Yogplait's original creamy vanilla yoghurt is just too addictive. i've taken three servings of it within the last 24 hours, and my tummy's been quite active ever since, with three different live bacteria churning about inside.

quizzes.

STABBED by travis.

The rules:
Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 guys to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.-used to-
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look. -at times-
I am usually pessimistic.-or realistic if you put it in a nice way-
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!! -five days ago-
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. -for drinking-
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes. -farouq thinks its freaky-
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.-usually-
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.-my best friends(: -
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie

STABS 

1. valerie

2. anne

3. felix

4. christine

5. you who just read it.

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TAGGED by val.

My Top 5 Most Favorite Foods;
1.Shokudo's japanese pasta -tomato cream sauce-

2. Creme caramel custards

3. Whisk Bakery's cakes & muffins.

4. Famous Amos's double chocolate chip cookies

5. Cafe Cartel's New York cheesecake 

10 Things I Love Doing;
1. Eating.

2. Playing full-pitch hockey matches.

3. Going out with people i love.

4. Baking new/favourite tried-and-tested recipes

5. Cooking.

6. Making stuff.

7. Reading nice books.

8. Reminescence-ing in good memories. 

9. Sleeping.

10. Indulgence.

Things I Love Doing When I'm EMO;
1. Shopping therapy.

2. Be alone.

3. Wish someone was beside me.

4. Sleep.

5. Eat nice stuff.

5 Things I Love Doing When I'm Happy;
1. Eat nice desserts.

2. Go shopping.

3. Talk to friends.

4. Bake

5. Start on my various projects.

5 Things I Wish To Happen;
1. I'll be a successful, happy pattisier or hotel manager.

2. Be next year's National Champions.

3. For me to balance my time well between studies, CCA and personal activities.

4. Be a better person.

5. Be with someone.

My Top 5 Most Addicted songs;

1. The Call by Regina Spektor

2. Rule the World by Take that

3. A little pain by Olivia inspired' Reira

4. Beautiful Love by The Afters

5. Hana Kimi JDrama opening by Orange Range

TAG

you,you,you,her & him.

i slept the day away. woke at 10 plus, slept again at 2, woke at 6 plus in the evening. what a pig. 

the past week has been eventful. training in the first half, slacking in the second half. 

sunday night i was busy counting, resulting in an hour's sleep for monday morning's killer training. i would say that i had a near-death experience, when my hyperventilating didn't stop after a period of time like it usually does. this time, probably due to the lack of sleep and fatigue, my body wasn't receiving enough blood around the limbs, something like anemia, that's what it felt like. pins and needles at my fingertips and feet constantly for half an hour i assumed,and each movement feeling like the muscles are about to cramp up anytime, is not an experience i would like to try again. if george is right, about 50% being in the mind, then i would probably attribute my current hyperventilations to fear. fear of my knees buckling to the point of no return, fear of dying from hyperventilating, fear of fainting, fear of never being able to catch up in fitness, fear of not being able to lead the team, fear of not winning anything next year. 

the plan for monday after training was to have lunch in school with everyone, wait for the delivery of hockey balls, go home and regain lost sleep, pack for the next day's camp and chalet, then bring the necessities over to central green before sleeping again. plans were changed from lunch, when everyone went chinatown to eat, i ate lunch in school, derek stayed with me to wait for ball delivery, and as usual it was late.  went home to slack, but surprisingly didn't fall right asleep. a message came, which changed well, the rest of monday. did minimal packing, and minimal sleep. maybe it was just emotions resurfacing, i felt more alive. i was just on time, despite the hassle that went on before i left the house. body of lies is supposedly good according to the ratings, but i had a little trouble concentrating on the movie thus i can't comment too much on it. dinner, a stroll, a walk home.we parted, with some things are just left unsaid. as the lift reached my floor, my dad was just standing outside the lift. talk about great timing and coincidence.

