ah.just watched a movie.how sad/happy ending it was. i mean like its those olden english movies where they speak between shakespear-ean english and the today proper english. i don't think anyone understands that.but nevermind.
apparently i've been watching movies all week. let me list them out.
-miss congieniality 2 (monday)
-shall we dance (tuesday)
-a series of unfortunate events(thurday)
-les choirestle(thurday - CA lesson)
-some movie i didn't see the title on star movies.(the one im referring to ^)
i've still got a few more titles to watch soon (:
and did i mention today was my final year english paper? i don't think i did? did i?
oh well .no biggie right?
it's just a final year paper (:
and i sucked at it. ain't that great? and there's still the chinese paper coming monday.hm..there's stilll some other papers i can't remember next week too.well...we can always study later.
*note the cheerful voice with the matching smile *
oh and we're gonna have a class chalet in november.i wonder how that'll go.
goodbye (:
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
i feel so abnormally left out.and time travels much too fast.elaborate on that later.
but for now.to most other normal secondary 2 students, they would be studying their shit out of themselves for this year's streaming exam just to get into the top classes.example : triple science class.which does what to their future? nothing much would help in their working life, but merely wasting time of their childhood not having fun, but under peer pressure, teacher-parental stress..and many more of teenager's adolences problems which parents forget all about in their own childhood .why? they were too busy studying.and they have no idea what the government is doing to the school's education.kids younger and younger are learning HIGHLY ADVANCED stuff. example again : what my mom learnt in sec 4, is what i learnt in p6/sec 1.somewhat
and the time thing?yea.the tsunami disaster didn't seem too long ago did it.but somehow i watched the news today and they reminded me.it was 9 months ago.i mean...i can't even remember 9 months passing just like that.its sad i tell you.terrible.childhood is being ripped away from me whether i like it or not.time is running out.which i detest to the core. life-changing decisions to my own life aren't allowed to be made by an immature -minded girl.im only 14 years old which probably only have an experiance of a 10 year old life considering as much as my memory can remember.
here i am today.exams a few days away.im wacthing movies almost everyday.or make that the past two days.with no revision or studying done.why? you ask that to my brain and you'll get a nada answer.oh wells. i'll crap again soon.i think.hoping time would stop.
but for now.to most other normal secondary 2 students, they would be studying their shit out of themselves for this year's streaming exam just to get into the top classes.example : triple science class.which does what to their future? nothing much would help in their working life, but merely wasting time of their childhood not having fun, but under peer pressure, teacher-parental stress..and many more of teenager's adolences problems which parents forget all about in their own childhood .why? they were too busy studying.and they have no idea what the government is doing to the school's education.kids younger and younger are learning HIGHLY ADVANCED stuff. example again : what my mom learnt in sec 4, is what i learnt in p6/sec 1.somewhat
and the time thing?yea.the tsunami disaster didn't seem too long ago did it.but somehow i watched the news today and they reminded me.it was 9 months ago.i mean...i can't even remember 9 months passing just like that.its sad i tell you.terrible.childhood is being ripped away from me whether i like it or not.time is running out.which i detest to the core. life-changing decisions to my own life aren't allowed to be made by an immature -minded girl.im only 14 years old which probably only have an experiance of a 10 year old life considering as much as my memory can remember.
here i am today.exams a few days away.im wacthing movies almost everyday.or make that the past two days.with no revision or studying done.why? you ask that to my brain and you'll get a nada answer.oh wells. i'll crap again soon.i think.hoping time would stop.
Friday, September 23, 2005
don't feel like blogging much now.so yea.
still can't decide about njc.but i can't want the cake and eat the icing as well.so sad.but seriously.i still can't make a damn decision.and played a match with the crescent hockey club seniors...against some australian team on tuesday night.they were big and good.friendly too.it was fun.
somehow i kinda developed some new habits of mine.sleeping in class .especially history and engliish.both teachers are standing right in front of me, talking to the class...and there i am sleeping and somehow either i became invisible or they just don't care.and then the apple fetish.eating whole apples almost everyday now, when just a few months back i didn't like apples.i guess it's the type that i eat. it's like this 'healthy ' hormone suddenly was released.lesser on the junk food and more on the fruits and vegs.not that im complaining.i think my ass and my thighs are getting fatter.bah.it's always the genes.
