its freaking sucking my life outta me.physically, mentally, socially, economically and whatever other crap. i tell you.im dead beat with less than 5 hours sleep everynight...not eing able to fully recover from hockey trainings almost everyday, and that equals to sleeping in class. why do i even get myself involved so much? its so damn irritating to myself.why do i still continue it?WHY WHY.can i just quit ip? quit school.and just find a job.or marry a rich hunk just like sharon.cept that sharon's is a rich old man.

let me just die in peace.