tuesday morning was the ever rare NJ pitch trainings, followed by a scheduled day camp. a 20 minute run requested by the coach the day before started at 8am, to which the senior's annoyance, 'a waste of pitch time to be used running AROUND the pitch'. despite that, the rest of training was just drills. continuously. my mouth was parched. little primary school kids raiding the pitch annoyed me. the walk to adam road food centre was lethargicly slow. lunch was critisized by ever-healthy ex-captain which led us to be a little more aware of our future eating habits. the walk back to school was overrun by taking the bus. and from then on, 'what schedule??' camp consisted of bridge and asshole daidee. maybe a little charades, barefoot soccer from me, and short corner practiced by the guys. gateclimbing was once again practiced, and the three-persons sleepover in a three-bedroom empty apartment started.

wednesday morning. testimonial match. what meant to be a fun, relaxing match against the seniors was turned into a sunburnt nightmare.the arrival of george five minutes before the games started led to about 14 times 100 yard sprints up and down the pitch. need i say my body still rejects these runs in the form of hyperventilating and ankle soreness? the games started half an hour behind schedule, guys, then girls. with the current pathetic numbers, we played a five-a-side half pitch game with the help of opy joining our side. 20 minutes of running up and down plus the previous runs resulted in 10 exhausted girls. the guys played their second half(which meant to be a mixed senior girls and guys vs junior girls and guys) when our pitch booking time was up. i wanted the experience of playing a fullpitch match again, and subbed senior justin somewhere between a quarter to half of the game. it was junior guys plus george vs senior guys plus senior-senior-senior guys. and so the junior girls became the subs for the senior team, with the whole left side and centre half eventually being girls. by 11 am we stopped, with the Sun having no mercy on the players running around on the green continuously under the whim of a coach. there is no point in announcing results for such a game right? it took close to more than an hour to recover, bathe before getting out of CCAB to adjourn for lunch at tiong bahru plaza. people we met and played with a few hours before started showing up at the door  for the 'chalet' at central green, with eventually majority of the people falling asleep on beds, floors and couches. chalet activities ensued, mostly mahjong, cards,taboo and domination of the laptop by the alumni trio - playing marvel vs capcom streetfighters. dinner arrived, yum. presents were presented, juniors left on their exploration trip, with me too lazy to step out hung around the house with seniors slowly turning red. escape to the poolside and garden was a temporary relief. juniors back from exploration trip, seniors were beet-red. alumni trio left, with some senior guys taking over the streetfighting. i joined the seniors only when my niche game was played. which ex-gymnast wouldn't covert a game of twister? team girls vs team guys led to me vs felix. that was a draw game, and although everyone commented on or game being the most complicated, i can't comment much on it since i was pretty comfortable stretching my muscle aches on the floor and i can't exactly look at myself as a third party's view. the end of twister meant knock out for the juniors into the rooms, and seniors watching gossip girl season 2 which i happened to have transferred onto my brother's laptop. i myself knockedout at i'm guessing 3 hours into thursday.

woke early enough at 8am, had a triple breakfast of peanut butter sandwich, nuggets and cornflakes in milk. my long lost skill at mahjong was revived, followed by triple deck asshole daidee on the floor with everyone.its one of the few times i could call myself  rather than other people an asshole. lunch at kopitiam again, before a little more grocery shopping, and back to the apartment for a 3 hour afternoon nap? swimming plans were postphoned plus circumstances forbid me to, metal slug ensued, then dinner was cooked. post-dinner was watching derek and travis swim, then gossip talk by the jacuzzi. i took a short nap by the poolside as people went to wash up, then the nap continued as norman bathed and the rest played metal slug. some miscommunication meant the excursion to mr teh tarik started only on friday, close to 2am.

midnight snacking of prata, then went back to find liu sprawled asleep on the sofa after watching vampire knight episode 10. me and norman had a worms armageddon showdown till 5, before a very short, frequently interrupted sleep till 10am.breakfast was needed for the following house clean up, before my parents came to chase us out, to bring me or rather my mom to the picard bag sale. oh did i mention there was lots of alchohol left in the fridge and we did have a little taste of the frozen shot glasses before my parents arrived. back to bag sale. got a nice long wallet with a zebra horse printed on the cover. went home to get ready to turn into cuitian's supporter for SPstar. i made stace wait, but the concert was pretty draggy.contestants - some sang great, some went off-key. some only pleased me with the choice of songs. me and stace decided not to watch the second half after the refreshments which was just prize giving and a lucky draw, and so we went for our dinner date at city hall. Shokudo japanese pasta. a new favourite restaurant of mine now. great tasting pasta, with student meals available even on friday nights. cute waiter with really nice hair was a plus point, all only for 10 bucks including GST. somehow the food was great enough that my dream last night, surprise surprise, was that me, stace and cui went back to shokudo to eat pasta (:

typing makes me hungry. and if you've read every word till here, you're either a stalker of mine, or just plain free.