AND im losing much more stuff now.my clip, my set-square, stapler, protractor, things like that. many more too. and i even left my brother's library book in the com lab today.BAH.what is wrong with me?
oh and i came up with my own sleeping hours theory.coz when i sleep at 2am the last time, i woke up much easier than me sleeping at 12.assuming that i wake up at 6 every morning.well...it's like a 4 hour-blocks of sleep.if i don't sleep for 4 hours straight, i'll feel more sleepy and tired. so it's either i sleep at 10pm or 2 am everynight. but i can never sleep at 10 .it's too early.the good shows start at that time too!!
piano pieces seem to interest me now.as in not the lessons, but just to play to destress or something like that.
i think maya is cool.i'll use her to make my layout.eventually.and i josh groban is HOT. wahaha (: and apparently i have a triple eyelid on my right eye and double on my left.the freaking end-of years are here already.why must time travel so fast?almost like the speed of light. and i myself haven't even started on my revision.
still can't decide about njc.but i can't want the cake and eat the icing as well.so sad.but seriously.i still can't make a damn decision.and played a match with the crescent hockey club seniors...against some australian team on tuesday night.they were big and good.friendly too.it was fun.
somehow i kinda developed some new habits of mine.sleeping in class .especially history and engliish.both teachers are standing right in front of me, talking to the class...and there i am sleeping and somehow either i became invisible or they just don't care.and then the apple fetish.eating whole apples almost everyday now, when just a few months back i didn't like apples.i guess it's the type that i eat. it's like this 'healthy ' hormone suddenly was released.lesser on the junk food and more on the fruits and vegs.not that im complaining.i think my ass and my thighs are getting fatter.bah.it's always the genes.
AND im losing much more stuff now.my clip, my set-square, stapler, protractor, things like that. many more too. and i even left my brother's library book in the com lab today.BAH.what is wrong with me?
oh and i came up with my own sleeping hours theory.coz when i sleep at 2am the last time, i woke up much easier than me sleeping at 12.assuming that i wake up at 6 every morning.well...it's like a 4 hour-blocks of sleep.if i don't sleep for 4 hours straight, i'll feel more sleepy and tired. so it's either i sleep at 10pm or 2 am everynight. but i can never sleep at 10 .it's too early.the good shows start at that time too!!
piano pieces seem to interest me now.as in not the lessons, but just to play to destress or something like that.
i think maya is cool.i'll use her to make my layout.eventually.and i josh groban is HOT. wahaha (: and apparently i have a triple eyelid on my right eye and double on my left.the freaking end-of years are here already.why must time travel so fast?almost like the speed of light. and i myself haven't even started on my revision.
Saturday, September 17, 2005
ah.....nike.com shall be my new favourite website.freaking products are just too nice to resist.and they even have fitness/dance demonstrations online..like you don't even need to step out of your house anymore.who knew that nike produces thongs too.and they've got the customizable shoe thing online too..although its really slow..but that i've seen with adidas before and they even customize the features you want inside too..like according to what sport you play.suntec city.oh how i wish i had a free shopping spree in a nike or adidas online store now.[ if it isn't online..not all products will be in the store (:]
sad that both my parents aren't home.not that i miss them in that way...but more like to pay for things at home.haven't had my pocket money for 2 weeks now.and i wish i had a job without the stupid exams coming up.there aren't gonna be anymore hockey for the next month.how upsetting is that?and all day today has just been eating, sleeping, surfing the nike site and well...basically slacking the whole day.haiz...either i'll go jogging later [which is highly improbable] or just sit-ups.i want the nike yoga mat! nike has nicer stuff for kids too.sniffs.
