cashmere mafia

watched the first three episodes the day before its official screening on channel five, its the new desperate housewives. all the bitchiness, on top of teenage bitches on gossip girl, i'm really having a good time.

with the right training and trainer, waitressing sounds so much more fun and interesting than before, despite the meticulous details that have to be paid attention too. it makes me impatient that i can't start right away, with the next two weeks of my schedule almost completely booked. i really shouldn't judge a books by its cover. i was just judging the outside without getting to know the inside yet. am i a judgemental person? it only got better tonight. and from regret, it turned into anticipation, which i am so glad for (:

i believe in myself. i ran 4.8km = 12 rounds around the track and i didn't give up even when i thought of many many many many times. endurance, determination. and now i've got aching muscles. i'm glad for a coach that is willing as well as able to push us on, although half of me still dreads it.