i feel so abnormally left out.and time travels much too fast.elaborate on that later.
but for now.to most other normal secondary 2 students, they would be studying their shit out of themselves for this year's streaming exam just to get into the top classes.example : triple science class.which does what to their future? nothing much would help in their working life, but merely wasting time of their childhood not having fun, but under peer pressure, teacher-parental stress..and many more of teenager's adolences problems which parents forget all about in their own childhood .why? they were too busy studying.and they have no idea what the government is doing to the school's education.kids younger and younger are learning HIGHLY ADVANCED stuff. example again : what my mom learnt in sec 4, is what i learnt in p6/sec 1.somewhat

and the time thing?yea.the tsunami disaster didn't seem too long ago did it.but somehow i watched the news today and they reminded me.it was 9 months ago.i mean...i can't even remember 9 months passing just like that.its sad i tell you.terrible.childhood is being ripped away from me whether i like it or not.time is running out.which i detest to the core. life-changing decisions to my own life aren't allowed to be made by an immature -minded girl.im only 14 years old which probably only have an experiance of a 10 year old life considering as much as my memory can remember.

here i am today.exams a few days away.im wacthing movies almost everyday.or make that the past two days.with no revision or studying done.why? you ask that to my brain and you'll get a nada answer.oh wells. i'll crap again soon.i think.hoping time would stop.