i need my shopping spree [ without wasting my own money-which i have very little of]
someone wanna sponser me?
sad that both my parents aren't home.not that i miss them in that way...but more like to pay for things at home.haven't had my pocket money for 2 weeks now.and i wish i had a job without the stupid exams coming up.there aren't gonna be anymore hockey for the next month.how upsetting is that?and all day today has just been eating, sleeping, surfing the nike site and well...basically slacking the whole day.haiz...either i'll go jogging later [which is highly improbable] or just sit-ups.i want the nike yoga mat! nike has nicer stuff for kids too.sniffs.
i need my shopping spree [ without wasting my own money-which i have very little of]
someone wanna sponser me?
Monday, September 12, 2005
wth..i mean im like watchinig disney channel in chinese now. and the tv's on, so is my tablet, and my hair is wet, i see lightning right outside my window, thunder can be heard almost straight after the lightning which means that im really close to the lightning, means im in very big danger of getting lightning striked. right?means i have a chance of dying any second.how exciting.
today we had hockey.freaking sec ones didn't bring the cones, which means 20 puch ups for me.im terribly lucky nordin was in a relatively good mood today.got the tee shirts, not as big as i thought...after i went home to try it on.oh....and just now when i was asking for water, yu sheng passed me her bottle, coz its the nike squirt one...i tried to squirt, but no.....then cap had to be loose and that's how i got drenched.even though my shirt was already wet, it was even wetter.
ahhh..i need people to buy my shirts!
today we had hockey.freaking sec ones didn't bring the cones, which means 20 puch ups for me.im terribly lucky nordin was in a relatively good mood today.got the tee shirts, not as big as i thought...after i went home to try it on.oh....and just now when i was asking for water, yu sheng passed me her bottle, coz its the nike squirt one...i tried to squirt, but no.....then cap had to be loose and that's how i got drenched.even though my shirt was already wet, it was even wetter.
ahhh..i need people to buy my shirts!
Saturday, September 10, 2005
now that my mom's in KL, my grandma has to come over and 'take care ' of us like we're still lil' kiddies.seriously....no offence to her, but it's kinda irritating and annoying. that's why here i am, locked up in my room blogging.
and this afternoon crystal oh-so-faithfully sent me the history homework we had to do for the holidays...which is only today and tmr left.and english too.how the hell do teacher's come up with such elaborate plans to try to work us to death by making us do THIS much homwork.not that im complaining........im complaining FREAKING HELL WHAT-IS-WRONG-WITH-THEM?? i bet they're probably all having menopausal moodswings or something.but i bet you yu qi or jocelyn would have finished them by now[no offence to jocelyn]...and here i am still blogging and blaming those fat-arsed teachers.HAH.
yesterday i was left almost falling asleep while running during hockey warm up.why? 2 hours of sleep is definatly not enough for me.but i was so awake the night before...that is until i ate my very early morning supper of instant noodles....fell asleep after that.with hockey training at 7.30 the next morning.i somewhat had to stop halfway through training coz my arm couldn't take it. freaking sprain.i wanted to train!! set play and had a friendly against MI. then after had physical...so i was excused to pick all the balls with polly while the rest got tortured.sigh. went to long john's to eat with the sengkang hockers and a few of crescent's , then went back to the apartment .val and sue came over[sue was in a skirt and a halter!!!] yea...and lunch wasn't so bad..cept that there was a terrible waste of udon noodles.i was terribly tired after that...and then they all wanted to go shopping and so i was abandoned to sleep on the sofa till they came back.not blaming them..coz i told them to go (: TRIED doing my math while they we're gone , and you should know what happens when i do homework.my nose was in a terrible shape as well..thanks to the air -con. and probably the dust from the neighbouring construction-in-progress 'twin towers' condo.wahhh..my friends are just the best .at what they do and don't .hah.that doesn't make sense at all.or maybe.
