THE LAST

few reasons why i came home early today. some noble, some selfish.

1) i had the sudden motivation to come home and study bio, trying for once to be self-disciplined.

2) studying at home is much cheaper.

3) it was a hassle carrying the following item around as shown in the pictures.

4) i was tired and felt like sleeping.

5) no where else felt compelling enough for me to go and study.

well. let's make another list of my attempts to study bio today:

1) After math paper, was feeling down and demoralised and depressed. had no motivation at all to study bio. had lunch.

2) spent an hour in bytes printing revision package answers.

3) slept in the library for an hour.

4) felt lethargic after my nap, and the attempt to read the revision package answers failed terribly. couldn't stand it anymore, so i left the library.

5) unconsiously walked out all the way to the bus stop, boarded 171 (the first bus that came and seemed remotely familiar), contemplating whether to go home and sleep, or go starbucks, while lamenting about bio to vinnie, who was at home and just woke up.

6) as the bus neared college green. inspiration struck to get off the bus and troop to sue's house.

7) i stayed there for about an hour, which helped me regain my motivation to study bio in her study room, and it didn't seem so bad after all. it may have been the food, or sue's cheery face and tone, but i love you sue! thanks for lending me the books too! [refer to the picture below]

8) she had to go for dinner, and so i struggled with two paper bags of books and the huge ass bio file, and ended up at home.

9) apparently the discipline i thought i had has just dissipated with this post. but at least i'm comfortable and happy.

again, THANKS SUE for unknowingly motivating & cheering up my horrible mood before to study bio for tmr, which is the LAST PAPER (: i'm gonna bring Book One along with me tmr to school, and start on it right away after the paper.

BIO AWAITS.

oh and some person commented that i've been blogging too much nowadays, which i think i am overexcessively, i guess this is just this exam period's way of relieving stress, which past methods included making lasagna, sewing stuff, baking cupcakes and cookies and watching anime& reading manga.

my HUGE ass biology file (which is thicker than my human geog file)

the pretty stack of books that are going to occupy the rest of my time in 16 hours' time.thanks sue! oh and chris, looks like i don't have to borrow the forth Otori book and Black Magician trilogy from you anymore (: