i can't believe it.
i pierced a second hole.
right ear.a normal me wouldn''t do it. but what the hell its the holidays anway.what a thing to do to end the month on may. (:
anyway..went bugis with amelia after going to kallang to get disappointed.we went window shopping and was very intrigued by the very expensive japanese stuff at muji. especially the rice bowls and plates and the very nice pens..and the other glass items.amelia loves the tiny fork there.walked around more..stopped at mos burger...then more walking before going back to the mrt.then to tiong to get the piercing and amelia refused to pierce hers.
oh...and we saw this reallllly nice adidas jacket.amelia wanted it..but it was a hundred bucks.so i decided to get it for her birthday .....but with the help of some people.in the future.
yea..it had this pocket on the upper right arm to put a mp3 player ..then the hole for the ear phones to come out through.it was sooo cool.

but my brother's blind.its been like 4 hours i've been sitting beside him and he hasn't seen it yet.btw...he's on my right.

i sooo envy nikki.she's in canada.freaking hell.i wanna be there.

ever wonder how parents always 'do you good' when they keep nagging.non-stop.even when you've tried your best and stuff..they'll keep saying that its not good enough.it will continue.almost forever.they will always have something to say in whatever you do.that's why my friends always think that im so free and my parents are so good...to let me go out.that part is kinda true.but its more of most of the time i don't tell them everything.or not anything at all.they won't find out ...unless they hired spies to spy on their kid.which is soo totally not private at all.

the past few weeks i've been envying the sky.they seem so pure, and i just keep looking up to stare at it.i've got tons of pictures of the sky already too.they are like free..sometimes i feel that i can just stare at the sky all day long, but im not close enough on the ground.
and im like all philosophical...like after i watched the samurai x dvd.saw how shinta[kenshin]'s 3 friends got murdered in front of him which is SOO touching.and then he fell in love with a guy he killed's fiancee.they got married and he accidentally killed her when she jumped in front of a guy.then how he got a disease and died from it which i totally pitied him.and kaoru wanted to share his pain..so she got the disease from him.
i could have cried.if not for my emotions that are devoid of the sadness.i can feel it but i can't cry .no matter how sad the movie is, or whether we lost a competition, tears never flow.but i can't even remember the last time i actually cried.and from my brothers, i used to be a crybaby.even when there was thunder, i would cry.
i can't believe i've just been ranting on.and on.
june holidays have started.but it does not feel like it.why?trainings.project work.and stuff i have to finish like homework..and i can't believe i actually want to take up tennis lessons twice a week or even go for japanese courses.
and my freaking tablet is lagging like hell.or either my brother is making the internet lag seriously bad.
and i can't believe my whole family ate at this totally posh chinese restaurant yesterday which cost up to around 400 bucks?but its was my graandfather's birthday..so i guess it can't hurt to eat like that once in a while.
and fan fictions with fuji cross dressing actually amuses me on how he can actually pass off as a girl.hah.i guess that being open-minded i good..JUST THAT IM MISSING DEESPERATE HOUSEWIVES NOW!!!!

i feel as if today's the friday the 13th .

but we got fourth for the 6 a-side on wed.
can't believe we lost to seng kang, st. nicks and st. theresa.
well...we just have to work harder.

AND MY FREAKING TROPHY BROKE TODAY.
it fell out of the freaking box when i was takaing it back from wendy and it was held UPSIDE DOWN.
the top looks horribly ugly now.although i dropped down 3 steps.
BUT ITS SO SADDENING.

then when i was on the way to the PAT , i tripped on a step and i was carrying my tablet.
IT ALMOST SMASHED TO THE GROUND.
I SWEAR MY HEART SKIPPED A BEAT.

and then we got back our report books.
its not exaactly a thing to cheer me up either.

but its the last day of school
so went to watch monster-in-law with siew ling and tabitha.
its a damn funny show and its is worth watching eunice.
but i wanna watch mr and mrs smith!!!

received the e-mail today and got into the NUS camp.
but its freaking cheapskate.
100 bucks to attend it.
that's so crappified.

apparently ..my maid forgot to on the fan which directs smoke out of the kitchen..and not into the house.she was frying chili ..and i was in the room..almost suffocating..and it burnt my eyes and the back of my throat and in my mouth..and my nose...and...whatever part it can enter my body.it took a few minutes of very difficult breathing to go back to normal *cough cough*but putting that aside...
WE GOT INTO THE QUARTERS!!!
for 6 a-side i mean.our first game was like shit la...and we managed to draw ..
and some how we improved game by game.here's the score.
cgs vs. east view : 0 - 0
cgs vs. yu hua : 1 - 1
cgs vs. swiss cottage : 4 -0

but i think we should be able to win at least the semi-finals..and the best ..the finals!!!
lets keep our hopes high!


