"Rules of the game: Post 5 Weird and Random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 people who are next in line to do this.
Don't forget to leave a comment that says "You are tagged" in their blogs and tell them to read yours."
Five Wierd, Random Facts About Me
1. i play with fire [ literally]
2. i have a very imaginative brain, just not creative.
3. i don't buy cds.
4. i have fat thighs and a huge ass.[somewhere in the future]
5. i kick things when i sleep[according to my mom in the past]
Next In Line To Do This Quiz
1. bernette
2. sijing
3. polly
4. sharon
5. val/tessa
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Friday, October 28, 2005
i want to cut my hair. it's all long and hott.but im afraid.of the cost.and the end product.what happens if my hair is ruined?
but i can't worry about that more than what happens today.
its the last day of school.last day of crescent girls' school 2c1 `05.and my last day in crescent.
it was so short.i barely wrote messages to half the class that comes together with my farewell gift.im so gonna miss them.i didn't even have time to make something for those not in my class.my hockey mates can receive them later.but not those random people who aren't in my class to name a few: rachael lau, bernette, sue wei, nicole etc. sighs.the importance of today dawned on me, as when we were leaving class, everyone started hugging and some went emotional.i want to be part of that, but i can never join in the stream of tears.even if im the one leaving everybody behind.i guess i do it unconsciously in my sleep.who knows.
sacrifices.oh how i hate that word.
so much to do , so little time.
but i wonder what lies ahead for me.in njc.i partly dread it yet slightly welcome it.no ones know what the future holds for me.all i can do is hope for the best.i don't even know what to expect or even strive to do in the future.
no one misses me.and it's not just materialistic.
but i can't worry about that more than what happens today.
its the last day of school.last day of crescent girls' school 2c1 `05.and my last day in crescent.
it was so short.i barely wrote messages to half the class that comes together with my farewell gift.im so gonna miss them.i didn't even have time to make something for those not in my class.my hockey mates can receive them later.but not those random people who aren't in my class to name a few: rachael lau, bernette, sue wei, nicole etc. sighs.the importance of today dawned on me, as when we were leaving class, everyone started hugging and some went emotional.i want to be part of that, but i can never join in the stream of tears.even if im the one leaving everybody behind.i guess i do it unconsciously in my sleep.who knows.
sacrifices.oh how i hate that word.
so much to do , so little time.
but i wonder what lies ahead for me.in njc.i partly dread it yet slightly welcome it.no ones know what the future holds for me.all i can do is hope for the best.i don't even know what to expect or even strive to do in the future.
no one misses me.and it's not just materialistic.
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
im bored to death by coming home early today so just decided to blog since i haven''t been too committed.i've got haribo and kinder bueno beside me now so i'll be more focused (:
today was somewhat boring and unproductive.but then me and xiang yin started looking for ideas for work during the holidays.and so we made a really long list.some are just crap though, but then denise joined in, xiang yin had to tell me about the les sex scene in the current book i was reading and had no idea about, and they all started on the topic of boys/girls and the human anatomy.played stress and stoned in class...and that was about all for the day.oh wait.neo and yap came into class.but at least they took up only a short while.
a probable reason i haven't been blogging is the fact that my results sucked.and how my mum puts me down everytime i show her my results.nothing encouraging at all even if i did do well.
but at least she's letting me go for the genting trip..even when she heard that most probably no teacher's going.
there was a floorball match in our pathetic school hall yesterday, and i was kinda amusing.saw geraldine and peiwen, south cluster schools match.apparently the teacher's didn't let us play because we're in a sports group, and the floorball is only for those library, computer club...non-sports group.but we were kinda the only school that played by the rules...coz there were OBVIOUS hints that some students from other schools in sports CCAs.oh well.stayed back till around 6 for nothing.
and there's the freak weather the past two days rain and shine simultaneously.
suddenly i lost the mood to blog.and i crave to skate on ice.someone.bring me.
today was somewhat boring and unproductive.but then me and xiang yin started looking for ideas for work during the holidays.and so we made a really long list.some are just crap though, but then denise joined in, xiang yin had to tell me about the les sex scene in the current book i was reading and had no idea about, and they all started on the topic of boys/girls and the human anatomy.played stress and stoned in class...and that was about all for the day.oh wait.neo and yap came into class.but at least they took up only a short while.
a probable reason i haven't been blogging is the fact that my results sucked.and how my mum puts me down everytime i show her my results.nothing encouraging at all even if i did do well.
but at least she's letting me go for the genting trip..even when she heard that most probably no teacher's going.
there was a floorball match in our pathetic school hall yesterday, and i was kinda amusing.saw geraldine and peiwen, south cluster schools match.apparently the teacher's didn't let us play because we're in a sports group, and the floorball is only for those library, computer club...non-sports group.but we were kinda the only school that played by the rules...coz there were OBVIOUS hints that some students from other schools in sports CCAs.oh well.stayed back till around 6 for nothing.
and there's the freak weather the past two days rain and shine simultaneously.
suddenly i lost the mood to blog.and i crave to skate on ice.someone.bring me.
