these words are meaningless now.pissed off. frustration. disappointment.i guess i can never really unerstand myself. even this blog is kinda meaningless, except when i randomly read my archives to see how childish i was.we lost to rjc and it rings the end of the season for this year. its actually the part that i'll never get to play a tournament with this team ever again that saddens me. each and everyone in the team is special, and i can't blame myself for today's failure. i can't blame the team for not working hard either, because everyone did work hard, and i don't want to blame anyone at all.fate. its unpredictable. that's what makes it so special.

oh wells. there's still under 15 to go anyway. with crescent. (: although i don't miss it that much anymore, i guess once a crescentian, i'll just stick with it all the way through, although i felt as if i was a traitor.and i just had a brilliant idea. participating in b div next year. thing is, is it possible to play 1 against 11 players, without a goalie? cos gha's year would be too old, and there'll be no one to help me out in starting a team. what a brilliant idea pamela.