GO CRESCENT HOCKEY!

oh..and i got this very big bruise below my left knee ..and a painful scrape on my right knee.
apparently i went cycling yesterday and fell when clever me decided to answer the ringing phone in my pocket when riding at a very high speed.emi and dixin just rode off not knowing what happened.and got another sunburn yesterday..which intensified itself under the scorching sun today and is all wrinkled and painful. and i DID put sunblock!!!!
hmph.
btw..we were at east coast and tried unsuccessfully to teach a certain someone if whom shall mot be named how to ride a bike.
but the terriyaki chicken and its rice was worth the free ride home with my parents[but 5 of us still had to squeeze in the back of dixin's car] (:
i actully have a affinity for jap rice now (:

can't believe i forgot today was vesak day and i went for tuition. ):
so ended up there..with no one there.then i called diana.she went too...but left already.
and bloody fiona and jia yi didn't tell us.
then i ended up window shopping at tiong alone. so sad right?but bought a pencil box, bottle, sweets and somme earsticks. i feel so poor now.due to some lack of funds at home.parents away at bintan, can't extort money from them. :)

yesterday i kinda stank the whole day.hockey in the morning.then went to the NUS for their bloody-stinking-hard-selection-test-which-i-totally-guessed-for-the-answers, and didn't realize that jacon ong was sitting in front of me the whole time. i thought i saw benjamin there too. chatted with emelyn on the way out before cabbing down to njc which cost me freaking 7 bucks.
met up with xiang yin and realized i didn't fill in my parents particulars on the freaking application form. ended up walking to coronation to eat lunch ....terriyaki chicken with heart-shaped rice.it was pretty reasonable price.considering the amount of money i had with me.the fries were a tinge too salty.then i left to walk to val's house just coz i didn't feel like going home.
we watched inuyasha...and chatted till we got bored and started watching more movies. '10 things i hate about you' is quite a good one (: yea...and we ate koko pops-krunch XD
went home before they all went out for dinner..i can't disturb them any further ...that'll be rude.considering the fact that i went there somewhat uninvited.
val was wearing a short skirt and some black one-side-off-shoulder-top (: should have brought my camera.

well..tomorrow's still a holiday.still don't know if im going cycling at east coast.
too bad my parents are coming home tonight.

crap lah.can't believe i spent close to 150 bucks today.my turf shoes only cost 60 bucks thanks to a mr.samat-good-friend that gave us a discount.the rest was spent on school blouse [freaking thing cost 10 bucks each], yellow socks, a nice adidas shoe bag [which isn't like some poser sec. 1's one.],and a nice white adidas sports bra.but i wanted black.the stupid thing only had xs..and the it was on offer...and too tempting for me... (:
yea..and si jing actually bought the exact same stuff as me [including the sizes] ...except the socks..coz there was only one left in this shop... (: [and i took it first].
then when we were ready to leave..freaking sky had to rain.asshole
on my way home..met ghariza on the bus with her njc hockey mates.

oh..and got back my results today.some people actually did worse then me ..so i won't really make them feel worse by posting my results and stuff..but they're not that fantastic either.according to me..my geog. , chinese, english and lit. marks suck.
i can't really blame lit. my mind naturally cannot infer characteristics and stuff from a passage.its not exactly my fault that im born with half the amount of emotions that normal people have.and for english.i blame the teacher.
she isn't exactly english-teacher material.she comes to class with practically nothing in her hands, doesn't come to class at least a fifth of the total amount of lessons she has with us.
and practising oral reading the whole day long is not going to help improve our comprehension

freaking 6 a-side is coming up and i don't have enough practice!
sighx.
bye.

bleagh.
i know im suppose to like blog after the exams and alland bloat about how im like soooo free..but no.
went to watch movie that day with eunice..and observing how cineleisure became crescent-leisure instead.yea.kinda freaky.since it was still considered morning and not many people were there...cept' yellow.
but i've been kinda busy.and there's the hockey 6 a-side coming up in 9 days.
that's so shit.my stamina and skills all flew out the door during the exams.
so did my typing skills.
and my brain.
haven't even booked the tennis court to play .
like there's anyone to even play a good game with.
there's too little tiime for all the stuff i have to do.
and i ain't even doing them yet.
bye.

the lit. paper today was so bad.
i couldn't remember all the freaking quotes.
and the science paper wasn't as bad.
but i still have freaking geog. and home econs to study for.and maths
and do my art layout and prep.
freaking thing i have to add fauna to my flora.

or i can just do magnification.
but i already did my freaking developments.
i do not want them to go to waste.
all my hard work
and late nights to finish them

i need a background for my blog.
any inspiration to give me?

sighx......
i missed the ending of one of the shows i was watching on tv just now..
then i woke up and thought it was the continuation..
but it was the end of another show.

now im like wide awake in the middle of the night...or morning.
like early early early early morning.
and i am typing really slow.
which is very irritating.
and nobody's online at 3 am in the morning.
which is so sad.
and i haven't done my art layout.
neither have i studied anything for the last 3 days.
im such a failure.