out for shopping or any leisure outside my house.prick week i tell you. and im not even sure if it would be the same if i were in crescent or even henry park secondary school. well..that's what we were all missing when we left hpps.but if i didn't come to njc ip, i wouldn't be meeting these people i see in class everyday, or even those in school.new experiences = new friends. no risk = no friends.such nice equations.another one.with o levels = stress. with no o levels = stress.so isn't it like...o levels = no o levels = stress?not possible to say that having o levels is the same as not having o levels.because theoretically that is not possible.just like math equations, what seems simple is always complicated.back to my week. it was so damn short!and yet i felt so free.and boredom included.

lets see what the next week will bring.

how wonderful last night was.all the memories of past came back, joining together, all secrets revealed. the food was great, too much though, and catching up with all the old people.sigh.i wish i could do that everyday...but won't all the mystique be gone? shit i sound how BLAH.and i missed a div one match yesterday too.haven't had hockey for 2 weeks.how dead im going to be on tuesday's training.

boring holidays.someone ask me out.ice skating is definately welcome.but im broke.help.

lalalaa...i haven't posted for about a week.and my typing skills has detiorated.since it was assesment week.but i didn't treat it like one.consider going to macs almost everyday to 'study', but end up stoning and crapping around without even taking out our books.and then when i come home at about 7+ for dinner, i'll end up planning the party online with my fellow hosts. what kind of assesment week is this..i tell you im gonna fail all five papers.they'll be so horrified of my marks that they will put me in this special class ' the special people '

woohoo.tmr's already the 6c reunion.im so glad so many of them are coming.we shall reminiscence through the night.and andrew's house is damn nice .4 storeys.2 guest rooms.2 ponds, a glass ceiling thing.its damn cool.oh wells.i actually stayed at his house till like 7..when val left at 4+...just crapping around.hm just hope all goes well tmr.at least the holidays are here.

apparently its 3 am in the morning, i just ate my dinner an hour ago, im probably lagging behind everyone by 3-4 hours.and here i am.

just put on my crescent uniform again.and i just miss it so much.the yellow and the turquiose. i went crescentian blog surfing, and most of them were still working links!oh how much i miss them.
then my friendster's seriously outdated.why do i even bother anymore.
the past week was all 'studying' at places around bukit timah.serene, venz, and kap. none of them worked.but i had a good time.today was kap with joyce, jeremy, andy and xiang yin.and we bought marshmallows! and milk! and ribs!they rock.and we arm wrestled.i was the weakest.like always.since gym.teo was right about weak arms. i couldn't even beat andy.how depressing.joyce beat me in 3 seconds.or less.she just counted to 3.and i couldn't even beat jer with 2 hands. i miss those times.although i regret not studying.but its just not in my nature to.you see, im a monkey.

i have concluded the equation
good time = depressing time

my tablet's like outta batt. sigh.next week's assesment week.yay! how nice.



you see.when i have a good time, then i reflect on it after, it brings out the good time memories of the past, and it starts getting depressing. how ironic.

i am pissed.with my parents.
firstly my dad.i just don't like being within in range of him, especially when he calls EVERYDAY.just to make sure i come home early like wtf is wrong. can't i even stay OUT to study. why must i study at home? sheesh. its damn irritating.even when you come and fetch me everyday.people are glad to have that service.but im NOT.screw me.

and then my mom. its midnight and she wants me to sleep. i still have work to do.HELLO.can't she see that? the notes are out, laptop's on, how much more obvious can in get. and then she asks what am i doing. and when i try to explain, she HAS to know EVERYTHING. and comes out with some crap shit that has no relavence to my work.its mainly her fault that im actually in this state now. she HAD to have me in the ip program. and if she spurts out more crap and nonsense - its kinda obvious DISTRACTION = SLOWER PROGRESS. omg.i can just kill her.or myself.