just a few minutes ago i was in no mood to blog at all.i still don't. not about the wonderful training we had, and the really stupid yet funny mistake i made during warm up that caused me to (according to vinnie: 'smile maniacally at yourself'.)

i just wish time would stop. or me to just take a breather and relax. let me breathe. let my body rest. let my mind rest. i don't want to break down.

tah.