Friday, October 21, 2005
i have a feeling that i like stress.although its like a bad thing, people use the word stress abit too exageratingly.i mean like somehow i don't think i get stress, mostly piss-offed or just pressured.
when im like busy doing stuff and have deadlines, somehow i will actually put them off, or if i a lot of things to do, then i do it, in the end i'll feel so bored and empty.just coz i have nothing to do.all my responsibilities and stuff, they're actually the ones that make me responsible and actually efficient. i guess the saying that pressure brings out the best in people.
i dont' really have much else to say except about my results. i deproved terribly. like from 11th position in the mid years to 17th in my class.last year i was actually 4th for finals.i guess whoever said that my class is REALLY competitive is right.i mean they seriously studied hard just to get the good grades and i guess it's just my habit to not study for exams.this is the first time i actually felt lower than the rest of my class.sigh.my CA pulled my scores up if not i'll have no As at all.and actually have a D7 for chinese.it's all because of the compo.don't ask.
i intend to busy myself this whole holiday till i pass out due to exhaustion.well..that's what i always imagined when i felt weak.oh well.time to bang the piano.
when im like busy doing stuff and have deadlines, somehow i will actually put them off, or if i a lot of things to do, then i do it, in the end i'll feel so bored and empty.just coz i have nothing to do.all my responsibilities and stuff, they're actually the ones that make me responsible and actually efficient. i guess the saying that pressure brings out the best in people.
i dont' really have much else to say except about my results. i deproved terribly. like from 11th position in the mid years to 17th in my class.last year i was actually 4th for finals.i guess whoever said that my class is REALLY competitive is right.i mean they seriously studied hard just to get the good grades and i guess it's just my habit to not study for exams.this is the first time i actually felt lower than the rest of my class.sigh.my CA pulled my scores up if not i'll have no As at all.and actually have a D7 for chinese.it's all because of the compo.don't ask.
i intend to busy myself this whole holiday till i pass out due to exhaustion.well..that's what i always imagined when i felt weak.oh well.time to bang the piano.
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
i think i've had a tad too many moodswings the past few days.the happiness.the sadness.the frustration.the lonliness.the hyperactivity-ness.and the pissed-off-ness.
somehow my thumb hurts at the point where it joins to the rest of the palm.shitty crap.
yesterday and today were all unproductive.basically.school.eat.sleep.hockey.eat.sleep.read.tablet.
and a miricle that i survived not eating anything for recess today.
time flies.i hate it. and i think its the cause of my books.i read and zoom .hours gone by. and the 2 books im reading have basically the same plot.a married woman, who wants a divorce or already did.finds a hot guy .with ex-husband chasing her and she runs away.as she found some dirty truth about him.new hunky boyfriends help out and they live happily after in a nice town.
well..that's all i can dream of. no such thing in reality.that's why they're in books.
mr ho has no life. when he asks me to do something.he tells me at least twice or three times in school, then calls me at home to call the rest of the class.like im THAT free.and i don't even have the prper list of class numbers.wait.actually i do.but still.does he have to call? im so glad im not seeing him next year.
i so agree with val on her last entry.not that any of you will ever be able to see it except the royal highnesses in england.hah. but it really is.and i think we're like straying apart.everybody.and i can never be as emo as stacey's class.not in crescent.the class is just plain sad.and so is the hockey team.its as though hockey is just a cca to them.just go for training then go home and that's it.its so much deeper and yet they just can't seem to actually feel and be part of the team. shut up with that idiotic annoying selfishness of yours.and don't act so part of it if you don't want in.
i think im falling sick.not because we're getting our papers back tmr, but more of exhaustion, or just sleeping under the ceiling fan on the sofa today with only my blouse and fbts on.got a bloody blocked nose.and a sneezing fit.my bloody left side of the rib cage hurts.felt as though a bicycle hit me or i fell from the 2nd story on my left.the rest of my body just aches.and the spain cum everlasting injury in my left knee never stops.there was training yesterday.and so does tmr.
sad news is.my hopes died when nordin told me i couldn't play in b div' for under 21 next year coz im going to nj.i raised up my own hopes for nothing.so im still like stuck between tennis and hockey for next year.
and i think my mom's right.if i do too much or everything, i'll just be left with nothing in the end.how true can that be.it's always been the same with my ccas.take gym.i spent 6 freaking hard years in it and i din't even get anything back.p4 .i was at my best.but p5 i redid my compulsory and so i was pilled down.and from there on i plunged.and its almost the same here.hockey.sec 1.i learned fast.then now.everythings going down the drain.not only are my skills, but im cutting my own dream short by going to njc.its just not fated.i'll end up a lonely grey haired granny who's miserable with nothing.
and to think not so long ago, after a match with the australian hockey team, there was one player who asked for my age.i told her and she was like surprised and told me that i'll be a great hockey player in the future. what bull.
and yun hui told me never to look back on the past.i don't think i even can.im just afraid.of change.that's why im alone.i understand only myself.the big cowardly self.and i realized all my moodswings started when i knew i was going to njc.its changed me.one simple fact.changed me.
back to the real not - so - much sadness world.the class has a tradition.thanks to eunice.everyyear, after the exams be it mis years or finals, we would play stress in class.hope it lives on.which would never happen.
i just hope that more people would actually go for the genting trip.it would be my last outing with the crescent hockers when im still part of crescent.sad times.i better enoy while i can.
my posts are too long.they are never short anymore.
time record: 11.52 pm.go check the time i started the post.
somehow my thumb hurts at the point where it joins to the rest of the palm.shitty crap.
yesterday and today were all unproductive.basically.school.eat.sleep.hockey.eat.sleep.read.tablet.
and a miricle that i survived not eating anything for recess today.
time flies.i hate it. and i think its the cause of my books.i read and zoom .hours gone by. and the 2 books im reading have basically the same plot.a married woman, who wants a divorce or already did.finds a hot guy .with ex-husband chasing her and she runs away.as she found some dirty truth about him.new hunky boyfriends help out and they live happily after in a nice town.
well..that's all i can dream of. no such thing in reality.that's why they're in books.
mr ho has no life. when he asks me to do something.he tells me at least twice or three times in school, then calls me at home to call the rest of the class.like im THAT free.and i don't even have the prper list of class numbers.wait.actually i do.but still.does he have to call? im so glad im not seeing him next year.