school's starting freaking soon.and i would hate it even more that the exams are coming freaking hell on full speed.everyone's studying ....except ME.like what the arse is wrong with me? short concentration span is one...and a lack of enthusiasium for school..that's what it is.
and i 've got a headache coming on full-force.irritating hell.
sometimes i wonder why i even bother.
anybody wanna buy shirts to support crescent hockey club? one shirt goes at 15 bucks.it fundraising. design is on the front of a white shirt.tell me if you're interested! [design's on the top]
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
haha..i've been wanting to post for quite a while but never really got down to it.
feel so useless yesterday.from my sprained arm on wednesday - went back to hpps and somewhat tried to relive my gym days and did roundoff backflips till i sprained my arm.HAH. and it HAD to be my left arm that is essential for right-handed hockey players.like what the hell. and so i just sat there for a hour and a half, while the rest of the team slogs under the sun by the torturous nordin.went to the gym with yj after that, which caused my inner shoulder muscle aches today.and my sprain still wouldn't heal. and we've got cross-training tmr.
sighs.......just wonder when parents would let their kids be more free and independant. i planned like somewhat a overnight hockey bonding for the sec 2s, but nooooooo....nobody can stay over coz of who?? parents .bloody them. and then the bloody irritating EXAMS too.oh right...and i so had the mood to actually do my homework yesterday...but noooo..my auto-habits had to kick in and made me just stone.and i didn't get much done.actually...none at all.
right and the science lecture thing today was a total bore.come to think of it.AAD was too. cept' for the eldds blackbox productions which i would say rocked the most.then comes the rest...which was crap.and so were the people.oh and i had to spend my time painting a t-shirt.first of all..the stupid shirt had to be black which made the stupid damn paint almost invisible to see.then, i had to run out of my orange fabric paint in the middle of painting my number.so it turned out horrible.but i met yee vonne from hpps..in ghim moh now.was nice to see her.all cute and all. oh anyway...apparently yuki just told me yesterday that i actually won 2nd prize for the t-shirt competition for that totally suckky design of mine.i have that photo somewhere...post it up sometime. i seem to keep wanting to post pictures but never find the time nor movtivation to.
ah....going sleep soon.as soon as csi is done.still got training tmr that comes in a package with the 10 rounds warm-up. ta.
feel so useless yesterday.from my sprained arm on wednesday - went back to hpps and somewhat tried to relive my gym days and did roundoff backflips till i sprained my arm.HAH. and it HAD to be my left arm that is essential for right-handed hockey players.like what the hell. and so i just sat there for a hour and a half, while the rest of the team slogs under the sun by the torturous nordin.went to the gym with yj after that, which caused my inner shoulder muscle aches today.and my sprain still wouldn't heal. and we've got cross-training tmr.
sighs.......just wonder when parents would let their kids be more free and independant. i planned like somewhat a overnight hockey bonding for the sec 2s, but nooooooo....nobody can stay over coz of who?? parents .bloody them. and then the bloody irritating EXAMS too.oh right...and i so had the mood to actually do my homework yesterday...but noooo..my auto-habits had to kick in and made me just stone.and i didn't get much done.actually...none at all.
right and the science lecture thing today was a total bore.come to think of it.AAD was too. cept' for the eldds blackbox productions which i would say rocked the most.then comes the rest...which was crap.and so were the people.oh and i had to spend my time painting a t-shirt.first of all..the stupid shirt had to be black which made the stupid damn paint almost invisible to see.then, i had to run out of my orange fabric paint in the middle of painting my number.so it turned out horrible.but i met yee vonne from hpps..in ghim moh now.was nice to see her.all cute and all. oh anyway...apparently yuki just told me yesterday that i actually won 2nd prize for the t-shirt competition for that totally suckky design of mine.i have that photo somewhere...post it up sometime. i seem to keep wanting to post pictures but never find the time nor movtivation to.
ah....going sleep soon.as soon as csi is done.still got training tmr that comes in a package with the 10 rounds warm-up. ta.
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