today so did not go according to plan.but it was pretty interesting. and different i would say.

although i some there is a small amount of regret in some actions. lets take a step at a time.

crap i'm falling asleep on my chair.

-12.38am

the weather's shit hot and humid, even when the sun's down. just the thing a 1am bath can cure. for 15 minutes. and then i'm sweating through my shirt again.

today/yesterday. 

1) morning PT. constricted sick lungs meant constricted training. and the 4 rounds warm up seemed fast, but in reality, it was SLOW.

2) training right after PT (ok, it still took us an extra half an hour to get onto the D). Sun was shit hot.so we had frequent rather LONG breaks under the shade, and i guess everyone was too shacked by morning's PT to even move during training, so it was pretty slow moving and i would say not very productive. not what i expect from trainings at all. even if the sun's hot. 

technically, it was 10am-12pm. shit timing. fried my brains out [this is a VERY important point]. had a headache during training, which was probably why i allowed the relaxed training. i need to be stricter. 

3) i intended to go NUM shopping with the cest la vie vouchers after bathing after training, and probably spend 20-30 bucks on something nice, then go home and sleep. BUT NO. reality is never like  you imagined it to be. A call, and my day's plan changed. I got a job! like yay! the working hours i was assigned to sucks, pay's average, but its take it or leave it. better than nothing. sleeping hours are going to be my working hours in a few week's time.

4) i did go to NUM ALONE after that. the surprise was, i didn't know the stuff there are never under 40 bucks. stuff were not bad, but seriously? OVERPRICED. and i do believe that NUM really hires really good staff(although the good-looking males aren't really the working point), or the Sun from the afternoon really did fry my brains dry to make me pay 60 bucks for a singlet WITH a discount voucher too.grr. it better last me the next 1243783 years, or i cannot grow anymore if not i won't fit in it. (if gymnastics was in a nice colour than hockey was, i wouldn't have minded so much)

5)  went home to prepare for my mom's BBQ that night, and spontaneously invited kris to join. my only guest. haha. it was meant to be a night of me helping my dad BBQ, serving food to office working adults who just talk crap all night long, and me carrying stuff and doing sai gang around. but with kris, i was able to skip most of the barbequeing and socialising with aunties. we had a nice long talk on the swing, with Sheridan's Irish coffee/ coffee-layered liqueur  to lossen tongues. fell asleep for awhile by the poolside on the lounge chairs, then went back to the apartment to screams and shrieks which i couldn't stand for more than 10 mins. and so i left. and kris left. and it was Home Alone Part 2 starring Pamela Chua

-1.41am