i turned 15 yesterday. not a big celebration. its like minute compared to the other years , and caryn thinks so too. but with this little people, i think it can be enjoyable too.and family isn't so bad either.i just wonder why teen angst always make people dislike their family and put them in bad light..its just the family will always be with you forever.till they die at least. but i did once hate my family. i was barely tolerating their behavior. but if i can tolerate some of my worst friends' behaviors, then why can i not put up with more?i guess there's so much to one's tolerance.im just too nice.really.

anyway.trainings have been cut down to twice a week, my knee will seriously ache more.oh and swimming was actually tiring...and i got to bathe and eat(: fundraising for floorball has gone quite well.swedish meatballs and smores and other stuff we cut from the list.hockey fundraising's starting next week selling mini cornettos and mini magnums. homework is starting to come in slowly.

yesterday.received many smsed birthday wishes.how sweet.it was crescent's AAD as well..so went down at noon. gadis, melody, crystal, puisheen, sijing, nanthini, vanitha, bernette, sue wei, rachellau, hockey juniors, nadrah,yu sheng, christine, adilah...the few of the many faces i saw. exchanged presents with christine...played softball with the softballers, made hockey keychains, and be late for my meeting with val.cui was even later than me.lunch of mosburger's ebi rice burger(: went to see the the lakehouse[the ultimate dream house.and only if it would be reality that you could meet a hunk whom is two years in the past] we got front row seats.how wonderful.keanu reeves had two earholes on his left ear when he kissed sandra bullock. was he supposed to have the earholes for the movie?HAH.ben and jerry's after that...even though we were already freezing from the theater.triple scoop XD tessa joined us after that and we went to get CAKE ..from SWENSONS (: what a happy happy ice cream day. too bad my yoga mat was sold out from plaza sing. tessa's getting it another time then. we headed back to my place and cui had to go off...aww. reached home and we watched high school musical ..second half. and sue came! DINNER...wahaha.had tons of food..literally ate till i was stuffed. it was all my favourite foods.except the curry. grilled pork meat, onion duck, chicken wings, veg, noodles, rice.can't remember other dishes if there were anymore. cake just made my stomach bloat up like crap...it was worth it though. mango tango! and they went back.and i went to bathe and sleep. i don't need the presents.although they'll just add on to my joy.but that shall not influence my thoughts on how little kids elsewhere don't even get to celebrate their birthdays like me. and to those who missed my birthday...you missed out.HAH.

woke up with a tummy ache haha.cos i ate too much.consequences....
here's my cake:

envy me (:

i want to thank the nj hockey girls team 2006 for the wonderful after training treat and my lovely rice cooker (: we had a great time didn't we? and well..a person can be quite blur on their birthdays...being oblivious and innocently gullible to everything. well...hope we'll win next year's a divs!

bad day.
boring lessons
dad's car window got smashed by an idiot who wanted a cashcard with $50 in it.
tuition
jamming session which wasn't very productive
still have no time to do my homework

3rd placing in floorball nats brought me high. but no, we still don't get it as a cca and prize presentation has to wait.after a month long of floorball training, the kampong team has emerged. we beat MI for 3rd placing through penalty.got thrashed by yjc though.but i really think we were damn lucky.the memories will stay forever although it floorball has thrashed my hockey skills. alvin and bin bin were the best!THANKS!i'll never forget you guys.

first week of school and i've been skipping like 2 days of lessons.teachers have changed, everything's different now. and i realized i can't even catch up with the rest of my classmates.dang.oh and swimming lesson's dumb so far. cos i didn't get to swim much and it was a bad weather day.i like swimming, but not swimming lessons.and i need my sleep.

from jan to april..i average of 7.5 posts a month. from may to june.i average of 3.5 posts a month. and isnt' june supposed to be my holiday?
anyway, obs: shackleton: min ying, leejing, denise, chun meng, dan ni, charvie, chenchel, anushka, estella,wen loong, eugene, jia sheng, wan yun, bee him, pamela.instructor: angela
day one: grouping,bonding, pitching tent, horrible dinner of (uncooked rice with baby corn and brine) luncheon meat, bakebeans, sardines etc.) basically preparing for sea expedition. there was belaying exercises and trust activity. sleeping that night did not come easy.in a bloody hot tent.
day two: mini trekking to some alpine rescue place to do an activity. they gave us an hour to complete it...bringing along a stretcher across an elementwith all our bottles in it. we did it with a few minutes overtime.but after that was already preparation for the next campsite, and learning how to capsize.which sucked.i was wearing contacts, i lost a bottle while capping, and i have an allergic reaction to sea water.there was tons of sandflys at the beach.and the sleeping on the campsite ground is sleeping onn stones.and we have to wake up in the middle of the night to do patrol.
day three: morning had to wake up early, little breakfast, cleaning up the toilet which some people had to shit inconsiderately, and setting off to kayak late.around ubin wasn't so bad.me and denise were leading most of the time.lunch was on the kayak.and eating salty food isn't very nice.oh wells..we finished kayaking to the next campsite, pitch tents, went for quarry dip. then got ready for dinner.changed out, had quite a good dinner i could say, and not very good sleep.
day four : morning, was late like always, had the water craft activity which we weren't successful in, and trekked back to camp two after that.first to reach, that was good.and then had rock climibing. i can't tell you how weak i was.after that was dinner! dinner was GREAT.haha.and we had supper too!
day five: washed everything, packed the store, had bonding, bought t shirts, went back home.

youthday: went out with shackleton to plaza sing and the new cathay's ben and jerry.the ambience there rocked.we had fun.this fashion isn't that auntie..and it has cheap clothes.

enricment week went fine.and it had to rain when i went for wakeboarding.and thus i didn't bloody get to wakeboard.inline skating was fun.especially roller hockey.hahah.floorball clinic was fun.and power98's school invasion was quite interesting too, with ronin performing rock. oh and floorball comp: we lost to MI 4-2.and i forgot to go for tuition again.how nice.and floorball has made my hockey suck. today's friendly i played like crap. and skipped combined schools trials cos i knew i wouldn't get in anyway. had floorball training, and alvin didn't come till it was over, so did karen's brother.he looked like a canoeist more than a floorballer.random stuff.

gotta do math and book review within 24 hours.bye.school's bloody starting again.