i so agree with val on her last entry.not that any of you will ever be able to see it except the royal highnesses in england.hah. but it really is.and i think we're like straying apart.everybody.and i can never be as emo as stacey's class.not in crescent.the class is just plain sad.and so is the hockey team.its as though hockey is just a cca to them.just go for training then go home and that's it.its so much deeper and yet they just can't seem to actually feel and be part of the team. shut up with that idiotic annoying selfishness of yours.and don't act so part of it if you don't want in.
i think im falling sick.not because we're getting our papers back tmr, but more of exhaustion, or just sleeping under the ceiling fan on the sofa today with only my blouse and fbts on.got a bloody blocked nose.and a sneezing fit.my bloody left side of the rib cage hurts.felt as though a bicycle hit me or i fell from the 2nd story on my left.the rest of my body just aches.and the spain cum everlasting injury in my left knee never stops.there was training yesterday.and so does tmr.
sad news is.my hopes died when nordin told me i couldn't play in b div' for under 21 next year coz im going to nj.i raised up my own hopes for nothing.so im still like stuck between tennis and hockey for next year.
and i think my mom's right.if i do too much or everything, i'll just be left with nothing in the end.how true can that be.it's always been the same with my ccas.take gym.i spent 6 freaking hard years in it and i din't even get anything back.p4 .i was at my best.but p5 i redid my compulsory and so i was pilled down.and from there on i plunged.and its almost the same here.hockey.sec 1.i learned fast.then now.everythings going down the drain.not only are my skills, but im cutting my own dream short by going to njc.its just not fated.i'll end up a lonely grey haired granny who's miserable with nothing.
and to think not so long ago, after a match with the australian hockey team, there was one player who asked for my age.i told her and she was like surprised and told me that i'll be a great hockey player in the future. what bull.
and yun hui told me never to look back on the past.i don't think i even can.im just afraid.of change.that's why im alone.i understand only myself.the big cowardly self.and i realized all my moodswings started when i knew i was going to njc.its changed me.one simple fact.changed me.
back to the real not - so - much sadness world.the class has a tradition.thanks to eunice.everyyear, after the exams be it mis years or finals, we would play stress in class.hope it lives on.which would never happen.
i just hope that more people would actually go for the genting trip.it would be my last outing with the crescent hockers when im still part of crescent.sad times.i better enoy while i can.
my posts are too long.they are never short anymore.
time record: 11.52 pm.go check the time i started the post.
Monday, October 17, 2005
Saturday, October 15, 2005
omg.i can't believe im actually listening to a techno song now.from some super old cd my mom bought eons ago.something's wrong with me.
somehow now that the exams are over.i have more time, but i don't blog ever-so-often now. and during the exams when i was supposedly 'studying', i have less time, but i blog almost everyday.the irony of it all.< now that's what lit. does to me.
went to the njc open house today.jing and polly kept me company while gha came now and then and showed us the nj life.[thanks]it made me think.a lot.my sacrifices, how i felt.my friends.my acheivements.my life. basically my future.
if i leave crescent, i'll be sacrificing
-role as hockey captain
-role of house captain from next year onwards [ which i just confirmed with polly today]
-my long record of CCA points [19 plus my cip hours]
-crescent itself
-the baggy uniform
-my friends there.[which aren't many.i won't miss my classmates.but the rest yes.]
-crescent hockey trainings and crapping times.
-the sec 4 prom
-the ups and downsin life of a crescentian.
-the normal secondary schoo life
-the stress of the oncoming future o levels.
and then i realize why i don't want to go to njc. its more of a personal habit. i detest work.especially when i have to work hard and its troublesome.and i am afraid of the work load and stress that may come with it.and then the principal today had to mention the mission and motto.and remind us how time wasting it is. ' serve with honour' and that is to the nation.but im not exactly 100% willing to. i don't want to be some politician.neither do i want to be a scholar.the word itself freaks me as the word comes with acheivements, expectations and good results...no excellent results. but i don't want all of that. im just a coward that only enjoys the good side of life and never will want to work for it.and then comes in friends. currently most of my closest friends don't even know the me deep inside.i don't think any of them do.i am a sociopath.one that keeps to myself.with a barrier of lies around me.just to make sure i am safe.my close friends are never near me.they mostly come from my primary school.i love them.the rest are just characters that form my life.and then new characters are introduced into the world of me. a bigger barrier is built. and i am alone.
back to the present.
i can't believe i left my gloves at the delta gym and not realize it till now.[i went on wednesday with natasha] i think i left it on the treadmill then i ran, and forgot about it.hope it's still at the gym and a kind soul will return it to me tmr.but th stupid gym wouldn't even pick up the phone when i called.this is reality. i never went for the tennis i was suppose to go for after i booked the court.i was alone.
went ice-skating the next day with fellow ball-whackers. i learnt to stop on ice.leaving with a few bruises and a friend that learnt somethin new.i wonder about figure skating.don't they feel the cold or are they really ice princesses?graceful and they just glide.something that i won't be doing for a long time.
wandered aimlessly after that.was too reluctant to go home.but i did eventually.and watched howl's moving castle. it was fabulous.it touched me.somehow i almost felt how sophie felt when she just cried her heart out into the rain.but as usual.i don't have tears to flow freely anytime i want them to.almost never.since ever.i think howl was hot. i guess i think of anime characters as hot and never reality guys.anime are drawn and animated to perfection.one that cannot just happen in reality.so i just fantasize.they'll never come true.and they can never hurt me.
