yesterday/this morning's training was tough as usual, but despite the uncontrollable wheezing (which amanda and suenli finds amusing enough to laugh at even when they're out of breath) and tears coming out of my tearducts, i rather enjoy trainings after about an hour into it. the worst is over, which is the runs, and i don't really mind the strength component of trainings, it's thrilling i would say. but my endurance is still shitt. according to today's fitness test, i'm one of the slowest on the team, doing 20.52mins for 10 rounds around the soccer field, and according to wiki, that's only 2.7 k, which would mean that that was a SHIT timing. but i do believe it should have been about 3k? ok, plus my muscle aches, and carrying the stick in one hand under the hot sun, MAY have extended the time by about 5min to NAPFA standards. 

i really need to start on my work. no more stoning in front of the laptop, no more dramas, no more animes, maybe the occasional chapter of manga, but THAT'S IT. no more wasting time on designing, i should be designing my homework schedule instead. FOCUS. 

we'll start tomorrow...evening (: