Friday, March 02, 2012

climbing

I really lost you. There's no more desire. No more motivation to join the group. I'm not getting excited as I used to, being pushed on by failure and wanting to try what others couldn't do. The moves don't feel right anymore, there's no flow, no fluidity and no connection between you and me. It was like me going through with the motions, but without any heart in it. 

It's the shoulder. It's preventing me from getting deeper with you. 
It's all the admin work. It's taking the time I can have with you.
It's the abundance of choices. It's making it difficult to decide which path to head towards.
It's all excuses.

Please. Let me fall in love with you once more. 

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