need i say i'm thinking of you each time i'm alone? 

hockey chalet's over, details....can be found here tomorrow, or a summary from travis's blog.

i've got a horrible face now, with a right swollen eyelid and peeling sunburnt skin.

i got stabbed by travis, and tagged by val.

i just got back from a date with stacey just now, and dinner was stomach-explodingly full but great. i owe the fried chickens that came with my pasta two hundred and fifty sit-ups.

i need to sleep. tomorrow is blogging day.

a bad start to the day was rewarded with a good end.

good memories that i'll cherish. i just have to thank you for that no matter how brief it was. it was a rather silent roller coaster ride, but i can't wait to ride it again.thanks. for leaving me with sweet dreams.

raffles was nice. supposedly the brand itself should give the pressure, but the atmosphere was pretty relaxed, no vulgarities, no shouting, well, talking was done nicely. even the people were nice. i guess the smaller size of 20 tables as compared to 60 and over a hundred, is comfortable. plus, it was pretty slack as i was partnered with an experienced person, and she was really good at her job and taught me lots of good stuff (: of the three different hotels, they just seem to get better and better, at the same time, an increasing number of people assuming that i'm malay. haha. oh, and somehow today, for once in my life i actually enjoyed speaking chinese! to my partner that is, the currently school going poly student.

my aspiration to go in the service sector was doubted since i started the jobs. it really isn't what i had imagined, plus being a hotel manager, seems so much MUCH more than it is. even just f&b manager, or event coordinator. the job's like WOW, as compared to a mere waiter or waitress.exciting experiences everyday though!

time to sleep is what i need.

F-ing asshole. I just want to list out all the bloody mistakes and useless shit my partner was today. Hello, he's been working here a whole bloody week, while it was my first time there, and he screws up SO BAD, I GET DRAGGED IN AND GOTTA COVER HIS ASS FOR HIM. I CAN BLOODY CARRY A OVAL TRAY HEAVIER THAN HIS,  AND I HAD TO RUN BACK AND FORTH.I'M THE ONE DOING MOST OF THE CLEARING AND SERVING, HE'S JUST BLOODY SLOW SHIT. 

It's 11.40 on the train, its CROWDED. Pissy. Even commuters are pissing me off, as i happen to be on the carriage without any seats, so people are sitting on the floor.

I need a foot massage really badly.

-21st november 2008, 11.40pm

...yada yada yada. just had to blow off some steam just now.

i was probably just really pissed and tired from training in the morning. the nice philipino person and the wu hong-similar-looking guy from ngee ann poly guy and the manager guy salvaged my day working there after the banquet. i so prefer folding napkins.

i hope raffles is better.

i survived. my first day and part-time job number 2. 5 hours later, my feet's killing me and got a little headache from gelled-up-hair-in-a-bun. but i thought the job's pretty interesting despite the stigma of it being the [quoting my trainer] ' worst job you could ever get into to make money'. it may be demanding, having really strict supervisors, and i seem to need memory space for this job too. need to improve my social/communication skills, and, my endurance for standing in court shoes for long hours.

and then there was the cute guy (: same name as nicolle's sec 1 crush, and he's nice, good at his job too! haha. he was serving two tables away from me. oh wells. hope i get to see him again (:

time for my bath, foot soak and then sleep, before killer training starts again.

i just got home about 20 mins ago, and should be really REALLY sleepy, but surprisingly i'm not. so here's to pass the time while i wait to fall asleep. maybe the nap in the cab helped keep me more or less awake right now.

before i slumber off into the recuperative sleep i need which i have been so deprived of, plus the fast that i had really tough training yesterday morning, i need to sort my own body out.

