i realize i keep blaming njc for taking away my social life/ my time or whatever when people ask me why i take so long to blog.come to think of it..not really. but its still partly the blame for the lesser posts. mostly i slack off...using up my free time to stone and be bored.thus not doing anything.and being a fallacy i blame the school.

and my brother fractured his wrist during grading today.why am i not worried for him?ask my self conscience.or that i still am void of emotions on my outer self.

i need the beach and the darkened peace.