stereotyping.why do we stereotype? given examples as i discuss with denise now, in njc, as well as china scholars. people think because njc is one of the top schools, students here are therefor smart. and smart means geeky, and that would mean undesirable and ugly. definately a fallacy. why can't there be a smart yet good looking guy? and the china scholars, people would think of them as ultra smart because they get good grades and top the class most of the time, but don't they think of how hardworking they can be? just to get those results? and then they are undesirable as well because they don't look that good. and thus, guys from other jcs are cuter, just because they spend more time with their looks than their books.

well.enough said.

phuket was nice, just not as nice as i hoped it would be.just like most other shopping trips, my mom was more interested in the culture, looking at the places, whereas i would have rather spent the three days at the beach and relax.not to mention i finished a whole book on the second day, which i only started on the first. a bit disappointed in myself for chickening out on the parasailing, but there were other factors that convinced me not to other than my acute fear of heights.

aleee's starting to increase training.that's nice.although i doubt i'll be able to attend some of it. the chalet and camp sounds fun, i would definately like to be able to run with them, and stop sitting on the bench. oh wells. sooner or later.

yu sheng : well i did buy tickets to musical evening without much persuasion from joyene, but at least i feel less guilty leaving training (:

i need my stamina back.actually not back, but i need more.and how am i supposed to when i can't run?and beep test means i need to run fast. and fast is what i can't do.

boooo.i can't believe i passed my IH paper, let alone score highest in class for the first question.haha.i mean im not exactly the kind of person who likes to brag and go around rubbing it in, so i sorta forgot about it like 10 mins later when people come up to me to say congrats, and i go 'for?'
oh wells.
well..i didn't do too bad for overalls. i can't complain either for not studying.
nats trainings is seriously depriving me of two good nights. one: year-end celebrations at njc - SURVIVOR~outlast,outparty. and crescent's musical night.just when i decided that i shouldn't miss out on these events after much consideration, fate just didn't want me to go.

falling asleep at 11pm is my new habit.

hello i am pamela and i'm erson!
together we are pamela and erson!
HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO

days of horror.i failed math.not overall.but horrible red marks on the paper.then came IH.i failed half the paper terribly. only fate will decide if i managed to pass my overall paper.then came home, pity my mom for being able to see such horrid results. i guess i just never had the mood for studying, like ever, except for the occasional i-want-to-do-well-thus-i-must-start-studying-from-now-on-mood.therefore.i have nothing else to say about my grades.except that.they suck.

open day.not pathetic, not great either. so much for sponsers for open day and the two THOUSAND ballons the poor council had to blow manually. i really do pity council.although twirling cotton candy can be quite fun, not when you get sugar fluff in your face, hair and everwhere.tiring day, plus hockey duties although i do admit i didn't do much..but still became quite tired.

CARMEN. spanish dance.esplanade. many words to describe it. provocative.seductive.intimate.humour.coordinated.hot dancers.different.
well overall it was an enjoyable experience, very different from what i thought it would be.although there was no words, no script, but it could tell that there was a story line, although im not too sure which was the guy who went to jail or was just secluded.ok...i just read the pamplet, and it was quite different from what i thought it was.but nvm.

well. i seriously should stop visiting the library.i would be sure to pick up a romance novel and start reading non-stop, just as what i have been doing close to 4 days now. well. just like all other cliches, when i read its just that i feel transported into another world, as the character in the book, or a bystander, but still living everything that is described by the author. it may all be the power of the mind, but it does help to clear my mind of worries, and a great help to waste time.

well..enough insight for 7 hours.