one, i didn't sleep on tuesday night cause of work, and so i came to training pretty sleepily. the 20 mins of runs and sprints were the most tiring, but eventually, as training goes on, i felt more awake and alive though my body was crying out 'TIRED! GO REST! GO SIT DOWN!' i guess that's when the high kicks in from not sleeping. lunch, nice long chat with nice people. pushing back my day-time sleep. and then off to work again. somehow when i do concentrate, i just automatically stay awake.

oh wells. busy busy busy. can't wait for later this evening. so exciting. waitressing(:

time just flies when you're busy and occupied. camp and chalet's next week and i haven't prepared a thing :/ and the work and things to do keep piling on although ii'm already not sleeping. could thank saiunkoku monogatari for taking up the remaining free time (:

forgot to mention i have to thank liu for that 40GB worth of anime currently residing in my harddisk, and a whole big stack of VCDs and DVDs of again, anime. i don't know if i'll ever finish watching it, and it's BARELY a quarter of what she has on her computer. have fun at YLTC anyway!

training today had our new coach - mr george edwards.he's strict, he pushes us to the limits, and he loves to boast about his primary school kids. i guess its a form of motivation, but his training push me to the point i thought my heart was going to stop. hyperventilated again ( about the fourth this year? and the last three happening within the last month, only during PTs too). i don't know if its mental, because i can't believe  that i'm that week, or that my lungs are that small. i'm wondering if the lack of sleep may cause one's body to slow down in recovery and functioning speed. well, i'm partially glad that we've got such a motivational coach, and i do hope we'll acheive something next year.

'I train champions.  You must want to achieve being a champion.'

and then on my way home, the bus was so cold, it made me think about jackets, and the jacket's i've lost so far. all were my favourites, one red windbreaker in primary school, my sports gym kappa jacket in secondary school, and recently my yellow floral jacket my mom bought from australia for me ): and so the following poster is in vain hope of recovering them. they say three time's the charm, i really hope i don't lose anymore.

MISSING

what: KAPPA black/bronze striped jacket 

size: XS

last seen: at the end of 2005, don't even remember how i lost it, it just disappeared into thin air. if i did lend it to someone and it hasn't been returned, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE return it?

what: yellow printed floral jacket with white sleeves

size: s/free size

last seen: in june  2008, on my way to school, it probably dropped on the bus travelling from newton to njc, bus headed for bukit panjang i think.

photos.

yesterday's trip to suntec, popular's bookfest, the BOOK that i wanted to buy but was out of my budget. and then the preeeeetty boxes sold at harris cost a bomb with velvet floral designs on them. lastly, the really cool expensive mugs, also from harris (:

________________________

Cute HCI gym boy on the bus. Made me remember the past which i am not part of now.then there was the dream to achieve, but nothing was produced except great memories.  

-1.30pm

shopping outing with kris again. supposedly to popular's bookfest in suntec, but the prices weren't really slashed, so we didn't get any books. the recipe books were SOOO tempting :/ but i only thought the HUGE-GANTIC $80++ books were the those worth buying (: i bought $8 in-ear earphones which were totally worth its price, better than my current $17 ones. and a VCD at $5. wanted to buy twister the game (since its so fun and brings back great memories)buttttt, stupid queue was thousands of people looooooooooong. so me and kris just trooped off to carrefour to buy twister there instead.....at the same price as what bookfest was selling at (and it did say special price...). yay yay! oh oh, we did check out the food safari foodfair happening jus below the foodfest too, SUPER crowded. me and kris no like crowds. but for the food, we'll endure it. singaporeans are true-blue foodies.we got j.co donuts, iced chocolate and a SPICY chicken kebab wrap thingy ($5 is still a little overpriced) which was good, but put my mouth on fire. 

shopping with kris = i spend most of the money, she doesn't. haha. suntec is full of pretty pretty stuffs i keep wanting to buy, but have to be restrained by my wallet and probably-not-ever-gonna-use-it mentality inherited from my mommy.

since travis didn't impose on anyone to do the quiz, i'll just volunteer since i'm bored XD

1. Do people treat you like a side dish?
uh, i don't think so.but being a side dish at times is preferable.

2. What's your favourite activity?
having fun in my own way, which can include being alone to being in a mass of friends.

