what am i bloody doing here when i've still got an essay to finish, and 7 papers i have to study for within the next 24 hours. i'm glad the projects and wrapped up, but still think they took far too long.

kris: thank you and i miss them too.

gha: not exactly easy for me to relax like you. haha. but i can't relax even more when i know you're gonna be leaving soon! which part of norway/which school?

i had a really interesting dream last night, but its contents will never make it to this blog. i swear. its too personal. which will probably never come true anyway.
i seriously need to get time off for my knees. once a week games are still aggravating it. the only reason i can't wait to get over with assessment week, slash my motivation (add this to my things to look forward to in july *refer to previous posts)
- acsb carnival
- JUMP performance in singapore (:
- my last div one match with crescent for this year
- go back to being active on SVL
- hopefully to bake more
- don't forget OBlumut and WAKEBOARDING.

i have my motivation back. and apparently my usual sleeping time is 2am now. it better not be permanent.

i have been meaning to blog about the trip after the trip, but guess i did't.
the last post wasn't a kidnapping during which i had access to a computer with internet, it was just me at the airport dreading to go to ho chi minh city for a holiday with my parents and relatives. thankfully i got through it alive and whole,thanks to kris and kushiel and jacqueline.(and alcuin and delaunay, but sadly they did not make it through the trip) i'm not the kind to enjoy sightseeing nor appreciate new culture, thus i didn't exactly enjoy the trip to the fullest. there were good times and the bad, and my skin became horribly dry. trip was only 3 days, so i guess i didn't miss much.

but the rest of my holidays! what the hell have i been doing?
i almost hyperventilated from stress at 2am this morning, because i realised school opens in 3 days time straight into exams, and i haven't finished a very important essay, project work, and probably have no time to study. and here i am blogging. i seem to blog everytime i shouldn't be and when i am supposed to do something else.

I NEED TO GO.

i don't want to go. now i realize the people who accompany you are really important. I DON'T WANT TO GO. and im already at the airport checked in. a little too late.
help me.