today was so productive.
falling asleep in class despite 8 hours of sleep last night, didn't bring notes for two subjects (no wonder my bag felt so light), and played frisbee and a little dodge-tennis-ball with the hockey guys after bio consolidation (really, it's just a bio studying period). i wanted to go to ikea or starbucks to studying for an hour or so, but it turned out to be a shopping trip in anchorage instead( i got a nice pair of black flats from clubmarc express), and coming home to...slack until now. my eyes can barely open as i'm typing this, but i just feel very motivated to blog.

i'm trying to change. be more outgoing, less of a...i wouldn't say bitch, but be less mean, more sociable, less introverted? my attemps so far have been
1) saying bye to the uncle at the side gate before i walk out,
2) letting people have my food when they ask for it.( i usually say no straight away..and then think about it, before i decide to say yes, just because i feel bad saying no.)
3) talking to different people more (not very effective....)
it's a start, but if you think i'm becoming nicer, tell me yea? but i guess i still could keep some of that meanness too..it'll come in handy (:

chris: i've got a notebook ready for my list of books, manga, animes and movies to watch. already way ahead of you! for the food part, you know my house is always suffficient (: