an interesting insight : i talk to my brother online although he's only in the room next door. laziness? or more of convenience. and our parents won't shout at us for shouting across the house (:
and tonight i'll be watching my third movie in the cinema for the week..all with my mom.and my brother for today.tuesday was pirates of the carribean, which i have been longing to watch since the year before, and a 1am show at plaza sing. it was that entertaining to prevent me from falling asleep. considering i had training before/friendly.wed was click with my cousin and mom at around 9.30..very touching at one part, such that i teared, one of the very few movies i do.tonight's my super ex girlfriend cos we're running out of shows to watch.why the sudden movie mania? hsbc has allowed my mom to buy tickets at a dollar.applause.and yay me.

tuesday was also national day celebrations. i ended up being one of the cheerleaders/house affliate which i am, and had quite a bit of fun i presume.but at the end, the emptiness creeps in more..went back to henry park to hear more revelations of exclassmates and dicover that my old form teacher's expecting another baby boy..haha.qutie fun, but i left before lunch to go home and rest[ out of orders] , and go for training/friendly match against the under14 boys. i still wasnt' relieved that they were younger than me. superfast legs and superior skills...sigh.and i have no idea how many times i have made a fool out of myself.thursday was the same thing.oh and im refering to nats under16.

last night i rushed through till early morning for that dang essay.why didn't i just start earlier?that is what i keep asking myself.i can never seem not to do last minute work.CHANGE ME, CHANGE.