school had to call for school.so up i came .and then films were printed and i had extra work to do, as well as impatient brats to deal with.but then maths had to occupy my concentration and make me think.the clock hands defined gravity and ticked vertical .i walked.with 4 other fellow walkers.to the incomplete vault of books that is insufficient. my eyes were strained.and wedges stuffed into my mouth as a reward.so was the hot chocolate.then a trip home on time proved worthy.for i watched quidam.
it was not awesome.just a little below expectations. if my 10 year old memory serves me right, saltimbanco just amazed me.probably due to little experiance to the world. but i can say that the atmosphere and the quality of audio and visuals were among the top. on the 'ceiling' , it portrayed the sky with clouds and a full moon at night. i definately wasn't magic, so there were suspension cable stand just above the stage that looked reliable and steady enough. the stage was rotatable so it produced a turn-table effect which was really creative.suddenly i feel deja vu. but i shall continue.it was pitch dark without any lights on.and the special effects were so good that they could even make the effect of lightning striking with thunder so realistic.the sound effects were good.and so was the sound system.it sounds as though it was played live there.or that the person was singing.but apparently not.
somehow the songs and the whole act made me think [ yes again- ] about gym.my past.how i missed the flexible days.like im missing out on something.the songs were good.the perfomances done were good. the human wheel guy gave this effect on me - somehow as though i haven't seen man or due to over-active imgaination, i missed the other gender.then came the china spinning top girls.fast, presise and accurate.as always.many had to be suspended from ropes, cloth and rings in the air too.not too interesting coz it seemed to common in circus so they got boring.there was muscleman and muslce woman.there was stand-up comedy with the audieince interaction as well.it was hilarious.but the plot/storyline of it was exactly the same , but unexpected things happen all the time.
- i dozed off.-
continueing.the only great things- the skipping ropes and how the actors were swung about a rope suspending only on one hand.the effect was great.i better finish this fast.that's about it actually.the merchandise was sellig really expensively.and i mask can cost up to 100 + although it was good.
my mom stopped by the market after that and i dozed off sitting upright in the chair! somehow i have a tendency to sleep in weird positions.
and came today.njc and did some shopping..saw a showflat for 'rivergate' as well.its was relly nice......i wigh i could stay in there.just a lil' problem.its not built yet, and i t is freaking expensive.
that's all for today's entry.i don't think even i myself can continue.ive'gotta rest too.
have a nice day.
ta.
somehow now that the exams are over.i have more time, but i don't blog ever-so-often now. and during the exams when i was supposedly 'studying', i have less time, but i blog almost everyday.the irony of it all.< now that's what lit. does to me.
went to the njc open house today.jing and polly kept me company while gha came now and then and showed us the nj life.[thanks]it made me think.a lot.my sacrifices, how i felt.my friends.my acheivements.my life. basically my future.
if i leave crescent, i'll be sacrificing
-role as hockey captain
-role of house captain from next year onwards [ which i just confirmed with polly today]
-my long record of CCA points [19 plus my cip hours]
-crescent itself
-the baggy uniform
-my friends there.[which aren't many.i won't miss my classmates.but the rest yes.]
-crescent hockey trainings and crapping times.
-the sec 4 prom
-the ups and downsin life of a crescentian.
-the normal secondary schoo life
-the stress of the oncoming future o levels.
and then i realize why i don't want to go to njc. its more of a personal habit. i detest work.especially when i have to work hard and its troublesome.and i am afraid of the work load and stress that may come with it.and then the principal today had to mention the mission and motto.and remind us how time wasting it is. ' serve with honour' and that is to the nation.but im not exactly 100% willing to. i don't want to be some politician.neither do i want to be a scholar.the word itself freaks me as the word comes with acheivements, expectations and good results...no excellent results. but i don't want all of that. im just a coward that only enjoys the good side of life and never will want to work for it.and then comes in friends. currently most of my closest friends don't even know the me deep inside.i don't think any of them do.i am a sociopath.one that keeps to myself.with a barrier of lies around me.just to make sure i am safe.my close friends are never near me.they mostly come from my primary school.i love them.the rest are just characters that form my life.and then new characters are introduced into the world of me. a bigger barrier is built. and i am alone.
back to the present.
i can't believe i left my gloves at the delta gym and not realize it till now.[i went on wednesday with natasha] i think i left it on the treadmill then i ran, and forgot about it.hope it's still at the gym and a kind soul will return it to me tmr.but th stupid gym wouldn't even pick up the phone when i called.this is reality. i never went for the tennis i was suppose to go for after i booked the court.i was alone.
went ice-skating the next day with fellow ball-whackers. i learnt to stop on ice.leaving with a few bruises and a friend that learnt somethin new.i wonder about figure skating.don't they feel the cold or are they really ice princesses?graceful and they just glide.something that i won't be doing for a long time.
wandered aimlessly after that.was too reluctant to go home.but i did eventually.and watched howl's moving castle. it was fabulous.it touched me.somehow i almost felt how sophie felt when she just cried her heart out into the rain.but as usual.i don't have tears to flow freely anytime i want them to.almost never.since ever.i think howl was hot. i guess i think of anime characters as hot and never reality guys.anime are drawn and animated to perfection.one that cannot just happen in reality.so i just fantasize.they'll never come true.and they can never hurt me.
school had to call for school.so up i came .and then films were printed and i had extra work to do, as well as impatient brats to deal with.but then maths had to occupy my concentration and make me think.the clock hands defined gravity and ticked vertical .i walked.with 4 other fellow walkers.to the incomplete vault of books that is insufficient. my eyes were strained.and wedges stuffed into my mouth as a reward.so was the hot chocolate.then a trip home on time proved worthy.for i watched quidam.
it was not awesome.just a little below expectations. if my 10 year old memory serves me right, saltimbanco just amazed me.probably due to little experiance to the world. but i can say that the atmosphere and the quality of audio and visuals were among the top. on the 'ceiling' , it portrayed the sky with clouds and a full moon at night. i definately wasn't magic, so there were suspension cable stand just above the stage that looked reliable and steady enough. the stage was rotatable so it produced a turn-table effect which was really creative.suddenly i feel deja vu. but i shall continue.it was pitch dark without any lights on.and the special effects were so good that they could even make the effect of lightning striking with thunder so realistic.the sound effects were good.and so was the sound system.it sounds as though it was played live there.or that the person was singing.but apparently not.
somehow the songs and the whole act made me think [ yes again- ] about gym.my past.how i missed the flexible days.like im missing out on something.the songs were good.the perfomances done were good. the human wheel guy gave this effect on me - somehow as though i haven't seen man or due to over-active imgaination, i missed the other gender.then came the china spinning top girls.fast, presise and accurate.as always.many had to be suspended from ropes, cloth and rings in the air too.not too interesting coz it seemed to common in circus so they got boring.there was muscleman and muslce woman.there was stand-up comedy with the audieince interaction as well.it was hilarious.but the plot/storyline of it was exactly the same , but unexpected things happen all the time.
- i dozed off.-
continueing.the only great things- the skipping ropes and how the actors were swung about a rope suspending only on one hand.the effect was great.i better finish this fast.that's about it actually.the merchandise was sellig really expensively.and i mask can cost up to 100 + although it was good.
my mom stopped by the market after that and i dozed off sitting upright in the chair! somehow i have a tendency to sleep in weird positions.
and came today.njc and did some shopping..saw a showflat for 'rivergate' as well.its was relly nice......i wigh i could stay in there.just a lil' problem.its not built yet, and i t is freaking expensive.
that's all for today's entry.i don't think even i myself can continue.ive'gotta rest too.
have a nice day.
ta.
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
bah.
it's over.
it's the end
of the exams (:
went to watch corpse bride with nikki.at plaza sing. there were surprisingly few yellows there.how cool.but i think corpse bride was so sad. for emily that is. she's so sweet.and i love the songs they play on the piano.it was sooo early when we got out. like it was only 1pm.so we ate a really full lunch at pasta mania.and to think we wanted to eat waffles after that.so we just walked ...and walked ...and walked around plaza sing.we went to places you most probably find secondary school students in.example :
kettler > sells training equiptment like treadmills, cycling machine , weights, dumbells and stuff. i want the boxing ball!!! it has gloves together with it.and it only cost 81 bucks.that's cheap lor.i want a treadmill!!
aussino > some towel and bedsheets and stuff.nikki wanted to buy a towel so we went in to look.nothing much so we left.
john little > there's no like toys section there or anything..mostly adults clothing so it was a bit inappropriate..but we went in anyway.it was so SMALL.
ohwells.
where else?
the rest were normal.music junction, world of sports, golden village, molecule [ omg..that place was so cool. i loved the bean bag chairs.then there's this set of spoons/picks, they were soo cute..but it cost a bomb.so did the hourglass - like - clock which we thought was a a. kitchen timer b. piano meter thingy.]
that's about all...walked around alot.then i found a present for my mom.more like i liked the cd cover then i saw the songs inside before buying it.HAH. bah
tmr and thursday there's no school.envy ME.
but i plant ogo to the gym, ice -skating, maybe visit polly's house to see her hamsters .that's so extra.bah.
oh wells.gotta find a job and get ready for trainings.
my batt's loww....gotta go.
haha.and sending voice clips over msn is so fun!
ta.
it's over.
it's the end
of the exams (:
went to watch corpse bride with nikki.at plaza sing. there were surprisingly few yellows there.how cool.but i think corpse bride was so sad. for emily that is. she's so sweet.and i love the songs they play on the piano.it was sooo early when we got out. like it was only 1pm.so we ate a really full lunch at pasta mania.and to think we wanted to eat waffles after that.so we just walked ...and walked ...and walked around plaza sing.we went to places you most probably find secondary school students in.example :
kettler > sells training equiptment like treadmills, cycling machine , weights, dumbells and stuff. i want the boxing ball!!! it has gloves together with it.and it only cost 81 bucks.that's cheap lor.i want a treadmill!!
aussino > some towel and bedsheets and stuff.nikki wanted to buy a towel so we went in to look.nothing much so we left.
john little > there's no like toys section there or anything..mostly adults clothing so it was a bit inappropriate..but we went in anyway.it was so SMALL.
ohwells.
where else?
the rest were normal.music junction, world of sports, golden village, molecule [ omg..that place was so cool. i loved the bean bag chairs.then there's this set of spoons/picks, they were soo cute..but it cost a bomb.so did the hourglass - like - clock which we thought was a a. kitchen timer b. piano meter thingy.]
that's about all...walked around alot.then i found a present for my mom.more like i liked the cd cover then i saw the songs inside before buying it.HAH. bah
tmr and thursday there's no school.envy ME.
but i plant ogo to the gym, ice -skating, maybe visit polly's house to see her hamsters .that's so extra.bah.
oh wells.gotta find a job and get ready for trainings.
my batt's loww....gotta go.
haha.and sending voice clips over msn is so fun!
ta.
Monday, October 10, 2005
bah
today's history sucked
i didn't know how to prove ' how reliable is source D in president suharto adopting the confrontation......' something like that.how the hell should i know.
and then the d&t. they just have to give those that i didn't study.which is almost EVERYTHING.
and then school was over.
played hockey with sheng under the hot hot sun.my ball kept not going into the post.sigh. oh and good thing they FINALLY trimmed the trees behind the basketball court. its all clean and sunny now (: and i won't be afraid to pick the ball up anymore.haha.
oh and sheng!!! : the school's pe room has our hockey cones!! i saw them mixed with the rest of the school cones the last time! that's where all our comes disappeared.but im still wondering what happened to the yellow flat ones.did we keep it inside the old old cupboard while packing the last time?
njc open house on 15 oct. i've got to go there at 8.30 am for the stupid talk.and then treat yu sheng to cotton candy, and pass the shirt to yun hui. go find sharon, hmmm...something like that planned for that day.oh wells.
tomorrow's the LAST paper!! maths! hope it isn't too hard. if not i'll freak and fail.HAH. < alliteration
lit. still lingers in my brain.
im gonna watch corpse bride!!!WAHAHA.envy me people!!! oh wells. there's nothing to envy me about.
TA.
today's history sucked
i didn't know how to prove ' how reliable is source D in president suharto adopting the confrontation......' something like that.how the hell should i know.
and then the d&t. they just have to give those that i didn't study.which is almost EVERYTHING.
and then school was over.
played hockey with sheng under the hot hot sun.my ball kept not going into the post.sigh. oh and good thing they FINALLY trimmed the trees behind the basketball court. its all clean and sunny now (: and i won't be afraid to pick the ball up anymore.haha.
oh and sheng!!! : the school's pe room has our hockey cones!! i saw them mixed with the rest of the school cones the last time! that's where all our comes disappeared.but im still wondering what happened to the yellow flat ones.did we keep it inside the old old cupboard while packing the last time?
njc open house on 15 oct. i've got to go there at 8.30 am for the stupid talk.and then treat yu sheng to cotton candy, and pass the shirt to yun hui. go find sharon, hmmm...something like that planned for that day.oh wells.
tomorrow's the LAST paper!! maths! hope it isn't too hard. if not i'll freak and fail.
lit. still lingers in my brain.
im gonna watch corpse bride!!!WAHAHA.envy me people!!! oh wells. there's nothing to envy me about.
TA.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
it's my mom's birthday to day.it doesn't feel like though.and i don't even know who's buying the cake.and last night's dinner.my mom paid for it. her OWN birthday dinner.well..my dad quit his jop coz of my aunt.and he's gonna try being an artist. i wonder how that'll turn out.
oh and there's a njc open house on 15 october. im suppose to go for the talk and school tour.oh wells.im gonna be sooo bored.somebody come with me!!!!
JING : you know the genting trip thing. i most prbably can go..asked my mom already.coz they're probably going TOO.around the same date. coz my brother has a taekwondo competition and he's gonna kick ass. hahaha.if we all happen to be there at the right time we ALL can go see my brother kick some ass.and face too.hahahhahaha..
although i somehow hot tired of piano lessons and quit after my third grade...i find the prospect of playing the anime songs interesting.at least my fingers are getting excersise other than typing on the keyboard all day long.they are nice songs that i get the scores off the internet.but i take really long to read the notes after many years of negligence.
topic of the day : we are approaching the end of the world.
my views:
hurricanes, earthquakes, tsunami(the product of earthquakes) ...they are all happening so frequently now.compared to the past.and it's all because of the human race.global warming and the greenhouse effect is destroying the world.and probably the one causing all these disasters.they'll just keep increasing and the damage will become worse.so that'll be the end when we can't do anything about it.
there it is.
oh and there's a njc open house on 15 october. im suppose to go for the talk and school tour.oh wells.im gonna be sooo bored.somebody come with me!!!!
JING : you know the genting trip thing. i most prbably can go..asked my mom already.coz they're probably going TOO.around the same date. coz my brother has a taekwondo competition and he's gonna kick ass. hahaha.if we all happen to be there at the right time we ALL can go see my brother kick some ass.and face too.hahahhahaha..
although i somehow hot tired of piano lessons and quit after my third grade...i find the prospect of playing the anime songs interesting.at least my fingers are getting excersise other than typing on the keyboard all day long.they are nice songs that i get the scores off the internet.but i take really long to read the notes after many years of negligence.
topic of the day : we are approaching the end of the world.
my views:
hurricanes, earthquakes, tsunami(the product of earthquakes) ...they are all happening so frequently now.compared to the past.and it's all because of the human race.global warming and the greenhouse effect is destroying the world.and probably the one causing all these disasters.they'll just keep increasing and the damage will become worse.so that'll be the end when we can't do anything about it.
there it is.
Friday, October 07, 2005
science sucked so ....oh wells..i can't add anymore alliterations to it.
sigh.i gained more weight.all because of the exams.
isn't it obvious.
and i was suppose to be doing a survey, where i was stuck with this girl for at least 30 mins. she was trying to persuade me to be a christian. not that i hate it..i'd rather be a free thinker...you know..free.
ah.im bored.like BORED.
and NOTHING.
sigh.i gained more weight.all because of the exams.
isn't it obvious.
and i was suppose to be doing a survey, where i was stuck with this girl for at least 30 mins. she was trying to persuade me to be a christian. not that i hate it..i'd rather be a free thinker...you know..free.
ah.im bored.like BORED.
and NOTHING.
