it's a good friday.
and i'm bored.
technically i'm meant to be up to my neck drowning in work and what not,but no, i'm blog-surfing and facebook-ing. ugh. screw public holiday moods.teachers' don't even recognize them as public holidays, but more like do-more-homework days. oh wells. i should get started on something soon, since half the day's almost gone. at least the morning was productive with math tuition :/

again, yesterday was just one part of a weird week. it starts off with me breaking a nice glass cooking pot in the morning, and one tired ending. in between came the release of PW results, which showed well, the many hours of typing and late nights and bossing around to get one alphabet on a piece of paper - A. not that i even got to see it, the teacher just read out the grades of the whole class. my whole group got an A, sadly which meant that R got one too. ugh. oh wells. there's nothing much more or less i can ask for anyway. emotions wise, elation was somehow missing, with the somber atmosphere around my class anyway. then training. not one of the best, nor one of the better days. mood's down, morale's down, tiredness just creeps in with the grey clouds across the sky. another bruise joined the collection, but its effects were like a small stone breaking open a dam inside me.

i'm fine now. i guess mitigation (i.e dam construction) sometimes are not always the best way to prevent floods. nature's balance is always restored. even if the dam wall has to collapse.