3. What's your favourite level in your whole life so far?
primary 6. those were the days.

4. What kind of boyfriend or girlfriend do you want ?
one that i can like, or love even.

5. Is there somebody in your heart right now ?
i wonder.

6. Do you believe that you can survive without money ?
if i really have to, most probably yea. i pretty like jungle survival (:

7. Are you afraid of pain ?

definately, but its how much i can endure it. but fear is always present.

8. What do you feel like doing now ?
finishing my dress, taking my bath.

9. If there is someone you love , will you confess to him or her ?
i'll wait.time is of the essence.

10. List 5 things about people that you dislike

- insensitivity (guilty of that myself)

- no sense of common-sense.

- complaining about trivial stuff

- bitching about people

- unaware-ness of surroundings.

11. Why are you so anti-social sometimes ?
being alone brings more peace, inconvenience, no interest, keeps my blood pressure stable.

12. What's the brand of your mouse?
travelpac.

13. If you have a chance to be rich or happy , which one will you choose ?
happiness brings joy.

14. If you have the chance , which part of your character would you like to change?
undecisiveness/ lack of discipline.

15. If you are unhappy , what will you do ?
 play hockey, be mean to people. bake, eat, sleep.

16. Which country do you like the most ?
the sunny little island that rains in november.

17. Which is your favourite CCAs ?
artistic gymnastics, field hockey. and if i could have joined - art club, dance.

18 . Favourite Instrument?
my mp3 player.

19. What is the thing that you hate most about your stead?

i'm not exactly doing what i enjoy as i'm not on the path i want to be on, yet.

Total of 8 randomly picked out peoples tagged to do these quiz:

you, you, you, you, you, you, you and you.

i want a man to laugh, love, and linger on.

i survived (:

the sun has risen. i haven't slept. i'm hungry. and i have training in 8 hours time.

cashmere mafia

watched the first three episodes the day before its official screening on channel five, its the new desperate housewives. all the bitchiness, on top of teenage bitches on gossip girl, i'm really having a good time.

with the right training and trainer, waitressing sounds so much more fun and interesting than before, despite the meticulous details that have to be paid attention too. it makes me impatient that i can't start right away, with the next two weeks of my schedule almost completely booked. i really shouldn't judge a books by its cover. i was just judging the outside without getting to know the inside yet. am i a judgemental person? it only got better tonight. and from regret, it turned into anticipation, which i am so glad for (:

i believe in myself. i ran 4.8km = 12 rounds around the track and i didn't give up even when i thought of many many many many times. endurance, determination. and now i've got aching muscles. i'm glad for a coach that is willing as well as able to push us on, although half of me still dreads it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACEY.

today was great food, fun and shoe-window shopping!though short, i think we had a great time (:

$200 shoes have drowned the urge to buy my $40 shoes.

CLUB 21 Bazaar. dragged cui along, but we didn't get anything. nothing much nice to catch our fancy, and even 80% discounts were still weren't worth it. (we don't even go for the original 100/thousand dollar price tags)

oh and kris and i have identical court shoes! haha.

a few hours later...something was born (:

if anybody wants to buy it, i might consider selling it at about 8-10 bucks?contact me!

pamela's totally microwaved MAC AND  THREE CHEESES!

for rehabilitation purposes.due to the following self-shopping trip today.

Nice boots and shoes from Marks and Spencers, with a really nice price  tag too.140. The shoes were 80. I was very tempted to buy from DMX. Nice heels for only 40, but the heel was a little high. Bata had nice court shoes too.and sandles. I'm so glad i managed to resist buying anything so far.don't want to regret buying like the last shopping trip.

-2pm

For a 70 dollar dress, the sewing and material wasn't very nice. It didn't even hold up.

the dress looked so much nicer on the hanger than on me.

-2.30pm

I want to slap myself. For spending so much at spotlight. Shopping therapy turned shopping depression.i think me buying food is a cheaper alternative to other stuff.

