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was what i felt, wanted to say, thought today's carnival was. the 5aside at hockey village was just disappointing, and dreadful, although we did get into the semis. basically, the people organizing it were HORRIBLE. they can't even get the fixtures done properly, manpower and all the tiny little details aren't taken care of. secondly, i don't like the people we were playing against. it was so bloody messy, i just lost all my recently found passion for hockey in an instant. i just felt like not playing hockey ever again.

may i add in that i was sniffing, sneezing, rubbing my nose like shit the whole day?and i still HAD to play.

adding my injury list:

a sprained thumb, scrapped index finger, bruised middle finger, squashed pinky, and another million places of abrasions from at least 5 dives today.

i'm too pissed off and tired to conitnue.