you know how i used to silently detest the canoeist in my school? well you probably wouldn't know cause it is SILENT. but i realized now more than ever its probably because of jealousy. jealous that they can be so disciplined, jealous that they have that determination and will, jealous of their fit, toned and tanned bodies.emphasis on the FIT. and TONED.well maybe because i knew subconsciously that i cannot compete with them in terms of fitness, and neither will my body be willing to go through the extremities. so anyway. bravo canoeists. although i still don't support the strict regime.

on the other note.
im not really looking forward to june.although it is the holidays. but if you compare it to july...we'll see.
june is when i
- have to do all the homework and projects for school
- persuade myself to study for the assessment week
- GO THROUGH assessment week
- count down the days i have left of freedom
- feel the holidays fly past
- think that it'll pass fast to go to july

and july is when i
- go for OB Lumut
- go wakeboarding during enrichment week
- celebrate with a certain friend's sixteenth birthday
- can slack a little in school
- know that division one is over
- celebrate my birthday
- go to the library to borrow the new harry potter's book
- know that rachel caine's weather warden's 6th book is out.not in singapore though


look at the difference.
today i officially became vice, and half the team saw my tummy fats.