Friday, March 02, 2007

March fact : march used to be the first month of the year. i heard it on the radio and realised then that another fact i read made sense after that.

february 29th, it happens only once in four years right, and why is there an extra day in the second month and not like and the end of the year? well, february 29th IS the end of the year in the past, because march was first!

the fact was : a calendar year is exactly 365days, 5 hours, 48 mins and 46s . so, every four years, the 5hours 48 mins and 46s make up a day - february 29th!

happy feb 29th fuji syuusuke! even though its not this year, happy feb 28th + 17hours plus.

and btw, if a calender year is as the statistics, february 29th would only be 23 hours, 15min and 4 sec. long as the extra time from the four years do not add up to 24 hours.
am i that anti-social? looking through photos, i realise that im not exactly appearing in them very much. i like photos, but most of them not of people. we took a MBTI personality test and guess what :
' quiet, serious, earn success by thoroughness and dependability. Practical, matter-of-fact, realistic, and responsible. Decide logically what should be done and work toward it steadily, regardless of distractions. Takes pleasure in making everything orderly and organized - their work, their home, their life. Values tradition s and loyalty'

i guess for the most part it is true, except for the 'regardless of distractions' part. i started reading a novel 4 days before my assessment week, and here i am watching upcoming movie trailers and blogging when i should be studyoing my chem and physics. back to being anti-social. i have long accepted the fact that i am one, and rather stand out than get squashed in the crowd. isn't that why i'd rather be the one offending people with my 'matter-of factly' attitude than please them? pleasing people is just so much trouble. but some people go out of their way to please people, and i do do that.at times. if i don't do it to you, then you know that you are either on my black list or just an aquaintance. teachers in school keep telling you how important reflections and we are to write reflections for something we did wrong, and when we think of doing reflections, we think of 'we should be sorry of our actions'. but lots of people reflect. by blogging, some people are actually reflecting on their day, their emotions, while some others are just typing crap. i reflect everyday, and that causes me to stone and waste much time. so would it be better to just sit around and reflect or stop reflecting and use the time to do more important things, time which i can use to complete projects which i started on or even think of starting.i procrastinate. too much. and even though i tell myself to just do it and get over with. sometimes there are people i don't exactly get along with, but still treat them better than others. probably because they quote from wen loong and gang ' dare to be different'. its good to be different. isnt' that why people hate it when they are being copied, or imitated?

irony : people want to be different yet the same. different such that they can stand out as an individual,not as a clone, not as a shadow. the same out of insecurities of the fear of being alone. i know some of my strengths and weaknesses and try to change them, but with minimal effort. i don't like trouble and that could be counted as a weakness, and a strength at the same time. i'm blabbering off like some demented teen with social issues and i don't know if its a strength or a weakness so im just going to stop right here.

nope. not yet. i do miss some people. like they say 'you don't know good it is till its gone.' i am no cold-hard bitch. just a logical, matter of factly girl, who rather think than produce facial expressions.do keep in touch.