-4pm

hang in there christine!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI JING [stitch]!

hope you enjoyed yesterday even with training (: and don't let the chocolate get mouldy! stuff them all down XD it was nice seeing all of you again yesterday, and i can't wait for next week's pool party (:

food, fun,friends, shopping, just walking around was nice enough. although i did miss new york new york, pretzel and the chocolate cake was good (though overwhelming eating that much alone. probably explains the bulge i have on my middrift now).

need i announce to the whole world, PROJECT bloody WORK IS FINALLY OVER. the feeling of euphoria after totally just drowned out any doubts of the presentation mistakes or the answering of killjoy questions. now. time to delegate time to baking, sewing, my job ,training, and not very pleasurably, homework.

wish me luck.

and wait for me!

aaaahhhh. i just had to remind myself of the kind of guys that just made me swoon so far. (:

Hiraoka Yuta as Yuki Akio (First Kiss)

Yamashita Tomohisa as Kusano Akira (Nobuta wo Produce)

Mizushima Hiro as Asamoto Soushi (Zettai Kareshi) or Nanba-sempai (Hana Kimi)

Matsumoto Jun as Doumyoji Tsukasa (Hana Yori Dango) or Sawada Shin(Gokusen)

Matsuda Shota as Nishikado Soujiro (Hana Yori Dango)

Nishikido Ryo as Asou Haruto (One litre of tears) or Sousuke Oikawa (Last friends)<--hated him here.

Fujiki Naohito as Mizuno Hiroshi(One litre of Tears) or forgot-his-character-name (Hana Yori Dango Final)

fangirling

Yuki-sensei, why must you have that pretty face and look so fragile all the time? plus your profession, and all things you, just had to make me remember. a charming face to swoon over, a personality too nice to ignore, just a guy to make any girl dream of. including me. and i just need the reality version of you. the unforgettable first date.

swimming in the rain.

it was nice.

relaxing.

quiet.

but also dumb.

and the nasal passage throws tantrums.

today so did not go according to plan.but it was pretty interesting. and different i would say.

although i some there is a small amount of regret in some actions. lets take a step at a time.

crap i'm falling asleep on my chair.

-12.38am

the weather's shit hot and humid, even when the sun's down. just the thing a 1am bath can cure. for 15 minutes. and then i'm sweating through my shirt again.

today/yesterday. 

1) morning PT. constricted sick lungs meant constricted training. and the 4 rounds warm up seemed fast, but in reality, it was SLOW.

2) training right after PT (ok, it still took us an extra half an hour to get onto the D). Sun was shit hot.so we had frequent rather LONG breaks under the shade, and i guess everyone was too shacked by morning's PT to even move during training, so it was pretty slow moving and i would say not very productive. not what i expect from trainings at all. even if the sun's hot. 

technically, it was 10am-12pm. shit timing. fried my brains out [this is a VERY important point]. had a headache during training, which was probably why i allowed the relaxed training. i need to be stricter. 

3) i intended to go NUM shopping with the cest la vie vouchers after bathing after training, and probably spend 20-30 bucks on something nice, then go home and sleep. BUT NO. reality is never like  you imagined it to be. A call, and my day's plan changed. I got a job! like yay! the working hours i was assigned to sucks, pay's average, but its take it or leave it. better than nothing. sleeping hours are going to be my working hours in a few week's time.

4) i did go to NUM ALONE after that. the surprise was, i didn't know the stuff there are never under 40 bucks. stuff were not bad, but seriously? OVERPRICED. and i do believe that NUM really hires really good staff(although the good-looking males aren't really the working point), or the Sun from the afternoon really did fry my brains dry to make me pay 60 bucks for a singlet WITH a discount voucher too.grr. it better last me the next 1243783 years, or i cannot grow anymore if not i won't fit in it. (if gymnastics was in a nice colour than hockey was, i wouldn't have minded so much)

5)  went home to prepare for my mom's BBQ that night, and spontaneously invited kris to join. my only guest. haha. it was meant to be a night of me helping my dad BBQ, serving food to office working adults who just talk crap all night long, and me carrying stuff and doing sai gang around. but with kris, i was able to skip most of the barbequeing and socialising with aunties. we had a nice long talk on the swing, with Sheridan's Irish coffee/ coffee-layered liqueur  to lossen tongues. fell asleep for awhile by the poolside on the lounge chairs, then went back to the apartment to screams and shrieks which i couldn't stand for more than 10 mins. and so i left. and kris left. and it was Home Alone Part 2 starring Pamela Chua

-1.41am