i felt that my blog was left too lonely after i visited some very colourful fellow teammates blogs', so i thought i should make at least a little effort in posting about my very unneccessarily stressed up life which i sometimes wish to make dramatic changes to.

i rarely post in the mornings, just that i was already too damn asleep to post last night. u18 tournament now. and we're in the semis! not a very proud position to be considering there's only 4 teams in the whole tournament. i partially-sprained my ankle on the first match while slipping on the pitch (first time at that. the spraining part, not the slipping.) i would call this week hockey week. mon to sun. with the exception of today's cancelled/miscommunicated walkover match, it was training, match, training, match & friendly, training, supposed match, match, and to be continued.

my bank account is slowly being drained dry. so much for saving up the next few years for culinary school. somehow i'm just an occasional (forgetful) moneylender and i can't remember if i lent anyone anything. until they're nice enough to return.. plus i've just been spending so much on well, food. it's my first love. damn the economy for causing inflation. my love is becoming very expensive to maintain due to that.

common tests. like its very common when it comes once a year..maybe just to make us think that the tests are so common we shouldnt' worry about it at all? i wish. but that is what my current mental state is in right now. no mugging, no time to mug, don't want to mug, got things better to do than mug, don't like to mug, thus don't bother to mug. i half-wish that that would change. more towards the wishing-it-doesn't-change side.

i think its enough yea? have fun during the holidays people! that's what they always say. but do we even now?