Fear has given way to dejection, if there is such a word.

Just an hour ago i was so motivated and had reason to rant about the purpose of education in junior college. But now, i've lost some inspiration already.

The trigger- my bio marks. It wasn't as bad as my math. So i was pretty prepared for the ugly marks. What enraged me was when the questions were went through.

All i can say is, what's with the questions, or the demand of excessive answers? I know singaporeans are kiasu, but if the question only asks for lets say a and b, why would you need to give a, b AND c?! They want us to answer the question, fine. We answer them. But marks aren't given completely because you didn't give the answer you're supposed to INFER from the question, or FURTHER ELABORATION. this is a science subject, not bloody gp. They give us notes to study, but the answers are not in the notes. Wow.

And now, after getting econs back, all emotions have just fled.

What's the point of studying hard when you've still got to work a lot more after getting the piece of laminated paper to get somewhere?

It took me a week to get over math and start the momentum, i wonder how long it's going to take this time. And i don't have time.

-11.38am