i can't believe i'm losing sleep over nationals. There's only 2 things on my mind that's constantly making my stomach churn and my head distracted. And the other is definitely not school work(this is what i'm getting distracted from...) what i figured was that only hockey was able to push the other matter out of my head, which is a good thing i'm guessing. But when i'm not playing hockey....omg, it's time consuming!

Can anything calm me?