Thursday, October 06, 2005
wah.the studious side of me has kicked in.i was actually studying lit. in school today.and took down notes.and the lit. paper is tmr.so is science.but i haven't even started on science.and i've got maths tuition tonight.AND i don't even have a science textbooks.its on my tablet.
i skipped dinner last night without realizing.it was such an everyday affair that i could actually miss it without going hungry.well.i was sleeping.but i fell asleep so early? like 7 or 8 plus? i didn't even have hockey.and i woke up at 1.45 am..and went back to sleep.i mean that's totally over-sleeping.but i didn't know i skipped dinner till my maid reminded me by giving me dinner chicken for lunch.well..i only ate one.the fried rice was over-whelming.
topic of the day : would you go for a guy who has a lovely 6-pack but a horrible face?
all these are totally random.but i guess most of them are about guys.don't ask me why.maybe i was inspired by diana's criteria /list for her boyfriend.
well..bettter start studying!!!!
i skipped dinner last night without realizing.it was such an everyday affair that i could actually miss it without going hungry.well.i was sleeping.but i fell asleep so early? like 7 or 8 plus? i didn't even have hockey.and i woke up at 1.45 am..and went back to sleep.i mean that's totally over-sleeping.but i didn't know i skipped dinner till my maid reminded me by giving me dinner chicken for lunch.well..i only ate one.the fried rice was over-whelming.
topic of the day : would you go for a guy who has a lovely 6-pack but a horrible face?
all these are totally random.but i guess most of them are about guys.don't ask me why.maybe i was inspired by diana's criteria /list for her boyfriend.
well..bettter start studying!!!!
Monday, October 03, 2005
hah.my brother's just in the next room and i can just shout over to him but apparently no....we're talking to each other through msn.well..it's not so bad compared to those who are that lazy that yhey use their handphones to call people in the next room.
i think im gonna start on something like ' topic of the day ' thing on my blog..thought of one while walking home today.it seemed really debatable.go comment on it.
topic of the day : do good bubble gum blowers make good kissers? ( or maybe more like french kissers )
*pouts*
everybody's STILL studying. it gets so annoying.seriously.i mean what's the point? you study, you forget, you go cry your sorry heart out that you're gonna fail the paper and should have studied harder.
and then it just ........................ok.forget it. all my posts have been about the exams.and people.studying.well.that's my point of view.i guess in their point of view...it's like
' i study hard.then i get good grades.then my mama will be proud of me. i get into good university like harvard and oxford, and i get scholarship too.then i grow up and become successful so that my mama will be prouder of me (: then i die rich and happy.'
oh forget it.
hm.another thing.observed from observing people in the canteen/my very boring life and free time.im a sociopath.oh yes..back to observation. your friends you hang out with make or break you.is that why i don't exactly have a particular group of friends in crescent? i just observe and talk to everyone.well almost.due to some hate group.yep.but i actually like being alone at my trusty corner of the class.next to my trusty class door.oh yes.and so i do not become or more like belong to any particular stereo typed clique.i shalll be myself .and so should you.not the sociopath part though.but you can if you want.
is anybody a masosadochistic person?that would be freaky.
hmm...that's al for you to think about today.OH WAIT>
one more.
why do parents bann you from attending training aka. your third life. aka. hockey. that is unfair and i would classify it under child abuse.by suppressing something your child loves to do and even scolding them/not allowing them to attend is unacceptable. they don't know the consequences involved. like children not having any other areas in which they can vent their frustrations and stresses.that's how they can actually lead a healthy and normal stress-free life ( which is almost impossible in singapore) .speaking of healthy and normal. hockey equals to exercise and pumping blood from the heart to the rest of the body.it keeps us fit and healthy and from becoming fat and overweight, but becoming slim and preeety like models ( possible.(: )
and then then they give unreasonable demands to allow us to continue.(not all ).but still.children may rebel more because you don't accept and support their choice f life.thus suicides and run-aways.
ok.now im done (:
i think im gonna start on something like ' topic of the day ' thing on my blog..thought of one while walking home today.it seemed really debatable.go comment on it.
topic of the day : do good bubble gum blowers make good kissers? ( or maybe more like french kissers )
*pouts*
everybody's STILL studying. it gets so annoying.seriously.i mean what's the point? you study, you forget, you go cry your sorry heart out that you're gonna fail the paper and should have studied harder.
and then it just ........................ok.forget it. all my posts have been about the exams.and people.studying.well.that's my point of view.i guess in their point of view...it's like
' i study hard.then i get good grades.then my mama will be proud of me. i get into good university like harvard and oxford, and i get scholarship too.then i grow up and become successful so that my mama will be prouder of me (: then i die rich and happy.'
oh forget it.
hm.another thing.observed from observing people in the canteen/my very boring life and free time.im a sociopath.oh yes..back to observation. your friends you hang out with make or break you.is that why i don't exactly have a particular group of friends in crescent? i just observe and talk to everyone.well almost.due to some hate group.yep.but i actually like being alone at my trusty corner of the class.next to my trusty class door.oh yes.and so i do not become or more like belong to any particular stereo typed clique.i shalll be myself .and so should you.not the sociopath part though.but you can if you want.
is anybody a masosadochistic person?that would be freaky.
hmm...that's al for you to think about today.OH WAIT>
one more.
why do parents bann you from attending training aka. your third life. aka. hockey. that is unfair and i would classify it under child abuse.by suppressing something your child loves to do and even scolding them/not allowing them to attend is unacceptable. they don't know the consequences involved. like children not having any other areas in which they can vent their frustrations and stresses.that's how they can actually lead a healthy and normal stress-free life ( which is almost impossible in singapore) .speaking of healthy and normal. hockey equals to exercise and pumping blood from the heart to the rest of the body.it keeps us fit and healthy and from becoming fat and overweight, but becoming slim and preeety like models ( possible.(: )
and then then they give unreasonable demands to allow us to continue.(not all ).but still.children may rebel more because you don't accept and support their choice f life.thus suicides and run-aways.
ok.now im done (:
Sunday, October 02, 2005
i ain't got much to blog about anymore.unless i suddenly went into this reflective mode...which always happens when my tablet isn't around, neither is my trusty pen and paper.but words will eventually pop into my head i guess.it'll just take a while.
sijing : twice a week blogging isn't enough for you? it's the exams now!!!haha..but i guess you know me well enough..there' s no exam period in my dictionary.but i actually feel obligued to blog - that is why i even blog.
and you're never online..sad.i can't crap about life anymore.oh wells.
list of reasons why i hate exams/ and why we shoud not have them :
1> people all get stuck up ' you know the exams are coming right?? we must study! ' . and they stop having fun.like exams will end they're life if they get bad results.i guess its just me...but they don't have to over so it like someone(s).
2> they stop going online/blogging/going out. and im left all alone to have fun.but one can't have fun alone.
3> CCA stops.that's the only thing from keeping me from growing fat/horizontally challenged.my stamina fades away..and then i have to work double hard to get it back after the exams.so whats the point of stopping it anyway?
4> it leaves people stressed /depressed. either they get into that condition because a) they study too hard for the exams to get good grades that they go crazy b ) they studied so hard, but forgot everything they revised during the paper and freak out, so after the paper they are worried about failing the paper hance the stress. c) they receive back their papers, and bad results = less freedom, punishment and angry parents (some might even encounter child abuse.)and to prevent that from happening...they become suicidal and that's how you increase the death rates of singapore.
5> i don't have the motivation to study - thus me doing badly is a high possibility.
6> it does not help anyone.but make students all competitive quote ' i got higher than you!haha..you're so dumb' .
7>and the government is cutting down more trees just to make paper for our exam questions.don't you know how much paper we are wasting ? take the number of students in singapore taking exams each year x the number of exams there are each year x the number of pages there are in 1 paper x the number of subjects there are.the numbers are huge.oh and plus the amount of notes teachers print out to give their students so that they will do well.and didn't the government say to SAVE TREES/PAPER.they're the ones setting the bad examples.
8 > stressing teachers and wasting they're time.teachers burn the midnight oil and waste their beauty sleep just trying to finish marking the exam papers by the deadline.teachers are humans to .humans have lives.some have kids.and husbands.and not everybody is so patient.isn't it one reason why singaporeans have such a low sex rate?and count the number of teachers there are in singapore.they make a difference too. teachers have sex too.except some i guess.but still.
9> parents become competitive/ typical singaporean kiasu.they force their child to study hard , buy them more assesment books so that they'll be the best in class during the exams.then when they're child does well...they'll start bragging to all their auntie friends who have children too...just to up their high-class-i-have-a-smart-child image.or the my-child-is-smarter-than-yours-look and become all bitchy.<>
that's all i have on my list for now.i'll update it when i think of something else.which i probably won't bother to.
well.have fun studying you wasting-your-life-studying-i-must-do-well-for-the-exam friends .don't bother to add me in your club.i shall study at my own pace.
sijing : twice a week blogging isn't enough for you? it's the exams now!!!haha..but i guess you know me well enough..there' s no exam period in my dictionary.but i actually feel obligued to blog - that is why i even blog.
and you're never online..sad.i can't crap about life anymore.oh wells.
list of reasons why i hate exams/ and why we shoud not have them :
1> people all get stuck up ' you know the exams are coming right?? we must study! ' . and they stop having fun.like exams will end they're life if they get bad results.i guess its just me...but they don't have to over so it like someone(s).
2> they stop going online/blogging/going out. and im left all alone to have fun.but one can't have fun alone.
3> CCA stops.that's the only thing from keeping me from growing fat/horizontally challenged.my stamina fades away..and then i have to work double hard to get it back after the exams.so whats the point of stopping it anyway?
4> it leaves people stressed /depressed. either they get into that condition because a) they study too hard for the exams to get good grades that they go crazy b ) they studied so hard, but forgot everything they revised during the paper and freak out, so after the paper they are worried about failing the paper hance the stress. c) they receive back their papers, and bad results = less freedom, punishment and angry parents (some might even encounter child abuse.)and to prevent that from happening...they become suicidal and that's how you increase the death rates of singapore.
5> i don't have the motivation to study - thus me doing badly is a high possibility.
6> it does not help anyone.but make students all competitive quote ' i got higher than you!haha..you're so dumb' .
7>and the government is cutting down more trees just to make paper for our exam questions.don't you know how much paper we are wasting ? take the number of students in singapore taking exams each year x the number of exams there are each year x the number of pages there are in 1 paper x the number of subjects there are.the numbers are huge.oh and plus the amount of notes teachers print out to give their students so that they will do well.and didn't the government say to SAVE TREES/PAPER.they're the ones setting the bad examples.
8 > stressing teachers and wasting they're time.teachers burn the midnight oil and waste their beauty sleep just trying to finish marking the exam papers by the deadline.teachers are humans to .humans have lives.some have kids.and husbands.and not everybody is so patient.isn't it one reason why singaporeans have such a low sex rate?and count the number of teachers there are in singapore.they make a difference too. teachers have sex too.except some i guess.but still.
9> parents become competitive/ typical singaporean kiasu.they force their child to study hard , buy them more assesment books so that they'll be the best in class during the exams.then when they're child does well...they'll start bragging to all their auntie friends who have children too...just to up their high-class-i-have-a-smart-child image.or the my-child-is-smarter-than-yours-look and become all bitchy.<>
that's all i have on my list for now.i'll update it when i think of something else.which i probably won't bother to.
well.have fun studying you wasting-your-life-studying-i-must-do-well-for-the-exam friends .don't bother to add me in your club.i shall study at my own pace.
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